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", I argued.

" Yes you woul ", He said.

I sighed in defeat .

I thought the day went by quickly becuase it was already night. I looked around and Damen wasn't home I didn't like to ask where he left I thought it mad girls seem to annoying . I went into my new room and took a shower. I dried my head and went to lay down. I as almost falling asleep when I felt Damen by my side.

I yawned He was shirt less I couls see his well formed muscular body.

" Did I wake you ", He asked.

" No ", I said.

" I went to meeting you know with the council ", He said.

" You don't have to tell me where you go ", I said.

" I just thought you would want to know ", He said.

" I never asked you where you went before I don't plan on asking you now ", I told him .

" Before we wern't what we are now ", He said.


DAMEN

I saw Autumns sleepy face.

" Lets just go to sleep ", I told her.

She nodded and in instants she was in a peaceful sleep. I watched her sleep at my side things seemed to be fine . I hadn't told Autumn about what we talked in the meeting but I didn't want to worry her. The wolves where coming for her and I was going to stop at nothing to protect her .

It was hard to fall asleep with Autumn in my mind and at my sid but I managed . When I woke up in the morning I didn't see Autumn on the bed I heard the shower on. I opened the door carfully I saw autumns shadow through the curtain.I heard her shriek.

" Damen get out now ", She shouted.

" I'm not looking at you I can't even see you so stop your drama ", I said .

" Out ", She said.

I left but I took her towel with me hoping she would make me come in and give it to her . Autumn came out and she was fully dress She was drying her hair with another towel. I raised an eybrow.

" I saw this moment and hid a towel ", She said smiling.

" Its not fair you can see the future and I can't ", I told her.

" You just wanted to see me naked ", She said.

" Maybe ", I confessed .

I took a quick shower when I finished I was the one who couldn't find the towel .I instantly knew what Autumn had done but I didn't evnsee her come in .

" Autumn give me back the towel ", I shouted.

" Why don't you come out and get it ", She said.

" Do you really want me to do that ",I asked.

She probably thought I wouldn't come out. I wasn't shy about nudity .

" Yes", She said.

I came out neaked she looked at me with shock. She quickly covered her face with her hands .

" Here now get dressed ", She said handing me th towel .

I took it from her hand and saw her pink cheeks.


AUTUMN


Shock and embaressment where the only emotions I had when I saw Damen naked. I didn't know where I could hide my face when Damen came out.

" You said I should come out to get the towel and so I did ", He said.

" I didnm't really mean it I was going to give it toyou ", I said .

I looked into his eyes and saw amuesment he was trying real hard not to laugh. He kne that if he laughed I would get more angry .

" Lets just forget it ", he suggested.

He pulled me to him wrapping his arms around my waist I liked the sensation that I felt when he did that .I liked but I pulled away .

" Whats wrong ", He asked.

" No nothing ", I said quickly.

I had felt as if something could separte me and Damen . Not now I begged things where barley getting better in between me and him .

" I know what you feel Autumn remember the bond you can't lie to me ", He said.

It was true I couldn't try to lie to him but it was hard not to when I didn't want him to worry. I bit my lip in shame for not telling him things he would know instantly.

" If you lie to me its like your lying to yourself ", He growled .

I looked at his face and saw he was angry I looked back down .I suddenly heard laughter Damen was laughing . Did he just went completly mad one instant he's angry now he laughing.

" Are you crazy or something one moment you're mad at me and the next your laughing ", I said.

" Its just hard to stay mad at you now ", He said stroking my cheek.

" Well before you would slap me and call me a bitch ", I reminded him .

" Yes I know but its just so hard now you should have seen your face completly hilarios ", He said .

" You think ", I told him.

" Don't worry nothing will separte us I promise you I love you to much to hurt you ", He said.

" Its not just that its the wolves and everything else like the memory of Deric and how I think being with you is wrong ", I confessed.

" I already explained to you how their is no problom in us being together ", He groaned .

I sighed not wanting to talk about this anymore .
Chapter 19

AUTUMN


Four months passed of me living with Damen we fought alot though. He kept on saying that what happened tp Deric was not unusal . It was as if he didn't care that his cousin died saving me becuase he loved me just like him . Maybe I had been stupid enough to believe Damen could love me . He had despiesed me before hated me actually . Could he really be sicere ? What makes me believe him now ?

I didn't know what to think everything was so confusing every time I got angry with Damen I started to think this way . I should separte him from me we should just leave things like they where before I was going to leave Damen . Well not leave I couldn't leave him he had the excuse of saying he owned me .I loved him but I couldn't let him hurt me more than he already done .

I walked in the house with Damen in my mind I sighed know he was going to get angry .

" Damen I wish to speak to you ", I said entering our room.

I saw his face he was still angry . Why would he be he had started the fight .

" What ", He snapped .

" Damen I want to end this ", I maneged to say.

" End what ", he asked changing his tone .

" This relationship I don't want to be with you as a couple anymore ", I said .

" What ",he said his voice was filled with shock and disbelief .

I saw his eyes that where staring at me as if I where like crazy or something .

" Are you sure is that what you want ", He said his voice and his eyes where cold .

" I am absoultly sure ", I replied back in his same cold tone .

" If thats what you want fine you can leave this house i will never hold you back you can leave ", He said with no emotion.

I said nothing and watched him leave the room I started packing .


DAMEN


I wanted to hold he back I didn't want her to leave but she had made a decicion and she was sure ratining her back would affect things more than they where . The fight we had was bigger than any others they had during these four months . I t had started becuase Autmns remorse of Deric . Why couldn't she stop talking about him he was just a memory know I wondered if Autumn had fallen in love with him is that why she remembered him so much .

I had felt her feeling through the bond . In had make myself look strong in front of her but that had made anger and hurt form in me .I watched pack she didn't notice my presence but I could have sworn I had seen a tear in her eye . Maybe I was wrong .... again. Her feeling torwards me where just a blurr in her eyes.How can she end what we feel in a just a blink of an eye . Was she capable of leaving me ? Of separting our souls ?

I ran into her in the hallway all her things where packed she looked at me and stoped.

" Damen this was a mistake nothing of this should have ended up this way I wish we had neever been bonded ", She said those where last words becuase she left .

Her word had stung deeper than a stke theyb had went all the way in my soul . Afer she left I felt empty I had nothing I punched the wall making a huge hole in the wall a hole that was just as big as the one in my soul . I needed a drink I got the nearest bottle of blood wine and drank it . I saw the memories of Autumn in my head rush .I had made tears come out of her face but I had also wiped them from her face . The pain was just to much for me to handle I thought I was going to lose the sanity in me .

Its so hard putting in my mind she had ft two hours before she had been here with me happy now she was gone but