The Sea Wolf by Jack London (free novels to read .TXT) 📕

issue my orders.  I remember an early instance of this kind, when Wolf Larsen appeared on the scene just as I had begun to give orders.  He smoked his cigar and looked on quietly till the thing was accomplished, and then paced aft by my side along the weather poop.

“Hump,” he said, “I beg pardon, Mr. Van Weyden, I congratulate you.  I think you can now fire your father’s legs back into the grave to him.  You’ve discovered your own and learned to stand on them.  A little rope-work, sail-making, and experience with storms and such things, and by the end of the voyage you could ship on any coasting schooner.”

It was during this period, between the death of Johansen and the arrival on the sealing grounds, that I passed my pleasantest hours on the Ghost.  Wolf Larsen was quite considerate, the sailors helped me, and I was no longer in irritating contact with Thomas Mugridge.  And I make free to say, as the days went by, that I found I was taking a certain secret pride in myself.  Fantastic as the situation was,—a land-lubber second in command,—I was, nevertheless, carrying it off well; and during that brief time I was proud of myself, and I grew to love the heave and roll of the Ghost under my feet as she wallowed north and west through the tropic sea to the islet where we filled our water-casks.

But my happiness was not unalloyed.  It was comparative, a period of less misery slipped in between a past of great miseries and a future of great miseries.  For the Ghost, so far as the seamen were concerned, was a hell-ship of the worst description.  They never had a moment’s rest or peace.  Wolf Larsen treasured against them the attempt on his life and the drubbing he had received in the forecastle; and morning, noon, and night, and all night as well, he devoted himself to making life unlivable for them.

He knew well the psychology of the little thing, and it was the little things by which he kept the crew worked up to the verge of madness.  I have seen Harrison called from his bunk to put properly away a misplaced paintbrush, and the two watches below haled from their tired sleep to accompany him and see him do it.  A little thing, truly, but when multiplied by the thousand ingenious devices of such a mind, the mental state of the men in the forecastle may be slightly comprehended.

Of course much grumbling went on, and little outbursts were continually occurring.  Blows were struck, and there were always two or three men nursing injuries at the hands of the human beast who was their master.  Concerted action was impossible in face of the heavy arsenal of weapons carried in the steerage and cabin.  Leach and Johnson were the two particular victims of Wolf Larsen’s diabolic temper, and the look of profound melancholy which had settled on Johnson’s face and in his eyes made my heart bleed.

With Leach it was different.  There was too much of the fighting beast in him.  He seemed possessed by an insatiable fury which gave no time for grief.  His lips had become distorted into a permanent snarl, which at mere sight of Wolf Larsen broke out in sound, horrible and menacing and, I do believe, unconsciously.  I have seen him follow Wolf Larsen about with his eyes, like an animal its keeper, the while the animal-like snarl sounded deep in his throat and vibrated forth between his teeth.

I remember once, on deck, in bright day, touching him on the shoulder as preliminary to giving an order.  His back was toward me, and at the first feel of my hand he leaped upright in the air and away from me, snarling and turning his head as he leaped.  He had for the moment mistaken me for the man he hated.

Both he and Johnson would have killed Wolf Larsen at the slightest opportunity, but the opportunity never came.  Wolf Larsen was too wise for that, and, besides, they had no adequate weapons.  With their fists alone they had no chance whatever.  Time and again he fought it out with Leach who fought back always, like a wildcat, tooth and nail and fist, until stretched, exhausted or unconscious, on the deck.  And he was never averse to another encounter.  All the devil that was in him challenged the devil in Wolf Larsen.  They had but to appear on deck at the same time, when they would be at it, cursing, snarling, striking; and I have seen Leach fling himself upon Wolf Larsen without warning or provocation.  Once he threw his heavy sheath-knife, missing Wolf Larsen’s throat by an inch.  Another time he dropped a steel marlinspike from the mizzen crosstree.  It was a difficult cast to make on a rolling ship, but the sharp point of the spike, whistling seventy-five feet through the air, barely missed Wolf Larsen’s head as he emerged from the cabin companion-way and drove its length two inches and over into the solid deck-planking.  Still another time, he stole into the steerage, possessed himself of a loaded shot-gun, and was making a rush for the deck with it when caught by Kerfoot and disarmed.

I often wondered why Wolf Larsen did not kill him and make an end of it.  But he only laughed and seemed to enjoy it.  There seemed a certain spice about it, such as men must feel who take delight in making pets of ferocious animals.

“It gives a thrill to life,” he explained to me, “when life is carried in one’s hand.  Man is a natural gambler, and life is the biggest stake he can lay.  The greater the odds, the greater the thrill.  Why should I deny myself the joy of exciting Leach’s soul to fever-pitch?  For that matter, I do him a kindness.  The greatness of sensation is mutual.  He is living more royally than any man for’ard, though he does not know it.  For he has what they have not—purpose, something to do and be done, an all-absorbing end to strive to attain, the desire to kill me, the hope that he may kill me.  Really, Hump, he is living deep and high.  I doubt that he has ever lived so swiftly and keenly before, and I honestly envy him, sometimes, when I see him raging at the summit of passion and sensibility.”

“Ah, but it is cowardly, cowardly!” I cried.  “You have all the advantage.”

“Of the two of us, you and I, who is the greater coward?” he asked seriously.  “If the situation is unpleasing, you compromise with your conscience when you make yourself a party to it.  If you were really great, really true to yourself, you would join forces with Leach and Johnson.  But you are afraid, you are afraid.  You want to live.  The life that is in you cries out that it must live, no matter what the cost; so you live ignominiously, untrue to the best you dream of, sinning against your whole pitiful little code, and, if there were a hell, heading your soul straight for it.  Bah!  I play the braver part.  I do no sin, for I am true to the promptings of the life that is in me.  I am sincere with my soul at least, and that is what you are not.”

There was a sting in what he said.  Perhaps, after all, I was playing a cowardly part.  And the more I thought about it the more it appeared that my duty to myself lay in doing what he had advised, lay in joining forces with Johnson and Leach and working for his death.  Right here, I think, entered the austere conscience of my Puritan ancestry, impelling me toward lurid deeds and sanctioning even murder as right conduct.  I dwelt upon the idea.  It would be a most moral act to rid the world of such a monster.  Humanity would be better and happier for it, life fairer and sweeter.

I pondered it long, lying sleepless in my bunk and reviewing in endless procession the facts of the situation.  I talked with Johnson and Leach, during the night watches when Wolf Larsen was below.  Both men had lost hope—Johnson, because of temperamental despondency; Leach, because he had beaten himself out in the vain struggle and was exhausted.  But he caught my hand in a passionate grip one night, saying:

“I think yer square, Mr. Van Weyden.  But stay where you are and keep yer mouth shut.  Say nothin’ but saw wood.  We’re dead men, I know it; but all the same you might be able to do us a favour some time when we need it damn bad.”

It was only next day, when Wainwright Island loomed to windward, close abeam, that Wolf Larsen opened his mouth in prophecy.  He had attacked Johnson, been attacked by Leach, and had just finished whipping the pair of them.

“Leach,” he said, “you know I’m going to kill you some time or other, don’t you?”

A snarl was the answer.

“And as for you, Johnson, you’ll get so tired of life before I’m through with you that you’ll fling yourself over the side.  See if you don’t.”

“That’s a suggestion,” he added, in an aside to me.  “I’ll bet you a month’s pay he acts upon it.”

I had cherished a hope that his victims would find an opportunity to escape while filling our water-barrels, but Wolf Larsen had selected his spot well.  The Ghost lay half-a-mile beyond the surf-line of a lonely beach.  Here debauched a deep gorge, with precipitous, volcanic walls which no man could scale.  And here, under his direct supervision—for he went ashore himself—Leach and Johnson filled the small casks and rolled them down to the beach.  They had no chance to make a break for liberty in one of the boats.

Harrison and Kelly, however, made such an attempt.  They composed one of the boats’ crews, and their task was to ply between the schooner and the shore, carrying a single cask each trip.  Just before dinner, starting for the beach with an empty barrel, they altered their course and bore away to the left to round the promontory which jutted into the sea between them and liberty.  Beyond its foaming base lay the pretty villages of the Japanese colonists and smiling valleys which penetrated deep into the interior.  Once in the fastnesses they promised, and the two men could defy Wolf Larsen.

I had observed Henderson and Smoke loitering about the deck all morning, and I now learned why they were there.  Procuring their rifles, they opened fire in a leisurely manner, upon the deserters.  It was a cold-blooded exhibition of marksmanship.  At first their bullets zipped harmlessly along the surface of the water on either side the boat; but, as the men continued to pull lustily, they struck closer and closer.

“Now, watch me take Kelly’s right oar,” Smoke said, drawing a more careful aim.

I was looking through the glasses, and I saw the oar-blade shatter as he shot.  Henderson duplicated it, selecting Harrison’s right oar.  The boat slewed around.  The two remaining oars were quickly broken.  The men tried to row with the splinters, and had them shot out of their hands.  Kelly ripped up a bottom board and began paddling, but dropped it with a cry of pain as its splinters drove into his hands.  Then they gave up, letting the boat drift till a second boat, sent from the shore by Wolf Larsen, took them in tow and brought them aboard.

Late that afternoon we hove up anchor and got away.  Nothing was before us but the three or four months’ hunting on the sealing grounds.  The outlook was black indeed, and I went about my work with a heavy heart.  An almost funereal gloom seemed to have descended upon the Ghost.  Wolf Larsen had taken to his bunk with one of his strange, splitting headaches.  Harrison stood listlessly at the wheel, half supporting himself by it,