The Witness by Grace Livingston Hill Lutz (mobi reader android TXT) 📕

From The Thought Of Her When He Lay Down To Rest,  And In His Dreams Her

Face Of Sorrow Haunted Him.

It Was Not Until After The Examinations The Next Afternoon That He

Realized That He Was Going To Her Again; Had Been Going All The Time,

Indeed! Of Course He Had Been But A Passing Stranger,  But She Had No

One,  And He Could Not Let Her Be In Need Of A Friend. Perhaps--Why,  He

Surely _Had_ A Responsibility For Her When He Was The Only One Who Had

Happened By And There Was No One Else!

She Opened The Door At His Knock And He Was Startled By The Look Of Her

Face,  So Drawn And White,  With Great Dark Circles Under Her Eyes. She

Had Not Slept Nor Wept Since He Saw Her,  He Felt Sure. How Long Could

Human Frame Endure Like That? The Strain Was Terrible For One So Young

And Frail. He Found Himself Longing To Take Her Away Somewhere Out Of It

All. Yet,  Of Course,  There Was Nothing He Could Do.

She Was Full Of Quiet Gratitude For What He Had Done. She Said She Knew

That Without His Kind Intercession She Would Have Had To Pay Far More.

She Had Been Through It Too Recently Before And Understood That Such

Things Were Expensive. He Rejoiced That She Judged Only By The Standards

Of A Small Country Place,  And Knew Not City Prices,  And Therefore Little

Suspected How Very Much He Had Done To Smooth Her Way. He Told Her Of

The Preacher He Had Secured That Afternoon By Telephone--A Plain,  Kindly

Man Who Had Been Recommended By The Undertaker. She Thanked Him Again,

Apathetically,  As If She Had Not The Heart To Feel Anything Keenly,  But

Was Grateful To Him As Could Be.

"Have You Had Anything To Eat To-Day?" He Asked,  Suddenly.

She Shook Her Head. "I Could Not Eat! It Would Choke Me!"

"But You Must Eat,  You Know," He Said,  Gently,  As If She Were A Little

Child. "You Cannot Bear All This. You Will Break Down."

"Oh,  What Does That Matter Now?" She Asked,  Pitifully,  With Her Hand

Fluttering To Her Heart Again And A Wave Of Anguish Passing Over Her

White Face.

"But We Must Live,  Mustn't We,  Until We Are Called To Come Away?"

He Asked The Question Shyly. He Did Not Understand Where The Thought Or

Words Came From. He Was Not Conscious Of Evolving Them From His Own

Mind.

She Looked At Him In Sad Acquiescence. "I Know," She Said,  Like A

Submissive Child; "And I'll Try,  Pretty Soon. But I Can't Just Yet. It

Would Choke Me!"

Even While They Were Talking A Door In The Front Of The Hall Opened,  And

An Untidy Person With Unkempt Hair Appeared,  Asking The Girl To Come

Into Her Room And Have A Bite. When She Shook Her Head The Woman Said:

"Well,  Then,  Child,  Go Out A Few Minutes And Get Something. You'll Not

Last The Night Through At This Rate! Go,  And I'll Stay Here Until You

Come Back."

Courtland Persuaded Her At Last To Come With Him Down To A Little

Restaurant Around The Corner And Have A Cup Of Tea--Just A Cup Of

Tea--And With A Weary Look,  As If She Thought It Was The Quickest Way To

Get Rid Of Their Kindness,  She Yielded. He Thought He Never Would

Forget The Look She Cast Behind Her At The Little,  White,  Sheet-Covered

Cot As She Passed Out The Door.

It Was An Odd Experience,  Taking This Stranger To Supper. He Had Met All

Sorts Of Girls During His Young Career And Had Many Different

Experiences,  But None Like This. Yet He Was So Filled With Sympathy And

Sorrow For Her That It Was Not Embarrassing. She Did Not Seem Like An

Ordinary Girl. She Was Set Apart By Her Sorrow. He Ordered The Daintiest

And Most Attractive That The Plain Menu Of The Little Restaurant

Afforded,  But He Only Succeeded In Getting Her To Eat A Few Mouthfuls

And Drink A Cup Of Tea. Nevertheless It Did Her Good. He Could See A

Faint Color Coming Into Her Cheeks. He Spoke Of College And His

Examinations,  As If She Knew All About Him. He Thought It Might Give Her

A More Secure Feeling If She Knew He Was A Student At The University.

But She Took It All As A Matter That Concerned Her Not In The Least,

With That Air Of Aloofness Of Spirit That Showed Him He Was Not Touching

More Than The Surface Of Her Being. Her Real Self Was Just Bearing It To

Get Rid Of Him And Get Back To Her Sorrow Alone.

Before He Left Her He Was Moved To Tell Her How He Had Seen The Little

Child Coming Out To Greet Her. He Thought Perhaps She Had Not Heard

Those Last Joyous Words Of Greeting And Would Want To Know.

The Light Leaped Up In Her Face In A Vivid Flame For The First Time,  Her

Eyes Shone With The Tears That Sprang Mercifully Into Them,  And Her Lips

Trembled. She Put Out A Little Cold Hand And Touched His Coat-Sleeve:

"Oh,  I Thank You! That Is Precious," She Said,  And,  Turning Aside Her

Head,  She Wept. It Was A Relief To See The Strained Look Break And The

Healing Tears Flow. He Left Her Then,  But He Could Not Get Away From The

Thought Of Her All Night With Her Sorrow Alone. It Was As If He Had To

Bear It With Her Because There Was No One Else To Do So.

When He Left Her He Went And Looked Up The Minister With Whom He Had

Made Brief Arrangements Over The Telephone The Night Before. He Had To

Confess To Himself That His Real Object In Coming Had Been To Make Sure

The Man Was "Good Enough For The Job."

The Rev. John Burns Was Small,  Sandy,  Homely,  With Kind,  Twinkling

Red-Brown Eyes,  A Wide Mouth,  An Ugly Nose,  And Freckles; But He Had A

Smile That Was Cordiality Itself,  And A Great Big Paw That Gripped A

Real Welcome.

Courtland Explained That He Had Come About The Funeral. He Felt

Embarrassed Because There Really Wasn't Anything To Say. He Had Given

All Necessary Details Over The 'Phone,  But The Kind,  Attentive Eyes Were

Sympathetic,  And He Found Himself Telling The Story Of The Tragedy. He

Liked The Way The Minister Received It. It Was The Way A Minister Should

Be To People In Their Need.

"You Are A Relative?" Asked Burns As Courtland Got Up To Go.

"No." Then He Hesitated. For Some Reason He Could Not Bear To Say He Was

An Utter Stranger To The Lonely Girl. "No,  Only A Friend," He Finished.

"A--A--Kind Of Neighbor!" He Added,  Lamely,  Trying To Explain The

Situation To Himself.

"A Sort Of A Christ-Friend,  Perhaps?" The Kind,  Red-Brown Eyes Seemed To

Search Into His Soul And Understand. The Homely,  Freckled Face Lit With

A Rare Smile.

Courtland Gave The Man A Keen,  Hungry Look. He Felt Strangely Drawn To

Him And A Quick Light Of Brotherhood Darted Into His Eyes. His Fingers

Answered The Friendly Grasp Of The Other As They Parted,  And He Went

Out Feeling That Somehow _There_ Was A Man That Was Different; A Man He

Would Like To Know Better And Study Carefully. That Man Must Have Had

Some Experience! He Must Know Christ! Had He Ever Felt The Presence? He

Wondered. He Would Like To Ask Him,  But Then How Would One Go About It

To Talk Of A Thing Like That?

He Threw Himself Into His Studies Again When He Got Back To The

University,  But In Spite Of Himself His Mind Kept Wandering Back To

Strange Questions. He Wished Wittemore Would Come Back And Say His

Mother Was Better! It Was Wittemore That Had Started All This Queer

Side-Track Of Philanthropy; That Had Sent Him Off To Make Toast For Old

Women And Manage Funerals For Strange Young Girls. If Wittemore Would

Get Back To His Classes And Plod Off To His Slums Every Day,  With His

Long Horse-Like Face And His Scared Little Apologetic Smile,  Why,

Perhaps His Own Mind Would Assume Its Normal Bent And Let Him Get At His

Work. And With That He Sat Down And Wrote A Letter To Wittemore,  Brief,

Sympathetic,  Inquiring,  Offering Any Help That Might Be Required. When

It Was Finished He Felt Better And Studied Half The Night.

He Knew The Next Morning As Soon As He Woke Up That He Would Have To Go

To That Funeral. He Hated Funerals,  And This Would Be A Terrible Ordeal,

He Was Sure. Such A Pitiful Little Funeral,  And He An Utter Stranger,

Too! But The Necessity Presented Itself Like A Command From An Unseen

Force,  And He Knew That It Was Required Of Him--That He Would Never Feel

Quite Satisfied With Himself If He Shirked It.

Fortunately His Examination Began At Eight O'clock. If He Worked Fast He

Could Get Done In Plenty Of Time,  For The Hour Of The Funeral Had Been

Set For Eleven O'clock.

Tennelly And Pat Stood And Gazed After Him Aghast When,  On Coming Out

Of The Class-Room Where He Had Taken His Examination,  He Declined Their

Suggestion That They All Go Down To The River Skating For An Hour And

Try To Get Their Blood Up After The Strain So They Could Study Better

After Lunch.

"I Can't! I'm Going To That Kid's Funeral!" He Said,  And Strode Up The

Stairs With His Arms Full Of Books.

"Good Night!" Said Pat,  In Dismay.

"Morbid!" Ejaculated Tennelly. "Say,  Pat,  I Don't Guess We Better Let

Him Go. He'll Come Home 'All In' Again."

But When They Found Bill Ward And Went Up To Try And Stop Courtland He

Had Departed By The Other Door And Was Half-Way Down The Campus.