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At the Hosipital
Sitting, in the uncomfortable ass chair, staring at the ceiling, looking to god for answers. It's been 2 days. She doesn't want to see me yet. She's carrying my child. I think I realized that I don't want to live without her. When she told me about her life I thought I had problems. She's a broken child and I don't know what have to do to fix it but I will. Kamari Lee Jackson, my project, my future wife, my lover. A doctor came out and gave me her status.
A broken collarbone
Crumpled fingers
Mild concussion
Thank God there was nothing serious about her condition that she can't box. Her number one focus is getting back in the ring. Damn, it never really hit me that she is carrying my child. She already said that she wanted to name her first kid Kashmere cause when he grow up he gon say "His name is Kashmere because he make the Kash comere". I cracked up but she was dead serious. Everything about her is my favorite part. They way she can drink 2 bottles of grey goose and still not be sloppy drunk, the way she moves, they way her eyes twinkle, the way she thinks if she turns me on she can get what she wants. I know everything about her. Her favorite song is Tore Up- Kehlani, her favorite singer is Bryson Tiller. Her favorite thing to do is be freaky. She listens to Chance the Rapper at least 8 times a day. And she is broken. That's my favortie part specifically. She's broken and she knows it but she doesn't show it. She's humble. And as for Shay, that trick is in jail along with Rico for attemped murder. The judge has made me the legal parent and has full custody with no visitation until Lani is 12. If Kehlani Marie Jones does not want to see her mother after her sentence is met then she doesn't have too. It just has to be written consent. Lani is at home with my mama, and until Mookie gets out. Everything is fine, it's just I've been up here for 2 days and she doesn't want to see me.
Chapter 8Kamari P.OV.
I don't want to see him. Seeing him broken will break me. I've had dreams. Dreams of me marrying him, having children, dreams of loving him unconditonally, and dreams of us being happy. But I also had dreams of him cheating, him getting shot, my son being kidnapped. Sooooo, I don't wanna see him until I know for sure that I wanna go through that. I've pretty much decided I just need some type of conformation. Heavily seduced on medicine, my collarbone fully recovring,sleeping away. Blackness, gunshots, "CARTERRRRR NOOOOOOO!!" someone yelled. "Baby I'm sorry, you are my everything." he breathed out. I jumped up. "Carter, is Carter here?" I yelled at the nurse. "Yes he hasn't left. You will be ready to leave as soon as you take a shower and sign the forms." she replied. I leaped from my bed and rushed to the shower. The steamy hot water hitting my face felt wonderful. As I finshed up I grabbed a towel and quickly made it to my bag Carter's sister brought me from the house. A white and black Nike crop-top sweatshirt, light faded jeans and some huaraches. I put my hair in a half up half down with two top knots. I lightly beat my face and quickly put my stuff in the bag and signed the form. I've never felt so determined in my life. I ran to the elevator and it literally stopped at every floor. Once I was off I fully sprinted. He looked up and smiled. I dropped my bags and jumped into him arms.
Carter P.O.V.
She was running like she was a crazy person in the hallway but that was my baby. I stood up and smiled. I walked because she was running. She leaped into my arms, and as she kissed me it was then that I realized something was off. Her kisses were deeper like somthing happened. Like she was worried. When she finally relased a look of hurt and pain was in her eyes. She cried into my chest she whispered "Don't do that to me ever again.". "I won't, I promise." I said. Confused as hell? Me too, maybe we can be confused together. She got down grabbed her bags and took my hands as we walked out together.
Chapter 9 Part 14 Months Later
Kamari P.O.V.
We broke up.
Carter P.O.V.
She tried to jump. She tried to kill me. I grabbed her. She cried. She died inside. She said that she wasn't trying to hurt me or us but she needed to go for a walk. Forgot she didn't have a phone. She ran away. 3 days later she called me and said "Were done." I've been sitting in her house, in her room playin the album Surf stuck on Warm Enough, living on Vodka and Water. Completely anti-social from the world, just stop, stuck, and staring at an imaginary stop sign. Voicemail is full, unread text messages. How could she leave me? What did I do? This is everything to me. Can't decide to go after her or not. So I'll just sit here and look at the wall until I decide.
Kamari P.O.V.
Standing. Still. Holding my balance on the ledge. Waiting for him to save me. I know it's forever love if he comes to get me. Wait I can't kill another life! I slowly got down and now was seated in a basketball goal. I decided to tell him how I felt. I grabbed my new phone and dialed his number. Here goes my life. He quickly answered. "Um, I've never been in love, so I needed to find out for myself if this was gonna work. I need you Carter. I Love You." I confessed. Silence. "Where are you?" Damn I knew he was gonna ask this. "The Phillips Arena." he hung up. He hung up on me in a time of need. I put my phone away and just sat there.
Will he come get her? Will she jump? She's in love? Cliff Hanger..........................Stay tuned part 2 drops tomorow I promise it'll be better and longer I'm just tired. Exactly at 12:00 p.m. pt2 comes
Chapter 9 Part 2A/N: Sorry guys but life happens.
He didn't come to get me. A janitor saw me and brought me down and offered a ride back to my house. Cried inside. He given up on me. "Thank you sir, all I have is a 20." I said. " Naw suga, you fine. Gon' head in the house. " he replied. "Thanks again." Walking up to door all i hear is music blasting. I quickly realized that he never left. His car was still in my driveway. Opening the door dropping everything slamming the door and flying the door was in an instance. I slowly walked in the room. And found him in my bed holding a bottle of vodka crying. Crying soohard his tears mixed with the vodka and made it salty. Unbreakable tears and snot ran down his face as he caressed the bottle. "She died."
Who died? Why didn't he come get her? I don't know, I'll update tomoroow sorry I havent been on in a while. My son came early pictures will be on my profile in a couple days. Love you.
Chapter 10Kamari P.O.V.
My heart broke. 6 year old Kehlani Marie Jones died after being left in a car for 6 hours in the Atlanta heat. Her mother kidnapped her from Carter's grandmother's house took to a local CVS and left her in car because she was upset that her dad had a new girlfriend.
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