Aint about that life by Raissa Kodia (carter reed TXT) 📕

got problems too."Dontre replies. I love Suziay and its not like im cheating on her with Ari. Ari doesn't want me so im done trying with her. Why am i even trying when i have a godess right before my eyes?"I know man. Yo before i came i got a text from Janell." Jay whispers and i sip on some rosay."What it say?" I ask and Dontre looks over to the girls."Its..complicated. I dont even wanna talk about it." Dontre smiles and says."OOO Does somebody have a cush? What is it this time? An affair?!" Tre says while putting his hand balled up in a fist to form a microphone and brings it up to Jays face at every question. Jay pushes him away." Nigga shut the fuck up."."I don't have any problems with Suziay. Me and her are tight asf." I say and Dontre suddenly gets unconfortable."Did yall see the game yesturday?" He changes the subject."Hell yeah. Its was good. Im happy Miami won." Jay says ordering another Magarita."Alright, but Jay whats up with you and Ari?"."Nothing..I love her and thats my girl and  im not boutta lose her no matter what." I laugh and say."Well atleast you still gettin' play!" We all laugh."HELL YEA TURN UP!" Jay yells. Our plate of shots come."Especially if you got a big booty girl." Tre says and we laugh."Ill drink to that!" I say and we toast, drinking our shots down.

Jays POV:

We finnish talking and head over to the girls to finnish off the game. Me and Ari have 10 points, Tamala and Tre have 14 points and Damin and Suziay have 9. "Aye baby imma head over to the  bathroom." I say."Okay but dont take to long, you know i need you."."Iight" I walk to the bathroom and when im about to get inside Janell walks out the girls bathroom thats right across. I freeze and start to shake, i can feel my jaw tightening. What the hell is she doing here? Then i think back to her text: Hey baby i cant wait to see  ya tonight <3 and: Youll see. "What the...Wh-wha-what are you doing here?" Im lost for words right now this was suppose to be a fun time."Hey I missed you." She says pushing me against the wall. Does this girl understand simple English? "Get off of me." I push her away and she stands there and smile."Look, why Ari? Why not me?" She touches my face and i grab her hand and force it to her side."I DONT WANT YOU!" I yell."Jay?" Ari says. I can hear her footsteps around the corner oh shit what do i do! "Jay.." Janell pushes herself on me touching my side."Go in the bathroom please!" I whisper."Jay??" Ari says her footsteps getting closer and closer." But baby" Janell grabs my hand i push her into the Girls bathroom just in time because Ari walks up to me."Baby did you hear me calling you and who were you talking to?" She looks around. I have sweat dripping on my foreahead. "Talking? N-N-No I wasn't pshhh i wasn't talking to anyone?" I say my hands shaking."Baby are you sure your okay look at you your sweating and studdering. Lord you got me stressed." She says."Anyways are you ready to go back? Im like dogging these niggas!" She laughs and i do my fake akward laugh. She smiles and walkes away. When i see shes gone Janell comes out."Baby.." She says and touches my face. I grab her hands and push her back. I walk away and go to my friends to finnish off the night.

 

 

Chapter 6 Cant do it without you

 Ariannas POV:

" Im serious Tam..He was acting hella wierd, sweating and shaking. I don't even know what to do." I say as i walk down the hallway with Tam and Suz while i suck on my MAC lolipop. We reach our lockers and Suz is on her phone..Like always." Girl what can i tell you? I don't know, Maybe hes going through a faze." Tam Pops her gum."OMG ! They have these cute Paris hilton shoes on sale for 500 dollars !! AHHHH!" Suziay screams. Is she serious right now? Me and Tam look at each other and roll our eyes."Im forreal though Tam..I can't think straight."." Ari maybe your taking things too serious." I close my locker and face Tam."But what if im not?" I keep sucking on my lolipop. These  are good , maybe thats why Tam is so adicted to them."What if you are?". I roll my eyes." Stop playing. What if..He's ..you know..Cheating?" i look down as we walk down the hallway with our books and bookbags. Im meeting up with Jay tonight and can't wait. " Girl bye, remeber what you told me? Your over reacting, you just need to trust him." I smile at Tams attempt to mimic me. "Iight your right." then Suziay wants to jump in like shes been listening the whole time? This girl."Yeah Ari. You already know he doesn't want to pull that stunt. Hes not man enough." I look at her in disbelief. "Being man enough does not mean you gotta cheat on your girl?" I say and Tam and Suz laugh. I see Jay across the court yard with his boys and he comes over."Don't mention shitt." I whisper as he comes over."Hey baby." I hug him back and give him a quick kiss. My girls go over to there mans and i wink at them and they nod. Jay grabs my bookbag and puts it in his back seat. We start to drive off and i look at Jay."Bae?" I say looking down at my fingers."Yeah?"."Um..Do you have anything you want to tell me?" I ask and theres a silence. We pull up at my house and Jays quiet. I step out my car mad ass hell. Why is he gonna sit here and hear my question and not answer? I walk upstairs and Jay follows me."No." I turn around."No i don't have anything to tell you."He puts his hands around my waist and suddenly all the BS escapes my body."I love you Arianna Lashayl  Jackson." My heart melts knowing he knows my full name like always and turn around raping my hands around his shoulders."I love you to..Im just, worried." He touches my face and says."Don't worry. I would never hurt you." I really love this nigga. We kiss just standing there for like 5 minutes making out.

Tams POV:

I walk over to Dontre and hug him. He grabs my bookbag and books and i smile as we head down to his car. Lord he smells hella good like irish spring.  I get into his car and we start driving home. I love Tre but its like i can't trust him at times. Im always up in his shit looking for maybe some clues to why hes always a ass to me. I can tell he loves me but why you gotta act like you don't? Its just straight up stupid mess right there. We drive past Ari's house and i see her walk out her car to go into her apartment. We pull up to our house and Dontre helps me out. I walk inside and get in some sweats and sweat shirt."Baby you hungry?" I yell as i walk downstairs."Yea babe." I look inside the kitchen."What-chu wanna eat?" I open the fridge and grab some meat. Im gonna make some speggeti and ground meat."Surprise me!" He yells and i giggle. I start to cook, cutting up some onions and seasoning the bits of meat. Suziay is crazy for acting they way she did. When our girls in need of help its way more important then 500 dollars worth of shoes. I fry the meat with the onions and start boiling the speggeti  with salt. Poor Ari, I know how it feels to suspect some shit. It must be hella tough for her. I feel arms wrap around my waist and laugh."Smells good." I smile and kiss dontres cheek."Ofcours it does. Cause i made it." He laughs but knows its true."Iight, i cant fight with that." I kiss him and make the tomato sauce. When im done making our food, i put it on the dining table and we sit down and say our grace. When were done we start to eat and Dontre tells me how today Kylies ass was on him witch pisses me off. I hate how boards these days wanna get on other bitches mans when they know there taken."Well im glad you told me and didn't do anything with her." He nods and i finnish eating. Then he tells me how Damin said Suziay has been acting wierd. I grab me and my babys plate and bring t to the sink to wash the dishes. When im done i clean the place and walk upstairs to a tierd Dontre. I pull out my phone and Call Ari."Hello?" she says sounding distracted."Hey girl ..wanna go out tonight?" i hear her sigh."Whats going on?" i say while walking into the room and see Dontre on instagram."Im out with Jay..Nothings wrong but sorry girl." I Frown."But-" She  cuts me off."Im out with Jay...sorry." and hangs up. What the hell happened here? I get in my pj's and climb into bed with Dontre. Im super tired and have a test tomorrow.

Suziays POV:

When i get home with Damin, were just on the couch cuddling and making out and shit. I love Damin soo much I don't wanna lose him but what if he finds out what ive been doing behind his back? He'll kill me for sure and i can't take us breaking up. I hold him tight as we kiss and don't want to let him go, the thought of us even breaking up kills me. I can't take this stupid BS with dontre anymore, i need some Damin sugar. I pull off his shirt and start kissing his chest."Baby did you hear what i said?" Damin says. I look up, ofcourse i didn't. I was in my own world and couldn't hear a word he said."Baby i said if your okay?" He laughs i kiss him."Yes, i just had a horrible thought." I say as i rest my head on his hot chest."What?" I look down at my cute freshly made fench tip fake nails and tears welp up in my eyes."Of..losing you."He hugs me tight as we lay there in each others company."Your not going to lose me baby." He smiles."No mater what."."No matter what?" I ask looking up at him."Yes i love you too much. Don't worry about it. Anything happens, we will work it out." Aww my heart melts and i just need to kiss him so i do. He gets up an grabs my hand and we walk to the bedroom. I push him on he bed and sart to kiss his nice body. He flips me over and kisses my neck. Why do i keep playing games? Its pointless because i have Damin.

I wake up and touch the side of the bed witch is empty and cold. I get up and puts my pj's on my naked body. I look around and on my clock it says 11:53 i walk downstairs and look around."Damin?"