Maybe it was Better I didn't Know by Missy (free novel reading sites .TXT) 📕

to my face rubbing my eyes and I shook my head.
“ It is… nothing like that! She took is out of proportion. I said I would tape her mouth shut,” I said shaking my head. the dean started to laugh, and she went on her lap top and started clicking away. I sat there watching her and then she looked up at me.
“ Well Parker you can get going,” She said.
“ Am I in trouble?” I asked. She shook her head, and I nodded my head sitting up and walked out of there. The second bell rang, and I flinched once again from the sound. I past Beatrice, and stopped grabbing her arm.
“ ugh,” she muttered looking scared.
“ You are one crazy bitch,” I growled and let go of her arm walking towards my next class. This whole school is just full of crazy ass people in this crazy ass world. All my classes went by the same. The teachers nagged at me about my grades, and I sat their nodding my head. My schedule was Biology, English, Fashion, Study, Lunch, Algebra, history, and then gym. I walked into the lunch room, and walked towards the table where I usually sit. It is filled with cheerleaders, and jocks. I don’t like any of them
“ Hey Parker!” Julie smiled. I gave her a weak smile sitting down, and I leaned back closing my eyes. I sat their looking at all the girls. They were all so fake. They all straightened or curled their hair and had so much makeup on, and they were all blondes. I didn’t fit in. I had long black curly hair that reached my waist, and I was tan. My eyes where dark brown, and not blue like theirs. I didn’t wear makeup either. Maybe some mascara sometimes but nothing really. The only reason im friends with these people is because I am forced into the cheerleading squad by my crazy mom, and im in all these stupid little clubs that the fakes and preps go to. Im not even living the life I would want to.
“ Parker, Grant is like totally checking you out right know,” Julie giggled in my ear. I turned towards her rolling my eyes.
“ And I totally don’t care,” I said shaking my head. she started giggling. Giggling? Why is this girl giggling. i sucked in a deep breath rubbing my temples, and looked at Grant. He smirked and I gave him the fakest smile I could give. Lunch sucked. I sat their listening to the girls chat about clothes, makeup, and boys when the guys talked about football. Like this stuff is not interesting or worth talking about. The lunch bell rang, and my ears hurt. Damn that bell. The rest of the day went by, and i hated gym. I am a gym leader with this other dude, and we are like assistance for the teacher. I don’t like it. it’s boring, and we teach snobby little freshman’s. I was sitting on the grass watching them play soccer when the ball came flying towards me. I brought my hands up, and ducked down. the guys started laughing and I glared at them.
“ you little freshman’s,” I growled standing up.
“ Aw babe, be nice,” This once kid said. I glared at him and let out a deep breath, and he walked past me, and slapped my ass. I whipped my head around to glare at him.
“ I’ll kick your ass dude!” I yelled at him.
“ Oh yeah baby hit me hard,” he said bending down. I glared at him, and turned around and walked around the track. I swear to god im going to kill one of these kids before this year ends. I swear to god im going to kill someone before this year ends!

Chapter two-
“Excuse me, Parker?" I heard a quiet voice mumble from behind me. I turned around and saw Cindy standing there twirling a piece of paper between her fingers.
“Hey Cidney," I smiled. She had a small shocked expression on her face and I raised an eyebrow.
“U-Um I'm doing this um survey, well it’s not a survey, I have to do this class project thing," She started talking faster and I could tell she was nervous. I reached my hand out touching her shoulder.
“You don’t have to be scared of me Cid," I laughed. She looked up her eyes popping.
“Now, why... why would I be scared of you?" She said acting like what I said was completely ridiculous, but I could tell she was scared or something.
“You probably hear around school about how much of a bitch I am, and how I am so outspoken and blunt, but under this ruff exterior is actually a kind person," I said with a little bit of sarcasm. She nodded her head and took a deep breath.
“For my project, I had to speak to someone that I haven’t really ever spoken to before, and write about how it went and what not. I couldn’t... well I didn’t really want to do this assignment and I knew that you were a nice person, so I decided to talk to you," She said sounding out of breath.
“If you knew I was a nice person, than why are you practically shitting yourself?" I said, laughing at my own joke.
“Well... I heard earlier that you threatened Beatrice's life..." she said not looking at me. I threw my head back letting out a loud laugh, and shook my head looking back at Cidney.
“Now Cid, out of all the damned people in this school, I never thought you would be the one to believe any shit you heard, “I said cocking my head to the side. Cidney's face washed over with guilt.
“I’m sorry Parker, I... Your right."
I shook my head.
" Don’t worry about it Cid, listen I got to get going but if you want to talk later or tomorrow or something than that would be better," I said smiling. She nodded her head.
“Nice talking to you Parker," She muttered.
“Was it?" I laughed. She smiled, and let out a laugh and walked away. I smirked and turned making my way out of the school building. I got to my car and started heading home. While I was turning out of the school building and heading down the side street I glanced at the radio, and then my eyes traveled back onto the road and I slammed on the breaks my body jerking forward. I sat their gawking at the group of dumbass kids that just walk out into the middle of the street. I rolled down my window, clenching the steering wheel.
“What the hell are you kids doing?" I screamed at the top of my lungs. The three girls, none of them over the age of fourteen stood there staring at me and my car. “Don’t you know what it means to look both ways before you cross? You learned it in pre fucking K!" I said gawking at them. They just stood there... “Are you going to move, or am I going to have to move you with me car?" I asked raising an eyebrow. The three girls ran across the street and I let out a heavy sigh shaking my head and started to drive past them, “Dumb ass kids!" I yelled and drove off heading home. Today is just not my day. And you don’t want to piss me off or get in my way.
When I eventually got home, I pulled into the drive of my house. I turned the car off and sat there staring at my house. It’s huge. Two stories, with five bedrooms and three baths. Two kitchens and also two front rooms. Indoor and outdoor swimming pool, oh and a balcony. I hate it. It’s the looniest house ever. I feel like a stranger in it. I highly doubt my Stacey is home, and either are any of my brothers. Two younger brothers and one older. Oldest is Ryan and he's 21, still living at home, why? I don’t know. The two younger brothers, one is 16, his name is Tyler, and the youngest is going to be turning 10 soon and his name is Markey. Markey's the only one I like.
Getting out of my car I made my way towards the house, and reached into my book bag searching for my keys and pulled them out and opened the front door.
“Ryan?" I called out.
“In the kitchen," I heard him say, and I heard running and saw Markey.
“Hi Parker!" he said showing me his big smile.
“Hey Markey boy," I smiled attempting to pick him up. Which I failed at. “How was school?" I asked following him into the kitchen.
“I got a girlfriend," He said sounding all giggly. He jumped onto the stool and I looked over at Ryan whose head was in the fridge.
“You gotta girlfriend?" I asked setting my book bag down on the table and walking over to the cabinets.
“Yeah, we even were holded hands."
I bit my lip trying to hold in my laughter.
“Good job bud, when am I going to meet her?"
“Never!" He almost screamed. I raised my eyes.
" and why is this?"
“Because her name is Milly and she’s so ugly," Ryan laughed.
“Milly isn’t ugly!" Markey almost cried. I walked towards Ryan and slapped him hard on the back. He jumped up hitting his head on the fridge and cursed.
“What the fuck Parker," He growled.
“Don’t call a ten year old little girl ugly, what are you dumb? “I hissed. “Don’t worry Markey your girlfriend isn’t ugly. I bet she is very pretty and I can’t wait to meet her, now how about you go play in the backyard with your toys," I said. He nodded his head and raced through the house to the back yard.
“No imp not dumb," Ryan muttered.