My Kidnapper Is My Mate by Fatima Chaouch (book recommendations based on other books .txt) 📕

the top of my chest. After realising that it was a body she jumped out off bed and put her both hands on her mouth.
"Chill princess. I was just holding you. You fainted and I had to look after you. You can thank me later." I smirked. So innocent, Wish I could make her life any easier. I will wait until she trusts me then everything will be perfect.
"Wait ... Wait wait wait... Did you shift into a big puffy wolf ???" She asked in a shock.
" Um... Yes" I shrugged looking as innocent as possible
" hold on there" .... " A werewolf!"she shouted in disbelieve while pacing the room.
"Yes a werewolf." I said again
" A werewolf" she repeated in disbelieve.
"A werewolf" ..." Grrr" I chuckled.
"Are you making fun of me now?" She asked very annoyed.
I just let out a small laughter then left the room. And before Iget out, I pointed towards the next door: " the bathroom is on the left, have a shower and join me for lunch."

(Jenny POV)
"A WEREWOLF???" I repeatedly said in total disbelieve. Like in twilight movie which should be only based on myths, yet a werewolf appeared in front of me. I must be losing my mind. This is a nightmare and I should get up by now, but everything seems so real. 
I need a shower that will calm my nerves. I headed to the bathroom that was all in white marble. The bath was big enough for two persons. I loved it so much I can even stay for hours here. I took off my clothes and had a shower instead. I wasn't in mood for a bath, actually I just wanted some warm water to stream over my anxious body. After I had my shower I wrapped a towel around my body and went to the next door to pick some clothes. "I will pay for them, I am not going to take anything in advantage. Who knows what could happen." I said to myself while putting a pair of jeans and a white T-shirt on. After checking myself in the mirror, I headed down to eat something and my stomach rumbled in approval. Yes eating will help me to feel better. I don't care if he will be there I just need something to eat.

The kitchen however, wasn't so big. It was small and cozy. I liked it even more. On the corner next to a large  square window my kidnapper was standing peacefully. I stared at him admiring the view. He isn't physically bad, Actually he is so hot. "Jenny stop it" I gasped at myself.
I walked to the table and sat on one of the 6 chairs and stretched my arm to bring close the first plate. Pasta. Yummy!

After finishing two plates I lied back on my chair and sighed in satisfaction. That was so delicious. Looking up at my kidnapper, I found him staring at me with a big big smile. "What? Never seen someone so hungry? And its your fault you kidnapped me without giving me the chance to have breakfast." I explained myself.

" it was just sweet watching you eating. " he said with love
" yeah right. Now! care to explain why am I here?" I asked
He nodded and took a seat next to me. " Jenny" he called for my attention. I looked at him in the eye and he carried on; " well Jenny we are going to make a deal. And if it doesn't work you can reject me and we will both get back to our previous life." ... " as simple as that" he finally said.
I thought about it for a while : " so you mean I should act like a mate and if it doesn't work I will go back to my previous life...Are you  sure that's everything? I believe there is more." I eyed him doubtfully,  in fact I have no one reason to trust him.
What should I do now, I am so confused.
" hey , don't think about it now and I will tell you everything on time OK?... For now just make yourself home and act as if this is your own house. Mr Jefferson will come soon. So don't worry." He said giving me a reassuring smile holding my hand at the same time. I felt peaceful looking at his beautiful face and genuine smile. Why do I have so mixed feelings twards him : part of is willing  to trust him and the other is shouting against it. God please help me out I don't want to feel more pain.
That's was our conversation at lunch-time,  after that I went straight to my room.

I spent three days locked in my room thinking and sometimes crying. Mr Jefferson was the only person who comes to check on me or to bring me something to eat. From time to time Xavier knocks at the door checking if I am doing fine without coming in. It was sweet of him, I liked how he cares for me. It made me feel softer towards him but my stubborn heart keeps fighting back these alien feelings.

How am I going to deal with my feelings now? They come so strong,  wish I know why I am feeling this way....  Are we seriously mates??

chapter 5: Loss of hope, loss of love

 

" Miss Jenny do you prefer to have your breakfast here or down stairs." Mr Jefferson asked as usual.
" No. I will get down and have it with Xavier." I told him.
He went downstairs while I head a shower and picked the same outfit. A blue jeans and white T-shirt, there are many of them anyway. I don't know if I can pay for all of these, they look expensive. And these comfy shoes are really nice, they match my white T-shirt and light blue jeans perfectly.

When I am downstairs I found many guys sitting on the table having breakfast. They are about eight people, yet Xavier is nowhere to be seen. I felt so shy facing all these men at once and they all look charming.
"Hi!" I said with a small voice. At that moment all eight handsome men looked at me pausing on what they were doing, which was fighting for a peace of bread. One of them gave me his chair to sit and share breakfast with them.
They were all in shorts, and nothing on top. Very Muscled they were. The one that gave me his seat was the tallest with a dirty blonde hair and blue eyes.
"Thank you ... Um?"
" Call me Nick."
"Thank you Nick" I said.

" You are the mate then?" One of the other guys asked. I nodded without speaking a word.

" Hey, don't be shy sweetheart, take whatever you want, or what's left of it. " a guy with black short hair and a very very big muscled body smirked.

I didn't know how to answer and all I thought about was to disappear and never was born and get the hell out of this castle and hide.

" Hey! Easy on her Jason. She is new here." Xavier said walking to the kitchen.

I felt released to finally see a familiar face. He took the seat next to me pushing his friend off his chair. I chuckled and felt better being around him than other strange handsome boys.
" These are my friends, and I am their Alpha. They come to have breakfast here most of the times. And they didn't know you're here in the castle. So don't mind them." He explained more like apologizing . He tried his best to make me feel more comfortable around them.

I looked at how they eat, they look like they will kill each other fighting for every piece of omelet.
" werewolves!" Xavier whispered to my ear. I felt awkward believing that these boys turn to an animal. How can this be true. I am sure it's not a dream yet I am watching them fighting like puppets.
I turned to face Xavier to ask him for an explanation, suddenly I was face to face with him. We were too close to each other that our breaths mixed together caressing my skin that is few inches away. I felt so strange as if butterflies in my stomach and birds singing in my ears a love melody. I wanted to touch him at that moment and feel his skin against my touches but he just looked away without giving me the chance to do anything.

Thank god no one has seen us since they have been busy fighting for food, or I will get scarlet red. I am already blushing for what has just happened.
"What is happening to me? Why am I so attracted to him? He kidnapped me this shouldn't be happening!" I shouted at myself after excusing myself from breakfast to the bathroom. I kept looking at myself in the big mirror and all I could see is a flashback to him being few inches away from my face. I wanted to touch him but he just looked away.

I stared at myself in disbelieve, unable to understand why am still here playing according to his rules. "Jenny that's it, you're getting your butt out of this weird place and run away never look back." I firmly decided to escape and tell no one not even Mr Jefferson.

At that day after midnight, I put some clothes in a small bag and sneaked outside through my window. I was able to get down in one piece after climbing down on a tree that was exactly next to my balcony. It was hard at first to get on the tree because I was scared but everything went on plan. I was walking carefully checking everywhere to know I am safe. After walking for a mile I felt being stalked. It didn't take much time to know who is it, Mr kidnapper found out. I turned to see him leaning on a tree touching his chin with his Index finger smirking. He looked so attractive wearing just shorts. The moon on the other side shining through the forest giving the place a sweet radiance . He was the ultimate model looking beautiful under the moon. I didn't know I was staring at him with my puppet eyes until he mention it.
" Love these looks Jenny, like a lovely puppet."
" how did you know?" I asked him changing the topic.
" well I can smell your scent pretty well" he said" ... I've seen you from my window." He finally confessed " why are you running away Jenny?"

" I need to. I don't belong here and ... You."
" What about me?" He asked demanding an explanation.
I already ran out of words. What can I say huh, I am already falling for your charm!!!
" I can't do this, I've been through a lot of pain. I've lived in the shadows never had friends never felt love after my parents. I am poor, lonely and shouldn't forget Kidnapped." I surrendered to my pain saying all I have in heart. He is torturing me,I don't even