Think it Through by Chalen D. (feel good books to read .TXT) 📕

him down. he held me. "well?" he asked. "andy." i said. he looked down at me. he grabbed megans hand and we left the shed. i sat on the couch, my head on megans lap. a blanket was raped around me. andy was on the floor clinging to the coffee table. "andy." chase said. how the hell do you just walk into your enemys house? andy stood. megan grabbed chase's arm and pulled him from andy. chase looked at megan. megan stood on her tippy toes and kissed chase. my mouth fell open, as megan ran out to the deck chase following her. andy stood, leaning on the wall. i walked to him. "i'm ok." i said. andy just stared at me. "what?" i asked. just staring. he pushed away from the wall and headed to the deck. "andy." i siad. he kept walking. "andy, i love you." i said. he stopped. "i love you." i said, trying to prove to myself that stupid ass chase was right. "i love you analise." he said. he shut the door behind him. i grabbed his arm. "look at me." i said. he teared his eyes away from chase and megan to me. "things, happen all the time." i said. "what if it killed you?" he asked me. "it didn't" i said. "what if." andy said. "it didn't." i repeated. "what if." andy repeated. "dammit andy." i said through clenched teeth. he smiled. "don't make me smile im mad at you." i said. i crossed my arms and tryed not to smile, it worked untill i looked back at andy. he had a smile that made you week in the knees, a smile that he used to get his way. "stop." i said. he smiled bigger. "danmit andy." i said. he knew he had me. he hugged me. "i love you." he said. "i love you." i said. he kissed my forehead and we walked to megan and chase. "i'm sorry." chase and andy said to one another. they shook hands. i hugged, chase and megan hugged andy. "we all get along now." megan said, clapping. i hugged megan again. "i love megan." i said. "i love you lissie." she said. "lissie?" i asked. megan nodded. "i like it." i said. she smiled. "me too." chase said. "fits perfectly." andy said. "we need to celabrate." megan said. it was thursday night what the hell were we going to do? "we can celabrate tomorrow night, me and my partner have a skip to catch tomorrw after school." chase said. i returned his high five. "hold still." andy said. "don't poke my eye." i said. "i wont if you hold still," he laughed. i held still as andy did my makeup. "k look." he said. i wore black eye shadow and my eyes were rimmed in thick black eyeliner. "i love it!" i said, hugging him. "knew you would." he said. he kissed me, and we ran to megans convertible. i wore a black shirt that said believe, and some black pants, with my leather jaket. "kick ass." megan said. we got in and chase drove us to school. "woah." i said looking out the window. "what?" all three of them asked. "it's snowing." i said. they all laughed. we drove to my house and got my car. " i'll see you soon." i told andy. he kissed me and closed my door. "i've got her." chase promised. "i've got her." andy promised nodding to megan. we drove away. " what happens when i have to leave?" i asked chase as he drove my car to the skips house. "we'll think of something lissie don't worry." he said. he rubbed my arm and i smiled, half way. "okay, i think we will have to sneek in." chase said. he took off to the back of the house, me on his heels. we snuck through the back door into the kitchen. from there we went through the study and made our way to the living room. the skip was in there with his daughter. "i hate you for doing this, i wish they would catch you in the act!" she screamed. i remembered her from school, she was the
"emo-punk" girl.
"today's your day." i said. i rasied my gun. "good!" the girl yelled. "emily,"
the skip said. "take him away!" emily yelled. chase put the skip in cuffs. "i'm analise." i siad. "emily." she said shaking my hand. we left after i gave her my card. " we get to leave this weekend to the bahamas!" my dad said. "what?" i asked. four men were in the office. "i'm done here." he said. pointing to the four new bounty hunters "i just cant leave!" i said. "we always do." my dad said. "i have friends now dad i can't just leave." i said. "i'm sorry." he said. "i'll stay with megan." i said. "acctulaly," my dad said. my mom came out of the office, i grabbed chase's arm. her lawyer came out behind her. "hi allie." she said. "i'm staying here." i said. "you can't." the lawyer said. at that point i did what i had to do to stay with my firends and andy "i'll kill myself." i siad. i pulled up my sleave and showed them my wrist. a bright pink scar was slashed across my wrist. they all gasped. okay, so i didn't try to kill myself, i got the scar when i was fifteen jummping a fence. "i've already tryed to, it was when the courts said i had to live with katie." i said. "it's mom." kaitie siad. "it's kaitie." i said. "lissie." chase said. i kept my eyes foucused on my dad. "we're staying." i said. my dad shiged. "alirght, just dont kill yourself." my dad said. i got in my car and drove to my house. chase got out of my car. "analise wait." he yelled. i ran to my room. a tear slid down my face and landed in my hand. my dad thought i was crazy, i was probably going to have to go to thearapy, and put in a mental ward. i heard a knok. "i'm fine." i said. "let me in." andy said. "no." i siad. "let me in." andy said again. "i can't." i said. i wiped another tear away. "dammit analise." he said. "i'm fine." i said. my lock turned, and andy opened my door. he grabed my wrist, i tryed to pull away but it didnt work because he was stronger. he traced my scar. "i didn't try to kill myself." i blurted out. "then what?" andy said. "analise!" my dad yelled. "trust me." i said i kissed his cheek and went down stairs. "why did you lie?" my dad asked. "what?" i asked. "i saw you climb that fence in jersey, you didn't try to kill yourself." he said. "i' don't want to leave." i said. "and if you make me i'll tell the courts i did, your only one person." i said. "you really want to stay?" he asked. "yes." i said. "why." he asked. "because i love my friends and i can't leave." i said willing him to understand. "i'll see what i can do." he said. he left. "cute accsent." andy said. "i picked it up in jersey it comes out when i'm mad."
i said. "lissie!" megan yelled. she ran through the sliding glass doors, tears streaming down her face. "don't take yourself away from me." she sobbed, as she hugged me. "i didn't try to kill myself." i said. she hit my arm. "dammit analise." she yelled. she wasnt mad, because she hugged me. "i'll never leave you alone." i said with a smile. she
laughed. "thanks." i said, to chase. "i was trying to help." he said. "dammit chase!" i said. we smiled and hugged. megan fixed my makeup and we laughed. the next morning my dad was in the kitchen with my mom. "you cant just take her from me!" my dad yelled. "this is an unfit invironment. a bounty hunter as a after school job?" my mom yelled. "Its ridiculous , im taking you to court and i will win mark my words." my mom said. "whats going on?" i asked. "pack you bags your coming with me." my mom said. she grabed my arm. "whoa, wait." my dad yelled. he took me away from my mom. "she is still in my care." my dad said. my mom left. "she has a good case." my dad said. "well then lets go to the bahamas right now." i said. "we can't she already gave me the court pappers. its today at noon." he said. "well i turn 18 in three months do you think they will take me to live with her?" i asked. "anything is posible. i'm going down to the staion to research where we stand." my dad said. "i'll come to." i said following him out to his car. "i would rather you stay here and make sure everything is straight with your grades and until further notice your fired." he said. "dad!" i objected. "im sorry but ill do anything to keep you with me." he said. he drove away with me standing on the curb. i went inside. "i need the administration office please."
i said. "hi my name is katalina mayne, i need to know my daughters grades." i said. "whats her name?" the woman asked. "analise carelle." i said. "all a's. you should be proud." the woman said. "any missing assignments or behavior problems?" i asked. "none, shes the perfect student." the woman said. "thank you." i said. "andy i can't go to school today im sick im leaveing my homework on the deck, can you bring it to school?" i asked. "yeah sure, are you ok?" he asked. "yeah im on my way to the doctors." i said. "ok i love you." he said. i swalowed. "i love you." i said and hung up. i through on some flipflops and ran to my car and drove to a house office. i through my hair in a bun, and walked in. "yes that house deep in the forest is the one i want." i tod the man. i got the keys and drove home. i jumped into the shower and got dressed. i sat quietly looking down at the table as my mom came into the court room. she waved but i kept my head down. i was called to the stand. "im mr. farren."
he told me. "i know." i said. "how many days of school have you missed?" he asked. "One, becuse my mom wanted to do the court date today." i siad. the jury wrote something down. "your a bounty hunter?" he asked. "no." i said. "well it says-"
"i got bored i didn't want to do it anymore, i just did it for something to do." i siad. the jury gave the judge the notes. "well i have decided, living with gabe is not a good home life. untill you turn 18 you will live with your mom." the judge said. i stood outside with my dad. "you gave a good run kid." my dad said. "i tried my best." i said. my dad wiped a tear from my face. "sometimes our best isn't enough." my dad said. "i love you daddy." i said voice tight. ihugged him. " i love you. your strong you'll get through this." he said. "i'll see you in three months."i said. my dad smiled "wouldn't miss it kid." he said. we did our hand shake, hugged again and i got into my moms car. i waited untill one in the morning and ran to the garage. i got a bicyle and rode to the end of the rode. i got on the four wheeler and high tailed it to the court. i got into my car and drove to my dads and snuck