The World though My eyes by Kirsta Creighton (readnow .txt) 📕

I just went home and cleaned the kitchen and went back out. I only got there in time to take everyone home. So I took them home and slowly made my way to the house.
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My dad(uncle) came home drunk one night. I was down stairs getting some water when he came in. he was mad and he was taking it out on me. He gave me a black eye and through some of my stuff out the second window. I took a picture and sent it to me boyfriend Danny and told him what happened. He got worried about me being there but we couldn't do anything about it.
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School was going well until I had to drop out after my mom and dad "aka" my aunt and uncle kicked me out. Its one thing to not like a childs perents but an other to dislike the child becouse of who their perants are. My aunt and uncle believe i'm no better than the dirt they walk on. To them i'm only the offspring of a prostitute and a drug dealer not worth the time of day.
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My birthday came and went. Not much to say its just an other day only diforance is i'm an other year older. I'm 19. I'm tired of how things are right now. The only person that cares about me is Danny my grandpa P., and my real mom and my buddy marc who I call my big brother. Dannys always saying he love me. It's crazy that family can just throw you aside like trash but then someone comes along and shows you your worth more.

Danny and I now live together (i'm my car). I hate it its cold and so hard to sleep. My backs been killing me. In april I had my first freack out. I was a week late! (girl you know what I mean). I freacked out cuz we were not in a situation that we should bring a child in to and being a week late which never happens made me uneasy. On top of that my buddy marc was teasing my about it me being prego.

Sometime in the beginging of may Danny and I were sleeping in my car and a semi that parked behind us desided he wanted to take my car home with him. We woke up with a jurk and the sound of a car being smashed. Now my back really hurts. The stupid drive got out of the truck and said something that proved he was stupid.
Danny "what the hell man!"
I have never seen danny get mad like that and we've been together a while now.
Truck driver" im so sorry I forgot your car was there"
Me "how the hell did you just forget my car was here? You parked behind us last night and we haven'n mover."
So we extanged information and left I was so up set cuz my car is all I have.


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I'm now getting to start anew. A now begining for a new life. A new home, a new school, my loving, but sometimes anoying boyfriend, my new friends and what I call my new family. I love dannys uncles and I'm sure they like me at lease thats how they act. I'm now 19, living with my boyfriend, and going to school. Some would say things are hard when its this way, but I love it.


I started to write this so that people would know that they were not alone. See i never had anyone who understood or would listen to me. This led me to do things that hurt me. I had tried to kill myself. I had stabbed, cut, chocked, over dosed on over the counter meds, and almost shot myself a number of times.

I want people to know that there are people that go though life afraid,hert,and alone. There are people like me who have woken up crying or scramming. Things like this don't ever really go away.
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My name is Kirsta Creighton and this is only part of my story. I cant wait until i know the next chapter!

I'll up date this as life gos on. Thanx for reading. I would love to hear back from you. Imprint

Publication Date: 08-09-2010

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