My Addiction by Ida Gonzalez (best ereader for academics .txt) 📕

DANTE

Every time I kiss her, my need for her intensifies. I need more, I need her kisses, I want her caresses to be mine. She's driving me crazy. I can't stop thinking about that woman.

 I hear a knock on my door, “come in,” I yell from my seat and it's Iam who pokes his head in.

"How are you brother?"

"Good., I answer without much enthusiasm."

“We are not in a good mood today it seems,” I look up from some papers and look at him while he sits in front of my desk

"Hey, how about we go to the club today. You, me, and Leonardo. We haven't been going in a long time and I need a relaxing night."

"What you want is to fuck," he laughs which makes me laugh too.

He has his legs crossed and one hand on his chin.

 "I think if I need a good fuck. I haven't been with a woman in a long time."

"Specifically since you've been with Paula, right?" He nods.

“that's right. That woman has my head spinning,” my body tenses up when I hear that because it affects me too in a way that I don't even know.

 "Okay, let's go to the club today. I also need to distract myself," It's true I need to stop thinking about her for a moment.

"Good. Perfect. See you later." He rises to his feet to head to the door.

"I'll talk to Leonardo to go out tonight."

“Now let me work,” he laughs and leaves the office.

I rub my face. I need to get you out of my head Paula, otherwise I'll go crazy.

****

 I get to my apartment. I take a shower and get dressed to go to the club. I need to distract myself tonight. I put on black casual pants and a light blue shirt, and black shoes. I leave the apartment and go to the club. at Arrival, I greet the guards who give me way. They already know me, they know that I am a VIP guest here.

I go inside. The club is crowded. I go up to the second floor where Iam is already waiting for me with Leonardo.

 “Well, you are finally here, brother. I thought you wouldn't come,” It is Leonardo who speaks. I sit at the table and make signs for him to bring me a bottle of whiskey, two girls come to the table, one blonde and the other brown, both very pretty. Iam instantly pulls the blonde at his side while the brunette sits between Leonardo and me.

 Leonardo talks to the chestnut while I... I don't know, I feel restless. I feel anxiety, an electric current runs through my body. I have come to the club to be able to distract myself and get her out of my head, however, I only think about her. I shake my head to stop thinking. I watch Iam get up with the blonde to go to the private room. I smile, he winks at me, and go with his hand on the blonde's waist.

 I turn and see how the brunette talks and laughs with Leonardo. I, for my part, get up. Something urges me to stick to the railing and my eyes draw down. I observe everything. I see two very provocative women dancing, one is blonde and has a red dress on that leaves very little to the imagination, and the other one is beautiful. She has black hair like night, reaching down to her waist. She is wearing a tight black dress that goes down to her ass. What an ass. From here, I cannot distinguish her face because of the lights, so I decide to go down. I need to see her face. I go to where they are. I pass and dodge through the people. There I see her. Her friend is dancing with a man very provocatively while she is with her back to me moving very sexy. She does not realize the looks she has on her, as several men devour her with their eyes and I feel rage. I do not know what happens to me first with that woman and now with this one. What happens to me? I slowly approach her, I put my chest behind her, put my hands on her hips, and bring my face to her neck. That smell. It cannot be, is the same aroma of Paula, even though here it smells of alcohol and cigarette, I can smell her scent.

Who are you, doll? I whisper in her ear.

 She stops moving. She tenses, turning slowly towards me. It can't be, we were both surprised, “Paula? What are you doing here?”

 "Dante?" What are you doing here?”

 Her eyes bulged from their sockets and I only study her face. She is so beautiful, so precious a doll indeed. I look at her with desire, lust. I love it, it fascinates me that is why I was feeling so restless. She was Here. I  went from being surprised to being happy, excited.

  “Dan...” I don't let her finish and kissed her. I kiss her desperately, eagerly with desire. At first, she stays still, she does not reciprocate, but then she starts kissing back.  I bite her lower lip so that I get access to her mouth. I play with her tongue. It is delicious, her mouth, her kisses is my addiction, her kisses have become a drug for me.

We parted after a moment, staring at each other without saying anything,

 "Why didn't you tell me you were coming to the club, babe?"

"I don't have to give you an explanation, Mr. De Luca,” I laugh, bringing my face close to her ear.