Why my life sucks (literally) by J.J Blake (best memoirs of all time TXT) 📕

a bike. I landed on a dumpster waiting to see what she did. She shook out her hair to calm it's tangles. Jessica crouched to the ground and closed her eyes. She seamed to being summoning something. Like....food. Oh no. His Jessica was part of the 14 and she was a vampire. Which one was she? The.....Beast? He prayed that she wasn't. He still loved her though. Jessica's eyes popped open and she smilied. "Finialy i'm starving." Jessica said to herself. I knew what was going on. Jessica was feeding. He heard the crunch of teeth into bones. It was too much why didn't she tell him? He had enough of watching her and asking questions he wanted the answers to. He shifted back into himself and jumped off the dumpster. Jessica's eyes popped open from where she'd been savoring her meal. Jessica threw the rat into the darkness and stood up facing him. "Zander,why?" she asked clearly pissed off. He was glad the feeling was mutal. "Jessica why didn't you tell me that you are a vampire?!" He yelled at her. Jessica seemed to pause as if deep in thought. "Tell me!" He shouted at her. "That's why." Jessica said to him head bowed in sorrow. "Wha-" He froze hearing a voice call out,"Is the Beast and her love having a fall out?". Jessica was the Beast. Jessica snapped to attention all focus of him lost. "Go away before I snap your neck and feed it to my hellhounds." Jessica said clearly the one with more exprience than him with this guy. Wait did she say hellhounds? Cool. "No love I won't not intill I have your blood."

I was furious. How dare one of the order ccome after me and call me love! I wasn't joking about the hellhounds either. My ring glowed for a second then stopped. I stepped forward risking a glance over my shoulder at Zander he looked....proud? I looked foreward again feeling his gaze on my tattoos. I smilied. I held out my hands and whispered the word appera

. My daggers appeared and I headed for the voice.I launched myself at the voice but he was quick. Ok I could still gain the upperhand. Before the guy could trap me I rolled out of his reach. He gave a sigh of annoyance. "Fine than it's your love then."

Heck no

The guy walked toward me. In a flash he had me by the neck. Jessica hissed behind him and made him realese me. She grabbed him and threw him aganist the wall. She crouched in front of him. "What do you know about me?" She hissed in his face grabbing his wrists. "Never gonna tell honey." he said. Jessica squezed his wrists and he winced. "Your name is Jessica parks. You have a two year old. You live in a renovated barn. Your first name was Rosilinda.Your best friend is Lexis. You are the princess of the shadowlands. You love flying. You miss being free. You have sunset colored wings." he said in a rush. Jessica smilied. She punched him in the face and grabbed my hand. "Come on. I can't explain anything here but I know a place where we can." Jessica said releasing my hand and saying On this night when I summon the portal to the shadowlands. We leave behind our humanity and accept the role of full vampiresem for now.

We stepped out of the portal onto a grassy field. "What now?" I asked Jessica. "We need to get to the castle.You can ride there. I'll fly." Jessica said whistiling. A horse came running out of the woods. "Say hello to midnight. Get on. Just hold on to her and she'll follow me." Jessica said taking off her jacket. A pair of wings spread from her back. Sunset colored too. I got onto midnight and Jessica took off into the air. Midnight took off after Jessica.

We stopped at a castle that was so big I was surprised it could fit on this land. "This is my home." Jessica said to me landing beside me. She pulled her wings into her back and patted her hair down. She nodded to the guard and we strode into the castle. We took a set of stairs and another. Finaly we stop at a door. Jessica opens it and we step in. She closes it behind her. "Sit down Zander." Jessica said gesturing toward a chair. I did. "Here it goes. Two months ago or so I found out about a lengendary clan called the Circle of 14. I thought it was a myth but soon I was having an itch to run into the night. I was despreate to know why. So one day A girl shows up on my front steps and tells me her name is Lexis. I didn't know why but I trusted her instantly and let her in. She told me that she knew why I was having strange urges to do things. She told me of the Circle and a lot of the last one. The Beast she called it. She ended with saying that I was the beast. I was insantly fillied with understanding for what I was. I wanted to tell you right away. Lexis said if I did you'd be in danger because of me. Intill I got my old strengh back I couldn't tell you. So Lexis turned my shed into a dojo for me to train. We worked day after day. Intill finaly I was strong enough to fight on my own. I was warned about another clan called the Order of the Blade. They have been trying to get my blood for a while now. None have succeeded so far. Every day I train I become stronger. If the order gets my blood they will make my worst fear come alive." Jessica said to me. "What will happen if they do?" I asked curiously. Jessica sighed and said, "They could make their own Beast. I would have to fight it till I die." I grabbed her and pulled her onto my lap. "I forgive you Jessica. Thank you for trying to protect me." I said to her kissing her. She melted into me. "Now how about we go home?" She asked.

back home.

Back in hipsterville. I now didn't have to lie to Zander anymore. I was happy. Anika was growing more everyday. Zander decided to get in on my training so every morning we train together. I also told Zander of my first life. He thought it was a rare memory. One night I was out in Zander's backyard looking up at he stars. He kissed me on the forehead. "I have to go Zander."
I said. "Do you have to?" he asked. "Yes I do. I'll see later.Love you" I said kissing him then walking out of the yard. I arrived in my bedroom in record time. I looked at my dress hanging from a hook on my door. It was for the masked ball. Well for the first day at least. I couldn't wait to see my other ones. The first dress was silk red. With a blue belt around the waist. The dress was a straples with a red sash to acompmany it. A dimond teardrop was in my jewelery box to go with it. I was going to wait till tommorow to get my mask. Oh yeah the ball was tommorow night at sunset in the shadowlands. I crashed on my bed exsausted.

I was in the shadowlands preparing to go to the ball. Yeah that was a mixed up version of Cinderalla. Lexis was already ready. I didn't want to go, but I had to. Why? Well turns out i've been bethroved since birth! I was going to dance with him but not know if it was him either. "Here,open that box. Your going to love what's inside" Lexis said to me finishing my hair. I open the box that was in front of me. I gasped. It was the mask from my first(EVER) ball! It was a rich red with sparkles sprincled around the holes. I was in love all over again.


to be continued.............................

Imprint

Text: the picture of the heart and wings (coming soon.) was drawn by a close friend of the writer.
Publication Date: 12-26-2011

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Dedication:
to my family and friends who made writing this freking book so hard. Love you! (mabye....)