Chanel by Tweety_96 ... (always you kirsty moseley .TXT) 📕

answer.  "Yea, you remember my cuzzo Peek-a-boo?", he asked. I shook my head. "No bae, Peek-a-boo is just a straight bum and when he tries to rob or something, he not good at it and he always gets caught.", I told him. His cousin is just a lonely bum. Jermaine started laughing like this was so damn hiliarious, but I guess I'm the oddball who doesn't get the joke. I smiled at him laughing. He's the only person in this world that can make me laugh the way he does. I smiled and walked back to the bedroom and packed my clothes in a suitcase to get ready to spend the thanksgiving weekend with my family and Jermaine's family. After I packed, I took a long shower and got in bed as I was trying to ready myself for tommorrow.

 

Jermaine

                        I watched about three movies on BET after Maury went off, went outside played some basketball and came back inside to take a shower. After I got out of the bathroom, I saw Chanel sound asleep in the bed in our bedroom. I slipped into the bed beside her and wrapped my arms around her waist. I know that if Chanel was awake, she wouldn't let me get close to her. I rubbed my hands on her stomach. Her stomach is harder and her bump grew. I smiled as I felt her stomach growing with my kid. Eventhough I know that this is my kid, I still have a small amount of doubt way in the back of my head. I don't know what I would do if this baby was not mine. Chanel and I most likely won't be together. I wouldn't be able to look at a kid everyday, knowing that it's not mine. I can't get attached to  a kid that's not mines. I shook my head as I fell asleep feeling on what I hoped to be my kid in Chanel's stomach.

   

 

       

    

I'm Thankful for....?

Chanel

                  I woke up and freshened up. I saw that Jermaine had already took our suitcases and was putting it in the car. I left the bathroom and got dressed into some other clothes. Jermaine was unplugging the stuff in the living room and hiding it in the closet. I made the bed and went to the kitchen to eat an orange. "Hungry?" I turned around to see Jermaine watching me closely witha smirk on his face. I rolled my eyes and turned back around to focus more on peeling my orange, which I was unsucessfully trying at. I quickly got aggravated and threw it at Jermaine. "Here, just take it.", I said. "You want me to peel it for you?", He asked me. I shook my head no and headed to the car. Jermaine stopped to lock the door and activate the alarm. I got in the car and rested my body into the cushion of the seats. I am beyond nervous to meet the rest of Jermaine's family. His mom didn't really like me before I got pregnant, so if the rest of his family acts like his mom, I most likely won't address the situation in the right manner. I need a stress reliever.

Jermaine

          The ride to Chanel's family get-together was okay. It was a little tense but not to the point where we were terrified. It was a happy-nervous, but I know that would end soon when we start on the road to my  family's get-together. I just hope that everyone is cordial to each other and will act mature for once in their life.   Chanel is not ignoring me or anything, but she is distant from me. I wonder if my family is on her mind, because I know that it is has nothing to do with anyone in her family is cool.  Whenever Chenel is hurt; she laughs it off, acts as if it doesn't bother her or acts as if she doesn't see it at all. Her eyes, facial expressions and body language will snitch and tell you the truth. I shook my head, wondering what she could be mad about. I just hope it wasn't me. I almost crashed the car as I sat horrified in fear  that she found out that I have doubts in my own head about the baby. I won't be able to take the emotional wreck that she would become when I ask her if she has been with anyone alse and if I am sure that the baby is mine. I seem to already know how it's going to play out. I'm going to ask her, she gets offended, I get slapped or cussed out. she gets embarrassed, I get embarrassed and I realize that their was no point in asking this question. End of story. Point Blank.

 

Chanel

      By the time I woke up, we were in the driveway of my Aunt Michelle's house. I looked at Jermaine and saw that he looked like he normally did, calm.  I looked at myself in the rearview mirror and saw that I was my hands were shaking. Im getting nervous and I want to stay in the car. I have on a light jacket that covers my stomach, but if I take off my jacket you can see my stomach with my tight-fitted shirt. I walked with Jermaine to the front door and we stood at the door together, staring at it.

 

Jermaine

      As soon as we stepped in the house, all eyes were on us. First they looked at me, and then it was all on Chanel. I guess they were gossiping. Maybe they don't know that she is pregnant, and just want to know who I am and if we are together. That stopped the thought right in my mind when all the eyes went from my face to hers and then down to her stomach. They knew. I looked over at Chanel and her head was hung low to the ground. I thought that she had saw something on the ground, but I saw her hand move to her face to wipe away her tears. Shit she is crying and I don't know how to comfort her in front of her family. I held her hand and she lifted her head and lightly smiled at me. Her eyes were puffy and before I could tell her that it's going to be okay, she turned and walked upstairs,where noone was at. I looked at everyone as their eyes were following her. A dark-skinned lady got up off of the sofa to follow her, but I quickly jogged behind her. I heard her sobbing through a closed door so I opened the door quietly and closed it without her noticing. "Bae--", I started, but she cut me off. Chanel turned around to face me. "Tell me something and be honest." I looked at her while I was searching for a clue of what is going through her head at the moment. "Ask me.", I said as I looked at her with caution in my eyes. She looked down and looked back up at me again. "Are you thinking about leaving me?", She asked in all seriousness. I looked at her in disbelief. Is she serious right now?

 

Chanel

         Jermaine was looking like I was playing some kind of trick to him. I am dead serious. I can't be with a guy who does not want to be with me. I want you to be with me for me, not for anything else that is not important. I can't even look at him. I walked to him and looked him in the eyes. "It's cool, you don't have to doubt yourself. I'm done.", I said. Jermaine's eyes widened at my words and his face scrunched up in confusion. As soon as I said the words, I regretted it, so I stormed away from him to prevent anymore angry words from coming out of my mouth. I left the room and ignored Jermaine calling my name. I walked into the dining room to find my family around the dinner table. "Aah! Chanel, what are you thankful for?", My snobby, aggravating, 31-year-old cousin, Rachel, asked me. Great, I thought as everyone turned to look at me. I know she was doing this on purpose because she knew that I knew that my whole family discovered my pregnancy. She is probably the one who spread my secret around the whole world. "Uum. I'm thankful for...another day that God has blessed me with.", I said. She narrowed her eyes at me and I smiled sweetly at her. "I heard you have other good news also.",She inquired. This bitch wanted to play games. "Oh how could I forget! I'm meeting Jermaine's family and we will probably be taking our relationship to the next level.", I lied. Before I can say anything else, I felt Jermaine behind me. He slid his arms around my waist and pulled me closer. "I think she was asking for the other good news, baby.", he said. I looked at him with fear in my eyes. I know he wouldn't tell them that I'm pregnant. Rachel smiled at me in victory. "Chanel and I are thinking about settling down and getting married, having a family, stuff like that.", He said as he looked at me. I can't believe this asshole just did this.

        

Are We Together?

Jermaine

       Yeah, I said it. I just can't imagine Chanel slipping away from me so easily. I didn't even get to tell her about the girl who crushing hard on me, but now since Chanel tripping over me wanting to leave her; She doesn't need to know about her with her pregnancy hormones. She looked at me and rolled her eyes as I slid my arms around her waist, making sure that I avoid sqeezing her stomach too hard. I'm going to try my hardest to prove to her that I love her and will not leave her unless she wants me to. I led her out to the car and we left. I don't see a reason in going to my family's when they're going to critizize Chanel. I just drove us home and carried my babymama into the house and tucked her into the bed.

Chanel

     I woke up the next  morning feeling bad about myself. I shouldn't have treated Jermaine that way yesterday. I guess my hormones are getting the best of me. Got up, took a