Yes, Master by Marwa M (best books to read for women .TXT) 📕

Author Pov

"Valerie can you look after the cake I will come back in a few minutes." Valerie smiled at the woman nodding her head. She leaned against the kitchen counter staring at the window as she waited for the oven to make a sound.

As soon as she decided to rest a little her mind instantly went to that particular man she wanted yet doesn't want to be with him at the same time. She knew her heart had been stolen by Sinister from a long time even before she met Xavier.

But she just held herself back convincing herself that she's only Xavier's. She day-night ask her heart only one question why did you love him and not Xavier? She sometimes thinks if she had tried, would Xavier have changed?

But the answer is the same. No. It's such a funny thing how even after her obeying him he never for once treated her like a human. Being his slave was her fate she knew and she had done peace with her fate knowing very well that those two words were her past, present, and future.

Yes, Master.

But indeed she never thought she will meet that anonymous guy again. Sinister Valentino and will again lose her heart to him. Loving Xavier was never needed. Only her obedience was the thing he wanted and she gave it to him without another word then why didn't he for once think of her as a human?

She was truthful when she said if only he had once tried to treat her more than just a slave and an object, given her just a little respect she would have written her life to him without uttering another word.

She endured everything. His every blow. His rape, torture, humiliating words and even witnessing him killing someone. She kept on praying for one thing. For him to see her as a human. But he never did.

Instead, her submissive and obedient actions turned him worst than a monster. He started thinking of himself as a God. Seeing how he was ruling over her made him think he can have anything with his power.

But indeed this is what we call God's will which can divert the destination of one's pain. The pain he wanted to give her ended up colliding with his fate.

Sinister. How much she wanted to tell him that she wants to be him but can she? No. His world is too vicious for her. She was raised to be honest not cunning. She was soft and his world was tough for her.

I will protect you with my anything.

Then why didn't he protect her that night? Why did he throw her in front of Xavier knowing very well that Xavier will harm her? She knew he had no other option than that.

She was thankful but mad at him at the same time. He freed her from a lifetime fear of being caught by her master again but the fear of trusting him and again getting it broken by him makes her mad.

Why Sinister? Was it so hard to tell me your plan? Was I not enough trustworthy for you to tell me? Was I even important to you that how easily you threw me in his hands?

She thought as she remembered his confession. She loves him too still does but trusting him and putting her life in his hands was really hard for her to do so anymore.

For 6 months she did everything to gather herself together. Her nightmares were still there. Her hand was healed a lot but there was a small dark scar on her twist as her bone wasn't fully healed yet.

She touched her stomach remembering Xavier's name on her flesh. In the first month, she woke up from her nightmare remembering the day he marked her. She went straight to the kitchen and did something terrifying.

She slashed the part of her skin where his name was printed with a sharp knife. Now his name was nowhere on her skin only ugly cut scars. It was a fortune that Jane came on time and took her to the hospital.

Even being in pain Valerie was happy to see his name no more on her skin. In the starting, three months were hard for her yet she did everything to move on from her painful past.

Even Rose and Maria came to meet her. Valerie didn't miss how clingy and loving Rafael had become. It was kind of annoying as well as he wasn't ready to leave Rose alone in the orphanage yet with a heavy heart he did.

But Damien didn't. Rose and Maria wanted to stay with Valerie for a week but Damien came to pick Maria just after one day and Rafael well he didn't pick her up instead picked his stuff and got settled with them in an orphanage for a week.

She was happy to see her both sisters happy and in peace with their masters. Indeed not every man in their world is like Xavier.

Day turned to night and again Valerie woke up because of a terrifying nightmare but this time she wasn't the one being tortured instead it was Xavier. He was in a bloody condition and it almost looked real. But how can it be? He's dead.

She shook her head as her eyes fell on the window and a small smile appeared on her lips watching raindrops rapidly falling against it. She stood up and wrapped a warm shawl around her body.

Winter was starting. The weather has been really chilly for some days. She smiled at the rain as she leaned against the wall beside the window watching it.

Her mind went to that beautiful day when she for the first time felt warmth in man's arms. His warm embrace and the beautiful kiss they shared invaded her mind. How can she forget that day?

That day indeed replaced the worst memory of her rainy day that was with her master. She misses Sinister yes, she does. He had printed his memories in her mind and she wasn't able to get rid of them.

She was in her world when her eyes went down to the playground of the orphanage. Her eyes narrowed when she saw someone standing there through a blurry window.

She moved her hand to unlock the window. The rain splashed against her face making her close her eyes for a second but again she opened her eyes and looked at the person who was already staring at her.

Sinister.

Her eyes widened when she witnessed him standing in the middle of the playground letting the rain drench him. It was dark yet one light of the playground was on that's why she was able to see his face.