The Confessions of a Not So Popular Teenage Girl by Kennedi Mathis (best free e reader txt) 📕

I thought he was different. He liked me. Or at least I thought. He said he'd never hurt me. He said he'd be there. It was all lies. Lies. Slander. Betrayal. That's all he ever did to me. I thought he changed. He said he could finally be mine. Player. Dick. Asshole.(Not a gay term.) He said he'd never leave. What the fuck happened? She happened, she stole him with faster than you could say slut. I thought he was with me. He never loved me. I was just a comfort zone. We're just friends thats all we'll always be. Him, he stole my heart with those blue dreamy eyes. He fooled me. It has never felt so real. What will I do now that he's gone? It'll be awkward now.  

He acts like it is nothing. He acts like we are still friends. We are not friends. I fell so hard. What the fuck happened to guarding myself? I guess it was his eyes or was it his ability to see through me. I will never know. 

We're in a dark room. He walks towards me. I start yelling at him.  He grabs me and kisses me hard, making me be press against him. (Nice way to shut me up.) I try to pull away but he just keeps ahold of me. I calm down and he lets go. He then says in his calm voice, " What's wrong, kid?" I hate when he does that, I'm only a year, two months, and thirteen days younger than him. "I'm fine, I'm just done with dumbass guys." I start to walk away and go towards the door. He grabs me. I pull back. He kisses me again more passionately. I try to get out of the kiss. But I can't, it's too unbearable. How do I get out of this? He starts to caress my breasts. 

My alarm goes off. What the fuck was that? 

Tonight Prosser comes over to have dinner with me and my parents. Dad is making dinner. So me and Prosser go into my room to watch a movie on my laptop. I start to walk to my bedroom and he grabs my hand. We walk to my room and when I close the door he starts kissing me. I tell him to stop and he says "Why?" "I'm just not ready lets watch Big Hero 6. "Sure." he says with a disappointed voice. Big Hero 6 is about to get good when my dad hollers for me. Then me and Prosser walk into the kitchen to eat. My Dad and Anita make us sit across the table from each other. Then dad starts with his questions. After dinner he helps me with the dishes. Dad then says " I like you. You and my daughter can hang out alone. I trust you." After me and Prosser do the dishes he has to leave.  So I walk out with him and he kisses me passionately. (Mind you this is my first kiss.) He then says, " See you Friday." "What's Friday?" I say. "You'll see." he says with a grin. He walks to his car and pulls out of the driveway. 

Friday is here. He picks me up at 7 and we go to the movies. After the movies we go to his place. (His parents aren't home.) We walk to his bedroom and he lays me on the bed. We make out and he starts to go down to the top of my jean shorts. He asks " Can I?" I say "Yes" not thinking about it. He pulls my shorts down and starts to tease me. He then pulls my underwear down. "Just enjoy it" he says. He then eats me out. I moan he continues and I suddenly feel overwhelmed with pleasure. He then moves up and caresses my breast and kisses me. Then he stands up and pulls down his jeans and boxers. He then lays on top of me and starts to go inside of me and I moan. He then goes faster and faster finally I cum and he cums. We then get dressed and cuddle and watch a movie. 

We finally pull into the driveway. The clock on the dashboard says 9:58. Two minutes before curfew. I start to get out of the car and he pulls me in and kisses me. I then say "Thanks for an awesome date." Then I get out of the care and head toward the door. When I walk in the door Anita and Dad are asleep. I lock the door and head to the bathroom to take a shower. When I'm done with my shower I walk to my room and brush my hair. Then lay in my bed and go to sleep. 

I wake up and feel sick to my stomach. I rush to the bathroom and vomit. Then Madi shows up and I tell her everything that happened with Prosser and she tells me to go get a Pregnancy Test. So we walk to the dollar store and walk back home and I take the test. It comes up positive. I then have to find out a way to tell my parents, and Prosser. Fuck. 

You actually thought I was gonna leave you hanging. God. What kind of person do you think I am? Oh ya I'm a bitch. 

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Text: BookRix
Images: Kennedi Mathis
Editing: BookRix
Translation: Kennedi Mathis
Publication Date: 04-13-2015

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