Lost Forever by Cheree Dunaway (story books to read TXT) 📕

"Hello, you must be Ashlynn." Marry said with such a sweet, nice, clam vocie. Her eyes filled with joy. As I repilde Angel came out. With a strange look on his face. As he walked tord me I smiled.

"So wheres Emliy? You two still together right Angel?" Justin asked looking around for Emily. My smile disapered while I looked at the ground. When Angel got down telling them everything that happened, Marry was deperset for some reason. I thought she hated Emily? Hmm....I guess I was wrong. But she doesn't seem to really care although Justin seems really sad it's almost seems like hes gonna cry. I ended up starting a conversation.

"So whom wants to play a game?" I asked in a hurry.

"Sure what game?" Marry said gladly almost like she was going to say the smae thing.

"Um....I don't know I guess whatever ya'll want to play" I said laughing.

"Anything! I am up for anything!" Marry said.

"Well then lets go on a walk. And give the guys some space."

"Ok," Marry kindly agreed.

After we came back to where the guys are it was midnight and they both were alseep in a tent. Marry and me said our goodnights she was so happy. I never seen anyone as happy as her. After a while I became tired and went into the tent that Angel was in and fell asleep.

When I woke I noticed that he was up and out of the tent, I heard laughter. I didn't want to mess up the fun so I stayed in the tent after a while I heard fighting between the guys. That's when I got out of the tent and asked what was going on. Of couse they said nothing and started laughing again, I figered that Marry was still sleeping because she wasn't out here with us.

After a while when she woke Justin and her both left after I gave her my number so we could hang out more. Last night was so fun just haning with her. She's so bright and happy unlike me. We are so different in so many ways. I guess that makes us kinetic.

I am gonna tell him soon so soon he wouldn't see it coming. I walked up to him and gave him a hug. I need to tell him but I don't know when. How about now? Yeah now would be a good time, right? Ugh the only people who know's are Emily, mom, dad and my foster parents. I am going to tell him now im so tired of waiting. I sighed and started to speak. "Angel?" I said in a rush. But he wasn't listening. I started turning away and walking, but he grabbed my arm and said "yes?"

"I need to tell you something, but I don't want to to freak out." I said so clamly.

"Okay?" I tooked him by the hand and lead him to a rock. It's time. I thought.

"Are you ready?" I looked at him with a smile.

"Yeah I am ready...but what are you doing?" I got up on the rock and lucky it was on a cliff.

"You'll see." I smiled and then fell off the cliff. 

"ASHLYNN!" He screamed. But I didn't die, I flew up but onto the cliff. 

"I am a fallin' angel." I said. My wings as black as night, my hair as dark as a stormy cloud and eyes as bright as the moon. He stared and stared. I watched as he walked away. I shouldn't have showed him huh?  Bloody tears going down my face as I cried. Just siting there. I knew he wouldn't love me. Just like my parents they hated me because of this. 

"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" He said looking down at me.

"B-because I thought you wouldn't like nor love me." I said while crying. He bent down and wiped away my bloody tears. He lifted up my chin and smiled at me.

"No matter what you are, or who you are I will always love you." There was nothing left to say or do. I just sat there not saying anything.

That night I stayed with him. I'm just waiting for May 9th. That's when I leave this crapy world that's when I can see the other's just like me. If there is any left.

When I woke the next morning breatfest was already made. It was bacon, eggs and tost.

"Good morning my sunshine." Angel said with a smile on his face. He called me sunshine just like the good old days when he was mine. It's been three years since we broke up. After we broke up we never talked, I was in so much pain then. But now I am with him agian and I hope he will never leave me.

"Moring." I say.

"Come have a seat."

"Okay, um...but why did you make breatfest?" I said while taking a seat.

"Oh, just for fun y'know." He smiled a bright smile, that I haven't seen in a while.

"Okay...so any plans for today?" I asked hoping that he had some.

"Nope, why?"

"Just wondering..." I sighed. Gawd I have so much to do but not a lot of time. As I thought, there was a knock on the door. I watched as Angel got up to answer it. When he did there was a women whom looked to be in her 20's. She had blonde hair, warm wecoming eyes the color of diamonds, and she was so very pale.

"Hello, is Ashlynn here?" She asked. Her vocie as soft as a cats meow.

"Yes she is. And whom may you be?" Angel asked.

"I am her sister Raven." Angel looked at me in shocked. I was foozen. I have a sister!? She looks nothing like me! Who in the world is she?

"Ashlynn, did you know about this?" Angel looked at me pozzled.

"No, I never knew I had a sister. She doesn't even look like me." I pointed out.

"Oh, my dear sister. That's only because you're a fallin' angel and I am not. You see young one. You fell from heaven. It was my fault tho I didn't mean to drop you, into the wong hands." She gave out a sigh. But before I could say anything she contiude.

"You were never suposed to meet Angel nor anyone else here. You were suposed to be rich and famouse tho because the whole world was suposed to know that you're an an-" I cut her off in rage.

"And yet you chose now out of all times to come and see me! You know something you're the wrost sister ever! Let me guess you never really loved me huh? Nor did you ever care! I have been abused for ten fugging years of my life and not even once did you come and save me!" I was so mad at her. My older sister not even coming to save me. That's what is messed up.

The next thing I knew I ran out of the house, ran out with rage and anger. Then I realized I ran into Damen. I huged him tight, and I didn't want to let go, I never wanted to let go. I cry into his arms even though I knew that he was uncomfortable with it, but he still held me close. I asked if I could stay over, all the stress was making me unalert. He agreed too fast, making things akward. He pulled me twords his car, and my feet wilingly folowed. I hoped into the backseat, my eyes drowsy. Damen walked into the passanger side, but I couldn't yet see who was driving. The air was heavy, and the seat was sticking to my legs. Sweat was starting to accumulate on my body. I looked down to relize that I was still in my pajamas. Shorts and a t-shirt. My whole face turned a shade of rose pink. 

As the sun started to fully come up, the driver told me we were about half way there. I looked up front, trying to see the driver. But when I cought a glimpse of the driver, my heart pounded faster then it probaly would in my whole life. It was Desmon. My puplis grew small with fear. What am I doing?! I thought. I'm in pj's, and now I'm in two murderers car! 

My face was blank as we pulled into the crumbling driveway. Vines and moss clinged on for dear life on the house walls. My hands were shaking, and my mind was racing. The car jerked to a rough stop, almost making me hit my head on the front seats head rest. I was as plale as the mooon, and my eyes looked glossy. Damen forced me out of the car. I was facing my nightmares. Well, mabey the word 'forced to face' is a better phrase for it. 

 They started at me vicioulsy, with souless eyes. I freaked out, and ran inside, not knowing what I was doing. My mind just told me to escape. Desmon followed close behind holding something shiny close to his side. I feard that if I turned to look, just for even ONE secound, it would be to late for me. I knocked down stuff, anything, just to try to find a room I could lock. I was holding myslef together as best as I could. I felt like screaming, and crying at the same time. Scrying. Hmm, a new word. I'd have to remember that one. My clafs were burning, and my lungs felt as if they would explode. 

I turned into a room on the left, as Desmon stumbled behind. I was lucky. I found a lock on the door. I turned the rusted lock all the way, when Desmon reached the splinterd door. I heard heavy breathing. Mabey it was me. The light tapping on the door had turned into violent banging. Shut up! I thought. Shut up, shut up, shut up! 

The banging stoped, and changed to words like, "Hey, please come out." to, "Let me in, or I'll force my way in!" 

The voices stopped, and all went quiet. Tears washed down my face, and my rickety breath grew louder. 

"Fine," I heard him growl. "Starve, or whatever!" I heard footsteps grow farther away from the door. I sighed. I looked around the room,