Dream, Wish ,Hope, War by Taylor Stone (spiritual books to read TXT) 📕

he squeezed my hand and I felt his hand loosen and his soul leave his body. I knew he had died. My mother cried and so did my brother. I saw Sargent Major Kadwell squeeze his shoulders from behind.

I heard foot steps coming closer to the room as the dream faded. I stayed curled up on the floor with tears falling down my face. "hey" it was a whispered hey as the person came and picked me up and set me in their lap. I looked up at the persons face. "hi Sharky" I smiled up at him. "Arella why are you crying?" "I was just remembering daddy" he sighed and held me tightly " we all loved your father"
We sat there and laughed about the fun times with dad and how we always snuck up behind him and joked on him. Shark was my best friend even though he was 20. he looked like a taller Andy sixx but with better hair. I always teased him about that because the truth was he was Andy's long distance cousin.
"I got a surprise for you" I looked at him with a questioning look
On my face " Andy said he would come to your birthday" I pouted I liked Andy but I don’t like his girl friend she is well a little frightening. " I wana see JayJay" he laughed he knew I liked Jay and Jay was my other BFFFFFF for life. We met at his concert and became really close friends and his boyfriend was so awesome " and Dahvie too" " you’re a silly girl" he kissed my forehead. I sat their shocked. He never did that I just blushed like a child and curled up in his lap. I felt like I was curled up with my dad again but with someone who I felt loved me.
chapter 3

The rest of that day Shark and I were stuck like glue. We never left each others side. I really liked laying with him and feeling secure and being curled up with him. Ever since we met I liked him but I know he sees me as a little sister but now I don’t even know. His real name is peter but we call him Sharky due to his meat frenzy obsession . "summer.." I looked up at him. Iv never seen his eyes from this angle they were so blue like ice blue. I loved how his hair fell in front of his face and the way he looks at me. "Arella…" I laid still as his face got closer and I could feel his breath on my face. " Arella… I…" then I heard a huge bang down stairs and I jumped from his arms and ran as fast as I could . I felt like id never make it in time to catch the intruder but I did I jumped off the highest step and slid down the post and knocked the intruder over. I heard a thump and a gush of wind exit from the man then laughing. " HAHA!!! I told you she'd get you if you made a hug enough noise but you didn’t listen" I turned over to see Jason rolling up in a wheel chair.

I removed my self from the stranger and ran into my brothers arms and started crying " Jason your home . I thought I was gonna lose you like dad" he just chuckled " Ari I promised id never leave you but as for my legs . They couldn’t keep that promise'' I gasped as I realized his legs were gone. I just felt like crying but I felt a hand on my shoulder. " Arella right? Look we saved him alive that’s all that matters." I look to see the man smiling at me . We stood there in silence till a voice broke threw " YO!! Jason your home!! About time we all missed you" Sharky was walking down the stairs shirtless and I felt like I was drooling. Sharky winked at me and hugged me " come to my room at midnight tell no one" he whispered then looked at Jason " its been tough dude I think last night was the worse. Little one here was having night terrors again and like normally I calmed that but we hope now that your home things will calm." Jason looked at us weirdly then laughed " haha your not creepin on my sister are u?" then his wicked smile came out " cuz if you are… you'll wish you didn’t and I say that cuz she's m sister even if you are my best friend" they just laughed and talked.

I pushed Jason into the living room and we all sat down while he told us stories and the adventures while he was a way. "Arella." "Yes Jason?" I smiled at him and he smiled back " Can you go get some water for me please" I nodded then left the room I knew he didn’t want me to hear something so I lingered around the corner and listened. " Alright she's gone. Sharky what was so important you needed to tell me?" I heard I long sigh then an answer " I want your permission to tell her how I feel." "what!! What do you mean feelings? Ans why now?" another sigh escaped " because I'm leaving for training in 2 weeks and you grandparents ordered us a pair but she doesn’t know it and I felt since you took the male head of your family I should ask you" Jason let out a groan. " well go ahead but remember she's only 17 I don’t want her heart to get broken and you know how she feels about you. Be careful alright." " I promise. I know what I'm doing." I quietly walked away to grab Jason's water while a tear ran down my face.

Dinner time. How do I put it. The most loudest time of the day as in the whole pack eats together. And I mean everyone: Izzy she's 12, Stephanie who's 14, cam 14, joy 16, Dylan 17, drake 18, gabe19,sharky 20, Kyle 21, Andrew 24,Jason 25, Ben 27, Knightly 28, Ally 30, Shelly 59 (grandma),Mark(grandpa) 60 then Jason25 and my mom who's 36 then there's me . We all live together and it’s a hassle. I started to get tiered and worry some about later. I stood up and took my plate but it caused everyone to become quiet. " Darling were are you going?" I looked at my grandmother and walked to give her a hug. " don’t worry grandma. I'm full and I want to get to the shower. All this excitement is making me tiresome" she kissed my cheek and sent me off.

I was in the middle of washing my hair when I heard the door open. " who over just opened that door get the fuck out I'm in the damn shower" I heard a chuckle and I knew that chuckle. "I wanted to talk to you don’t worry I will keep my eyes shut." I sighed and continued to wash my hair. " what do u want Shark" " Never mind ill tell you when your out. Come to my room right as you get out don’t get changed this I need to talk to you about " I heard the door shut . What does he want from me then to tell me he's the dog I'm bound to thanks to the elders. I finished my shower and wrapped myself up in a towel. While I was walking to Sharks room I bumped into mystery man. "Hello" I sweetly said when I smiled at him " Hi Arella . You do know its midnight right and everyone is asleep?" I kept smiling and did a little flirt trick by running my finger down his chest " sorry what's your name again I never heard it" he was shaking " I'm Trevor. And you need to go to bed." " and your how old and from were>" he sighed " I'm from New York. I'm 22 years old. Now lets get you to bed and dressed." I ran my fingers on him seductively " sorry I cant I left something in one of the kids rooms once I get it ill go to bed now good night . Trevor" I kissed his cheek and ran down the hall before he could grab me.

I got to Sharks room and knocked on the door . "come in" and I slipped threw the crack in the door. I turned to shut it when arms came on either side of me and pinned me to the door. I turned around and looked up at his face. "what…. What the heck ...what are you doing !" his breathing was getting heavier and closer to my face. I felt his head drop and linger near my ear. "Summer Arella … I love you and I want to be wit h you." I felt his forehead rest against mine.
I didn’t know what to do. "I….I need to think alright. Let me go. Ill be back in 30 mins ok?" he nodded and let me go. What was I going to do?

chapter 4