Beloved or Betrayed *(incomplete) by shay prinkey (top ten books to read txt) 📕

 We stood there in the dark room with only the moonlight shinning through the window. Even though i still had a buzz from the alchol i felt a lot better. I bent down to take my flip flops off When ty started to walk away. I hurried and took them off. "where are you going?" i ask before he walked out of the room. "im going in the livingroom i just need to think for a few minutes." I sighed. He walked out and it felt like my whole world was crashing all over again. was it not enough for me to think i loved him. Why did i even say think when i knew the answer and it was clear. I sat down on the bed letting out a snarl. I put my hands in my hair trying to relax myself. I leaned back on the bed with my hands still in my hair and closed my eyes. I just wanted everything to be perfect again thats all i wanted. I started to doze off still trapped in my thoughts. I was almost asleep when i felt ty's presence in front of me. I opened my eyes to find him standing there smiling. "your so peaceful when your sleep unlike when your awake i must say." i sighed running my fingers through my hair. "stop." he said quietly. I didnt know what he was talking about. "stop what?" i ask. "stop with the hair please." Then it registered to me, He was getting turned on. I started to laugh. "seriously. my hair? like the worst thing about my appearance." i joked. He laughed sitting down beside me. "how is it the worst thing?" he ask. "its so curly and just everywhere. You try brushing this shit!" i said laughing. He started to laugh. "well i love it. It defines you." I took in a deep breathe. "how does it define me?" i ask. "well you hair is like your personality. Its beautiful and curly. Curls are complex yet beautiful." I couldnt help but smile. I sat up looking at him. "well i love your smile. Dont ask why cause im not as clever as you. But the first time i really saw you smile i think i fell for you right then." He pulled me in by my neck kissing me. The kiss started soft and sweet but i couldnt take it any longer. I crawled over him setting on his lap. I wrapped my legs around him while he kissed my neck. I could feel his breath along my neck, making me shiver with anxiety for more. He kissed up to the back of my ear then around to my mouth. we bumped noses making up both smile. I tilted my head for a more secure kiss between us. His hands went from my back up to my hair. With every touch my heart skipped a beat. He bit my lip making me let out a soft moan. He smiled then started to kiss me again. I started to pull his shirt off when he released me from the kiss. "You sure?" he ask quietly. I nodded my head not able to find words. he left me pull the shirt over his head. He had a small scar right under his colar bone. I leaned down and kissed it. He grabbed my face with both of his hands and started to kiss me again. He smelled so good. He smelled sweet almost. I couldnt quite figure out. He moved his hands from my face up to my hair again. I laid my hands on his chest feeling the softness of his muscles. I pulled away from the kiss when i realized i wasnt breathing. I ran my hand through my hair again but this time running into his hands. He smiled. i wrapped my legs around him tighter. "can we just stay in this moment forever." i whispered. "No we cant. big t isnt having it." i began to laugh. "omg i love you." I whispered. He smiled. He picked me up still on his lap. I wrapped my arms around him as he stood up. "no. Im not having it. we are staying in this moment. so sit back down." i yelled while laughing. He started to laugh. He shook his head then walked over to the top of the bed and sat down. "god i love you." he said smiling. I bit my lip a little astonished by the sincerity in his voice. Before i had a chance to say it back he began to kiss my neck again. I let out a gasp. I quickly closed my eyes. The lower he went the faster my heart beat. My hands rested on his arms, i used that to push him away when he got to my collar bone. He lifted my shirt above my head quickly. For a quick second i stopped breathing. He began to give me feverently. i fell into him letting him lean back onto the bed. He moved so quickly it shocked me every time.  He gentley pushed me onto the bed before standing to take his pants and boxers off. I layed there parilyed with so many diffent emotions. He pushed my legs open climbing up to me to kiss my again. The difference between this kiss and every other was i put my full emotion into it. He began to pull my hair making me me moan. I could feel his satisfaction between my legs and it made me moan that much louder. His every touch made me insane. He broke the kiss to kiss my neck again. This time he went all the way to my breast. I leaned my head back enjoying every second. His breating was ragid and short which made me smile. He continued kissing down to my belly button. I began to cringe a little. He slipped my shorts and underwear off then slid into me. I let out a loud moan. As he began to thrust i started to claw his back. He started thrust slowly and softly. The harder He trust the harder i scratched his back. I bit my lip to keep from moaning but it didnt help. HE thrust so hard i had no choice but to moan. My legs began to shake. I opened my eyes for a split moment but the room was spinning. The thrust became more powerful making me wrap my legs around him. He thrust so hard then exploded inside me. He let out a groan. Then started to kiss me again. I pushed him off when i realized what had just happened. "whats wrong?" he ask. "please say you used a condom." i said keeping my eyes closed tight. He smiled. "of course i did alana. why would you think i didnt." he said still catching his breath. i smiled letting out a deep breathe. He kissed my forehead. "love you." he said quietly. "love you too." i said scooting closer to him. He wrapped his arm around me and we layed there for hours talking. We talked about everything from colors to who had the longest fingers. The sun was coming up when i realized we'd been up all night. "wow i really cant believe i stayed up with you all night." i joked. "i cant believe your still awake. usually youd be sleep by now." I elbowed him. "bullshit. i just be going to sleep cause you bore me to death." He snuggled into my neck. "mhm okay. whatever you say shortie." I smiled, closing my eyes. I was sleep before i realized it. 

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^Tyler's point of view^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

I woke up to alana's hand in my face. She was all over the bed. I rolled out slowly trying not to wake her up. I wondered how such a small person could take up so much space. I shook my head then smiled looking at her sleeping so peacefully. I sighed because i had to leave. She had left all her stuff over at ben's place and i knew she'd want a shower as soon as she woke up. Alana was the type of person who put cleanliness and orginization above anything else. I yawned and walked out of the room. I took a quick shower before leaving. It had been months since i'd slept with anyone. Even though brittney and i were together we never had sex. My mind was always somewhere else. My entire body was tired. Alana was small but she wasnt light in any sense. It was like she only ate bricks. I laughed at the thought of her expression if i ever told her that. I had never once dreamed of last night going the way it did. I thought it would be years before any of that ever happen. I drove to ben's in silence, replaying the night over in my head. when i got to his house jas and storm were sitting on the porch. I sighed. I knew they were about to hit me with a thousand questions. when i got out of the car i felt there eyes staring me down. I shook my head. "she's not with me." i said putting my hands up. "where is she?" jas ask. "at my place. she's still sleep." storm smiled. "did you get it in?" jas teased. "your are the damn noseyest girl ive ever met." i said smug. She rolled her eyes and sat back down. "i dont care if yall had sex i just want to know are yall like official now?" storm ask. I smirked. "no storm. She just stayed at my house for no reason last night. Damn your roots are showin" i teased. She pulled out her phone looking. I shook my head. She was the slowest female id ever met. I walked past them into the house. Ben was sitting on the couch. "whats up man?"  He said as we shook up. "nothing just come to collect lana's stuff. you know how that goes." i said looking around. "ah man its back in my room." I nodded then walked back to his room. I'd been to bens house a few times but we usually hung with the girls. this weekend was the first time i'd been around any of my friends since i got with brittney. I talk to them all the time but i just wasnt getting out. I opened the door to find Alana's green bag in the floor. I grabbed it then grabbed her dress of the back of the door. She looked so damn good in that dress. I waved bye to everyone then headed to the get something to eat. I went to mcdonalds and got alana a mcgriddle those were her favorite. it really blew my mind i knew that much about her. When i got back to the house she was still asleep so i sat her bag and phone in the bathroom. I hated being at our old house it reminded me so much of my sister. It still hurt me so bad to know that she could have had everything i have and more. She would have loved prom and high school all together. One