Cross my heart and hope to spy* by Ally Carter* (bill gates book recommendations .TXT) 📕

women from the maintenance and security departments ran past us, but didn't stop.

"Something is seriously not right."

Bookcases slid into walls, doors swung closed, locks slid into place, and I struggled to yell over the sirens.

"It's security protocol," I said. "There must have been a breach. The whole system goes into lockdown--nothing gets in."

Then, as if to prove my point, steel doors fell from the crown molding, sealing the hallway behind us. "And nothing gets out."

As we ran past the library, I noticed motion through the glass panes and saw that the bookshelves, the couches--the entire room--was spinning, sinking, spiraling into the floor, disappearing before my very eyes.

"Does this happen a lot?" he asked, and the answer was maybe the most terrifying thing of all.

"No."

When we reached the foyer I saw that the front doors had been covered with the kind of metal used on space shuttles and nuclear missile silos. Emergency lights burned in the rafters, casting an eerie red glow over the place I knew well but barely recognized.

I rushed toward the doors of the Grand Hall, but then the sirens stopped. Silence filled my school like a tomb.

The doors to the Grand Hall suddenly swept open, and a hundred pairs of eyes and at least a dozen very powerful flashlights pointed right at me. I squinted and shielded my face against the glare. And that's when I realized that Zach was no longer holding my hand. I glanced behind me, but he was gone.

"Ms. Morgan," Buckingham exclaimed when she saw me standing alone in the dark, deserted foyer. "Exactly where have you been? There is an exam taking place, Ms. Morgan--not to mention a Level Four security infraction. Now, why weren't you in the Grand Hall with your classmates?"

But before I could answer, I heard a voice call, "Cameron!" I looked to the balcony overhead to see my mother staring down. "Come up here. Now!"


The Gallagher Academy is protected by lots of things: Our walls. Our legends. And some very impressive electrical gadgets that block any and all electronic frequencies from penetrating our air space. But that night, something--or someone--had tried to get in. Or tried to get out. So it wasn't any wonder my legs felt a little unsteady as I started up the stairs.

Professor Dabney stood at the top of the stairs, shining a light on the second-story landing, and one look at her stern expression was enough to tell me that this was no drill.

I turned into the Hall of History, where I had seen display cases spin around and disguise themselves for the benefit of strangers: but that night they weren't hidden--they were locked behind reinforced steel doors; walls had swallowed shelves whole, and Gillian Gallagher's sword had sunk into a vault, protected, secure in its place as our most precious treasure. It was a side of my school I'd never seen, and even though I had always known that a Code Red protects us from strangers, and a Code Black protects us from enemies, the difference had never seemed so big until then.

"Cameron," my mother called from her office doorway-- not Cam, not Cammie, not sweetheart or sweetie or honey or ... Well, you get the picture. We were in full-name territory, and personally, I was starting to wish the big, honking sirens would come back.

"Mom, I didn't do anything!"

But instead of a show of motherly support, Mom stepped aside and said, "Come in."

Her bookshelves had been sealed with titanium shutters, her filing cabinets had disappeared into the floor, and in the corner her burn box was still smoking, but I couldn't look away from my mother, because the expression on her face wasn't disappointment or anger, but something no girl ever wants to see on her super-spy mother's face: fear. She sat behind her desk, more headmistress than mother now.

"What happened?" I heard the panic in my own voice. "What's going on?" I asked.

"You left the Grand Hall tonight?" The voice behind me made me jump, and I turned to see Mr. Solomon leaning against the bookcases behind me, arms crossed just like I'd seen him do a hundred times in class. Somehow, though, I felt I was about to hear a very different type of lecture.

"I didn't do anything," I said again, because even though I've been behind my share of Gallagher Academy security infractions, I have never managed anything greater than a Level Two. (I know--Liz hacked into my student file and told me.)

"Cammie," Mom said calmly. "I need to know why you left the Grand Hall tonight."

Okay, it's one thing to tell your mother about undergarment emergencies, but it's quite another to share them with your teacher--especially a teacher like Joe Solomon, so I shrugged and said, "I ... uh ... had a clothing...malfunction."

"Oh," Mom said, nodding.

"And you left the Grand Hall?" Mr. Solomon asked, not stopping to ask which article of clothing. "Where did you go? Who did you see?"

"Mom," I pleaded as I searched my mother's eyes through the glow of the emergency lights that filled her office, "what's this all about?"

But Mom didn't answer.

"Did you try to leave the mansion tonight, Ms. Morgan?" Mr. Solomon demanded.

"No," I said.

"Cam," Mom said. "You won't be in trouble, but we need to know the truth."

"No!" I exclaimed again. "I didn't leave. Something happened to my dress, and I left for a second, and then..." But they already knew about the sirens and the lights, and for some reason I couldn't bring myself to remind them. "What's going on?" I asked one final time.

Mom and Mr. Solomon looked at each other, then my mother got up and sat next to me on the leather sofa, pulled me down beside her, and said, "Cammie, do you know what's in this mansion?"

For a second I thought it must be a trick question, but then I remembered what the mansion contained...the experiments, the prototypes, the mission summaries, and...most of all... the names and traces of every Gallagher Girl who had ever lived.

"Do you have any idea what would happen if the general population--much less our enemies-- had access to what is contained within these walls?" my mother asked. I seriously didn't want to think about the answer. And the truth was, I didn't know the answer--no one did. And the most important thing in the world was that we kept it that way.

"Ms. Morgan, you were in the halls tonight prior to the security breach," Mr. Solomon stated. "We need you to tell us exactly what you saw and heard."

I could have asked what was going on--who they suspected and why--but when you've lived your whole life on a need-to-know basis, you eventually stop asking the questions that you know no one will answer.

So I sat on the leather couch in my mother's office knowing that more was riding on my memory than it had for any test I'd ever taken. I closed my eyes and told the story straight through--from Zach's dance to the doors swinging open. I left nothing out.

"You saw Zach?" Mr. Solomon asked.

"Yeah. He was waiting for me. You should ask him if he saw or heard anything," I said, but my mother's gaze never left Mr. Solomon's. "Mom..."I started, but my voice cracked.

"Everything's fine, sweetie, don't worry." She smiled at me and rubbed my back. Rachel Morgan is probably the best spy I have ever known, so when she stood and opened the door and said, "The mansion's secure, it was probably just a false alarm," I tried to believe her. When she hugged me good night, I tried to wipe the worry from my mind.

But then I risked a backward glance at my teacher, who had removed his jacket and loosened his tie, and I couldn't help but think that the party was officially over.


After I left my mother's office I made my way through the red glow of the emergency lights. The halls were empty. The windows were covered. I expected to see running girls, to hear debriefs and a thousand crazy theories, but the halls echoed with silence as I slowly pushed my bedroom door open.

It seemed to take forever for Bex to say, "What did your mom want?"

Sure, they'd all traded their ball gowns for flannel pajamas, but one look at my roommates told me they were anything but comfortable.

"She wanted to know where I was and what I saw." I kicked off my tight shoes and felt my feet instantly swell up to twice their normal size.

"Well..." Bex said slowly. "Where were you?"

And then I told the story--the whole story. Again. And when I was finished, two things were clear. A) I seriously needed to remember to go pick up that bra from the floor first thing tomorrow morning. And B) My roommates had been expecting a very different story.

Liz sat up straighter on her bed. "So you didn't decide to sneak out and go see Josh at the spring fling?"

"No!" I said. "It wasn't me! You guys know I wouldn't breach security like that."

"Of course it wasn't you," Bex huffed. "You wouldn't get caught."

Okay, so it wasn't exactly the vote of confidence I'd been hoping for, but it was a start.

"And besides, you'd never leave in the middle of a test," Liz added. "So you aren't in any trouble?"

"No."

"And Zach just disappeared?" Macey asked. "He didn't even go with you to your mom's office?"

"No."

"Cam," Liz said, and for the first time tonight, I could detect fear in her voice, "what do you think happened?"

Despite all my training, experience, and instincts, all I could do was crawl into bed, pull the covers tightly around me, and admit, "I don't know."

And then the lights came on.

CHAPTER 18

I've had some very challenging days since coming to the Gallagher Academy (like the time our archery midterm happened to fall on nondominant hand day, for example), but the day that followed the ball was the most difficult yet--for a lot of reasons:

� Even though it was Saturday, no one slept in, so that meant girls were walking up and down the halls, talking in front of our door by seven a.m.

� Even if it hadn't been for all the noise, I still probably wouldn't have been able to sleep.

� The kitchen staff had gone to such extremes the night before that our only option for breakfast was cereal.

� Extensive ball preparations during the previous week meant that everyone was behind on their homework.

� My elaborate, twisty updo from the night before made the hair-washing and detangling process very difficult and painful.

� Even though the teachers were busy passing along the official story that the Code Black had been a false alarm due to faulty wiring--the unofficial story was about... me.

The lights were on. The steel shutters had disappeared, and everything in the mansion was back to where it always was, but as soon as I stepped into the library, I knew things were different. The weird thing wasn't that fifteen teenage girls were in there at nine a.m. on a Saturday morning. The weird thing was that as soon as I walked in, everyone stopped talking.

Even Tina Walters dropped her book and gaped at me as