What's with all the Drama by Neshiap (spiritual books to read .txt) 📕

realized this I got real heated and just started punching and hitting him, not caring where or what I might punch.. he grabbed me, picked me up and kind of wrestled me to the ground….”wait kait stop aite..stop jus calm down. I’ll let you go if you stop punching me and screaming.” So I stopped. “what do you want asshole”,I yelled. “I want you to talk to me, I want this whole thing to be over and I want you jus forgive me.” “what the hell, you expect me to talk to you, hear you out, and forgive you.?” “yea” “Key you told me that you didn’t give a damn about my dead grandmother, you told me that you didn’t give a damn about me, and you beat the shit out of me for a stupid ass reason” “ okae that I know but Kay I can’t take this anymore..it’s eating me up, I can’t sleep or anything. “ohhhh so you’re doing this dumb shit because guilt is eating you up.” “that and I miss you, I miss laying beside you, I miss talking on the phone with you and, well I miss us okae…and I would do anything right about now to get it all back, I’ll do anything right now to make it all better.” “ohh sooo you wana make it all better key…huh … is that what you want?” “yea…that’s what I want Kaitlin” “well uma tell you how you can make it better Keyone…” “how?” “go jump in front of a damn car and leave me alone cause we ain’t gone ever get back to the way we were dude…neva and I saw that when instead of trying to apologize and make it BETTER you go and lay up wit your ex Hoe!!” “ Kaitlin it wasn’t even like that okae…she found out who I was talking to and she said all that dumb shit…we were never back together, we didn’t fukk or anything. I was over there for advice about you.” “ohhh really, that’s why you were over there.” “yeah!!! That and because I’m frends with her bro. that’s how we hooked up when we was together. I promise on everything I love I wasn’t over there for any other purposes>” “well why you was on her phone?” “ kay that wasn’t even her damn phone. That was Jeremiah’s phone. Like I said when she found out I was calling you she started saying all that shit. And you wanna know why I used Jeremiah’s phone well it was because I knew you wasn’t going to answer if I called from my phone. See I really wanted to talked to you and I was willing to go to hell and back to do so. Soo that’s how I feel.” “ohh sooo you willing to go to hell and back to make it right…well looks like you gone have to do that literally before I even consider taking your lying ass back” “really Kait” “yes really Keyone”.
After the lil boring ass convo I started to get up and when I did get up I looked at Keyone and he was crying..like literally had tears rolling down his face.. he looked up at me and said, “soo that’s it….we through?:” I said, “I guess so, I can’t take your ways and how you react to certain things…I just can’t” when I said that I began to walk off back towards the direction of my house, when he ran back up behind me and turned me towards him. “uma still love you though” “well let that be soo then, I wish I can say the same about you dude.:” I turned and walked off again, all the way back to my house where I ran upstairs and went up to my room to think! I stared at myself in the mirror…looking at my reflection, staring at how one event can change my life…I stood there, alone, puzzled, and confused. Until finally I started crying.. shaking, and wondering how in hell could a 15 year old child have so much drama in her life. This was just too much for me. I wanted to started out fresh. Beginning with a different school. I made it in my mind that after the next week of school was over that I was going to transfer to Collins High. Maybe my life would be better there.
My week was kind of jammed packed with a lot of shit. I had practices. I had to study. I had to go shopping for the funeral, I had to attend the funeral,and on top of that I had to deal with Nichole’s nightmares, my mama tears, and Keyone stupid ass ways. I didn’t know if I could last that much longer, but I did. I made the best out of everything. I even handled the Lanish situation. See this is what happened:
So I’m coming for Algebra l and heading to gym and Keyone meets me outside of the gym still trying to make me talk to him. I ignored him and went inside the gym and that’s When Nisha saw Keyone following up behind me so she walked over and said Damn Kaitlin you know you always got him behind you, you must have opened your legs for him or some ole nasty man stealing hoe. Keyoen saw the look in my eyes and saw that I had snapped but before he could grabb me I went over to where she had walked off to and grabbed that slut by her hair. I punched her in the face about five time before she blacked out, the when she did blank out I beat her head up against the floor until it started bleeding. Keyone ran over to where I was and pulled me off of her but I tried the best I could to get back over to where she was. I kicked and screamed so much that Keyone had to pinn me down to the gym floor. Then his homeboy Joshua came over and Keyone told him to hold me down until he call the ambulance and the principle and shit. I was still trying to get to her when everyone came. Finally, they came and put Nisha in the ambulance and all the polices left and stuff but my mom still had to come and fill out papers and stuff. But when Joshua finally let me go I stormed out of the gym and walked right up on Keyone. I was short compared to him so he looked down at me, I thought he was fina try to get back with me but he said “ your mama here and she mad as hell, well she not mad but she’s crying like crazy, she said that she can’t take all this mess with you anymore. I paused then looked back up at Keyone and said, “I know she can’t that’s why I’m transferring, maybe it’ll be better at Collins.” “ wait what the hell did you just say?” “isaid I’m transferring, I can’t take being here anymore.”
After that I walked off towards the office where I met my mom and we left.

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Publication Date: 02-27-2012

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Dedication:
I dedicate this book to everyone who has went through this.