Alpha by James Bernard Myers (best ebook reader for ubuntu txt) 📕

out of our character, it is time to find our place in this life and find the place where God has made for us to live. I know for myself I will not try to do anything that is above me and what is out of my range of what God has already set for me. I want a lot of things or the things that I did have I really want them back and in order for me to get them back I have to die and go to a place that was made for me and for me only, but until then and between then I have to learn to live the life that was made for me to live. I know that others will say ( the Christians) that God has a plan for you and he wants you to have this and to have that, but how do they know what God wants for me, how do they know what he has in store for me? Stop trying to play the gypsy role, trying to find out what is in store for your life. Only God knows what is in store for you cause he created you and he made you. I’m gonna end on this note and I hope that the best is yet to come for some of you who knows that your life is not as bad as others, so just do what you do and live your life and your life alone and stop trying to live the life for someone else. Let them figure out what god has done for them and what he is gonna give them. I hope that when I die that all people will see that all I am trying to do is give them the true light of man and what and how he has even destroyed this land even more now than ever. I want to let all the world know that when this is found, I want it to be written as it is and not to be taken away from how I really feel at this point and time in my life as a man that has seen it all and that has endured a lot in his life. You know there are people out there that will take what you have done and take it to another level and make it out to be what they want it to be for them selves and not for what it’s face value is. This has been a problem for my race for a long time now. We have invented things and done things that no man has ever even thought of and all of a sudden it has been put on the desk of the white America and that is how as a race we are left out of the books of history. Like Michael Jackson says on one of his CD’s is that it is His-story. What we need to do is find the real solution to mans problem as a race and as a black race at that. What is the real purpose for man and what is the real deal with what we as a race need to do. What does God really want from man, what does he really want us to do as a race? We have to know that all God intended for man was to have the same deals and ideals of him and his son but when he created Adam and Eve, I think that when he left them in charge of the garden, that is where things went wrong for mankind as we know it today. I still say that I do not understand why he put man in charge of all that he created. Now watch this, God tells us that he knows us and that even when we were in the womb of our parents that he knew us, now if he knew all of this why in the hell did he create man that would fall and not be able to get up and dust himself off. I do not see what the real deal is now that I take it all to heart of what the whole plan was. We have to really look at what was god really trying to do. So all in all we have failed as a race and we fallen so deep in the hole till we can not get out. I do not want to discourage the real seasoned god followers and all those that believe in solely what the plan was for man by god, but look at the big picture and see what you see for yourself. For all in all we will not see what god has planned for us in this time and stage of society. We have failed not only god but our ancestors who have fought bravely to give what we have today, we have failed our kids to provide them with an environment of safe passages to the land to where our fathers came from. So why do we not have the ability to go forth and do what is planned for man and our race and our country, simple; we have failed since the beginning of time with the garden, the evil garden that god has provided for us and the same garden that he put Adam in and that same garden that we are in today. That is why I will always say that god says that he knew us and that he knows our every move, does that apply to Adam and Eve or is that just to simplify what things were gonna come to. When the world began with Adam it ended with Adam just the same. So I tell you stop trying to get it right and stop trying to see where we can have this fucking hope and all this other shit that is promised to us. Like I say I do not want to discourage anybody by what I say, I’m just telling you in my own words what I feel is the truth and what is right in my sight and my spirit. I hope that you find that peace that surpasses all human understanding and that pot of gold at the end of the rainbow.


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Publication Date: 06-18-2010

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