dont count me out yet by deson porter (bill gates book recommendations .txt) π
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homeless lack loneyness how do you get up from that?just keep omn trying i am using this book not only to meet a wife that is so hard to find right niow for me but to also help those who think there is no way out please do not quit! you can do this thing called life rejection hunger pain but still made it through now I will work for my self and help others wile I find love is she out there somewhere?
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fast forward to my 36
birthday I already told a lady that I liked her we meet at a hotel that I was staying in just for the
fun of it. well I have wanted to take her out on my birthday I told her to let me know if she hade
to work a day before my birthday and you guessed it no date so now I would be forced to go out
on my own 36th birthday by my self! wow what a day but at least this time I was not rejected
again this time I just do not have a date on my birthday! my one big day and still can not get a
lady! oh well at least she called me and congratulate me and wished me a happy birthday. it
break my heart that even on the day of my own birth I still can not find a lady to date me! I wish
that it did not come down for me just to write a book about my life just to find a princess but I
also wanted to help other people who are going through the same thing just to hang in there
for we maybe under dogs in life but hay sometimes the underdog do win! I do have good things
in me to make a good husband for a lady someday I have a youthful looking face I am
entertaining I am kind romantic honest and love to have fun and rest at the same time. ladies
please get to know me for I am a winner. then as I got more involved in entertianment I wanted
to date a fellow entertainer for we would know when can we see eachother I got involved doing
radio by a radio show JV and Elvis two radio heros the show was the doghouse witch was on
then 92.3 free FM it was an all talk format during the day and played music at night well first I
heard a voice that I fell in love with her name was Jackie Clarke a comedian producer actress I
thought wow! if I meet her I would ask her out or let her know that I liked her,I would get my
shot! there was going to be a contest that day it was a talent contest I sang and guess who was
one of the judges! Jackie! oh my god! I was nerves but I did my thing everyone loved it I sang a
little bit of my song our wedding day witch the words are in this book.
I did not meet her till later on as I got to be very good friends with the show as I was trying to
find entertianment work she was part of a group in a club
called death by roo roo a comedy group and I went there almost every Friday. I kept getting her
roses just to let her know that I was instersted in her but she never responded then she and her
best friend Julie had there own show obsessed that was it on the last few shows before the
holiday break and I would not see her till after the holidays well I am sorry to say bad news
folks on the very last show before break she and a man was doing a skit together and thought
that it was part of the show some of it was for one part it was said that one of the host had a
suprise for us first came the skit then another never forget moment ok ready? she said that she
Jackie and sam the guy that she was doing a skit together was now dating!!! what??????? I was
in souch deep pain that I almost did not have the straingth to get my train back to NJ My heart
was broken how was I able to sleep that night I hade no clue at all!!!!she never read my letters
that I wrote to her saying that I even liked her even before she meet sam. well they are together
in LA now wile I am still stuck trying to find a wife. OK! I said to myself what do sam have that
I do not have? and how is it that I am only her friend on facebook? why is it not me together
with her and I am stuck alone? I was stuck forced to think about that crying my heart out over
her she would have been perfict for me we booth are entertainers and doing what we love to do
she would have been my better half she would have been surprised that I was still thinking
about her as of writing of this book. but good luck to you booth I hope you are happier together.
as for me it jus get harder for me to find true love. My online radio show was on WWW.
bbsradio.com and was getting a guest for the show during a show that was in a park in Newark I
meet a lady named sky and this is now the reason my best friend gave me the nickname prince
big d after we meet her and her band the date was going to be set that she was going to be on my
show well before that I got another chance to see her again back in NYC she was looked very
hot as we men would say tall red hair with a different style and she can really sing. so before the
radio show and at her next show that I went to I got the courage to go ahead and asked her out.
well her is what she told me through Tyrone she do not mix business with pleasure! say
what?? to that end she did not even did the show witch I was unable to do my best friend hade
to cover my slot for me and that is when I found out she was scared of mee? what? oh no!!!
I am a human being with feallings that was hurt yet again after Tyrone told me what happen the
name prince big d
It was not easy when I moved to Boston eather it was lonely my first few months there I did not
know anyone from Adam so once I have settled in and found a room I tried dating again
another Jane doe I met online this time it was at last a real date! and she was near Boston we
went to see some movies then watch movies on her PC she was a very good cook she was going
to be a medical asstant then on valen times day we went to the movies lunch then back to her
place before I went back home well one day I found a church home in Boston to go to so I
invited her to my graduation at the church at first she said that she was going on vacation to
New York State it was then the same day she called me back to let me know that she was seeing
someone else!!! I was just an angel to prove that there are good men out there for she just came
from a bad relationship before she met me and now the other man ! so now I am just a teacher
to the ladies that there are good men in the world? was that my assignment? that hurt!!!
everyone in the graduating class had someone not me! then in my internship working late I
meet a co woker that I wanted to ask out just before that I meet a bus driver that I like going to
the walmart route did the flowers being kind and everything all ending up the very same way
they are booth seeing someone! after a rejection like that it take me a wile just to work the
confidence to ask someone out!! got a new cell phone and finally called my best buddy and he t
old me that he finally found a lady for him so I guess I will be the best man at his wedding way
before he be the best man at my wedding if there ever is going to be a wedding?? is this dream
of finding a lovering wive ending? or is there is something pushing me to keep keep on trying? I
refuse to be single all of my life something got to give here!!! WHERE THE HELL IS
SHE??????? It is very very hard at work even for a internship to see cupples holding hands and
then when I am freaking out over trying to get to work on time or being at the hospital with
nobody there it break what ever left of my heart. No man like being rejected but so many times?
let me tell you my fave comfort lines that I get after being hurt and rejected.
1 wait till she comes to you
2 it is not your turn yet my answer is THEN WHEN?? I AM 36 YEARS OLD I AM NOT GOING
TO BE A HURMIT!!!
3 there is someone for you out there oh yea? who? I would like to know where is my wife?
4 my own mother said this to me that hurt ed me one is you will never get married! oh yes the
heck I will!!!! and the other she said is some things are better when they are not
experencenced! well I break your bad words you said right now!!!!!!
And it be your own friends that say the top 3 but I do not want to wait been through way too
much alone to be without. it is so bad that I am forced to talk to a lady online from the UK I can
not see her on my days off or she can't come to the hospital if I get sick again. just this once I
would like to be the one who get the lady! and ladys on the next few pages you will see why I am
a good man for you and that I will love you for you.ladies please help me to get over being
rejected when all I want is a wife.
OK so I am doing this like a campaign for office yes you are right it seams that everyday I am
running for office not just for city council at large in Boston but also the office of someone's
husband so you want to play that game? ok then I am ready!!
It is high time that the ladies have a
birthday I already told a lady that I liked her we meet at a hotel that I was staying in just for the
fun of it. well I have wanted to take her out on my birthday I told her to let me know if she hade
to work a day before my birthday and you guessed it no date so now I would be forced to go out
on my own 36th birthday by my self! wow what a day but at least this time I was not rejected
again this time I just do not have a date on my birthday! my one big day and still can not get a
lady! oh well at least she called me and congratulate me and wished me a happy birthday. it
break my heart that even on the day of my own birth I still can not find a lady to date me! I wish
that it did not come down for me just to write a book about my life just to find a princess but I
also wanted to help other people who are going through the same thing just to hang in there
for we maybe under dogs in life but hay sometimes the underdog do win! I do have good things
in me to make a good husband for a lady someday I have a youthful looking face I am
entertaining I am kind romantic honest and love to have fun and rest at the same time. ladies
please get to know me for I am a winner. then as I got more involved in entertianment I wanted
to date a fellow entertainer for we would know when can we see eachother I got involved doing
radio by a radio show JV and Elvis two radio heros the show was the doghouse witch was on
then 92.3 free FM it was an all talk format during the day and played music at night well first I
heard a voice that I fell in love with her name was Jackie Clarke a comedian producer actress I
thought wow! if I meet her I would ask her out or let her know that I liked her,I would get my
shot! there was going to be a contest that day it was a talent contest I sang and guess who was
one of the judges! Jackie! oh my god! I was nerves but I did my thing everyone loved it I sang a
little bit of my song our wedding day witch the words are in this book.
I did not meet her till later on as I got to be very good friends with the show as I was trying to
find entertianment work she was part of a group in a club
called death by roo roo a comedy group and I went there almost every Friday. I kept getting her
roses just to let her know that I was instersted in her but she never responded then she and her
best friend Julie had there own show obsessed that was it on the last few shows before the
holiday break and I would not see her till after the holidays well I am sorry to say bad news
folks on the very last show before break she and a man was doing a skit together and thought
that it was part of the show some of it was for one part it was said that one of the host had a
suprise for us first came the skit then another never forget moment ok ready? she said that she
Jackie and sam the guy that she was doing a skit together was now dating!!! what??????? I was
in souch deep pain that I almost did not have the straingth to get my train back to NJ My heart
was broken how was I able to sleep that night I hade no clue at all!!!!she never read my letters
that I wrote to her saying that I even liked her even before she meet sam. well they are together
in LA now wile I am still stuck trying to find a wife. OK! I said to myself what do sam have that
I do not have? and how is it that I am only her friend on facebook? why is it not me together
with her and I am stuck alone? I was stuck forced to think about that crying my heart out over
her she would have been perfict for me we booth are entertainers and doing what we love to do
she would have been my better half she would have been surprised that I was still thinking
about her as of writing of this book. but good luck to you booth I hope you are happier together.
as for me it jus get harder for me to find true love. My online radio show was on WWW.
bbsradio.com and was getting a guest for the show during a show that was in a park in Newark I
meet a lady named sky and this is now the reason my best friend gave me the nickname prince
big d after we meet her and her band the date was going to be set that she was going to be on my
show well before that I got another chance to see her again back in NYC she was looked very
hot as we men would say tall red hair with a different style and she can really sing. so before the
radio show and at her next show that I went to I got the courage to go ahead and asked her out.
well her is what she told me through Tyrone she do not mix business with pleasure! say
what?? to that end she did not even did the show witch I was unable to do my best friend hade
to cover my slot for me and that is when I found out she was scared of mee? what? oh no!!!
I am a human being with feallings that was hurt yet again after Tyrone told me what happen the
name prince big d
It was not easy when I moved to Boston eather it was lonely my first few months there I did not
know anyone from Adam so once I have settled in and found a room I tried dating again
another Jane doe I met online this time it was at last a real date! and she was near Boston we
went to see some movies then watch movies on her PC she was a very good cook she was going
to be a medical asstant then on valen times day we went to the movies lunch then back to her
place before I went back home well one day I found a church home in Boston to go to so I
invited her to my graduation at the church at first she said that she was going on vacation to
New York State it was then the same day she called me back to let me know that she was seeing
someone else!!! I was just an angel to prove that there are good men out there for she just came
from a bad relationship before she met me and now the other man ! so now I am just a teacher
to the ladies that there are good men in the world? was that my assignment? that hurt!!!
everyone in the graduating class had someone not me! then in my internship working late I
meet a co woker that I wanted to ask out just before that I meet a bus driver that I like going to
the walmart route did the flowers being kind and everything all ending up the very same way
they are booth seeing someone! after a rejection like that it take me a wile just to work the
confidence to ask someone out!! got a new cell phone and finally called my best buddy and he t
old me that he finally found a lady for him so I guess I will be the best man at his wedding way
before he be the best man at my wedding if there ever is going to be a wedding?? is this dream
of finding a lovering wive ending? or is there is something pushing me to keep keep on trying? I
refuse to be single all of my life something got to give here!!! WHERE THE HELL IS
SHE??????? It is very very hard at work even for a internship to see cupples holding hands and
then when I am freaking out over trying to get to work on time or being at the hospital with
nobody there it break what ever left of my heart. No man like being rejected but so many times?
let me tell you my fave comfort lines that I get after being hurt and rejected.
1 wait till she comes to you
2 it is not your turn yet my answer is THEN WHEN?? I AM 36 YEARS OLD I AM NOT GOING
TO BE A HURMIT!!!
3 there is someone for you out there oh yea? who? I would like to know where is my wife?
4 my own mother said this to me that hurt ed me one is you will never get married! oh yes the
heck I will!!!! and the other she said is some things are better when they are not
experencenced! well I break your bad words you said right now!!!!!!
And it be your own friends that say the top 3 but I do not want to wait been through way too
much alone to be without. it is so bad that I am forced to talk to a lady online from the UK I can
not see her on my days off or she can't come to the hospital if I get sick again. just this once I
would like to be the one who get the lady! and ladys on the next few pages you will see why I am
a good man for you and that I will love you for you.ladies please help me to get over being
rejected when all I want is a wife.
OK so I am doing this like a campaign for office yes you are right it seams that everyday I am
running for office not just for city council at large in Boston but also the office of someone's
husband so you want to play that game? ok then I am ready!!
It is high time that the ladies have a
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