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open useful and honourable careers for others have no charm for me. I care not for riches nor power, nor honours nor fame. The austerities of the conventual life have no terror for me; on the contrary, they have a charm, for with them are abstraction from earth and meditation on heaven. In earlier years I might, like other men, have cherished dreams of human love, and felicity in married life, but for the sort of veneration with which I regarded one to whom I oweโ€”humanly speakingโ€”whatever of good there may be in me. Just when first taking my place among the society of young men who banish from their life all thought of another, I came under the influence of a woman who taught me to see that holiness was beauty. She gradually associated me with her acts of benevolence, and from her I learned to love God too well not to be indulgent to his creatures. I know not whether the attachment I felt to her could have been inspired in one who had not from childhood conceived a romance, not perhaps justified by history, for the ideal images of chivalry. My feeling for her at first was that of the pure and poetic homage which a young knight was permitted, sans reproche, to render to some fair queen or chatelaine, whose colours he wore in the lists, whose spotless repute he would have perilled his life to defend. But soon even that sentiment, pure as it was, became chastened from all breath of earthly love, in proportion as the admiration refined itself into reverence. She has often urged me to marry, but I have no bride on this earth. I do but want to see Enguerrand happily married, and then I quit the world for the cloister.โ€

But after Enguerrandโ€™s death, Raoul resigned all idea of the convent. That evening, as he attended to their homes Isaura and the other ladies at to the ambulance, he said, in answer to inquiries about his mother, โ€œShe is resigned and calm. I have promised her I will not, while she lives, bury her other son: I renounce my dreams of the monastery.โ€

Raoul did not remain many minutes at Isauraโ€™s. The Abbe accompanied him on his way home. โ€œI have a request to make to you,โ€ said the former; โ€œyou know, of course, your distant cousin the Vicomte de Mauleon?โ€

โ€œYes. Not so well as I ought, for Enguerrand liked him.โ€

โ€œWell enough, at all events, to call on him with a request which I am commissioned to make, but it might come better from you as a kinsman. I am a stranger to him, and I know not whether a man of that sort would not regard as an officious intermeddling any communication made to him by a priest. The matter, however, is a very simple one. At the convent of โ€”โ€”โ€”- there is a poor nun who is, I fear, dying. She has an intense desire to see M. de Mauleon, whom she declares to be her uncle, and her only surviving relative. The laws of the convent are not too austere to prevent the interview she seeks in such a case. I should add that I am not acquainted with her previous history. I am not the confessor of the sisterhood; he, poor man, was badly wounded by a chance ball a few days ago when attached to an ambulance on the ramparts. As soon as the surgeon would allow him to see any one, he sent for me, and bade me go to the nun I speak ofโ€”Sister Ursula. It seems that he had informed her that M. de Mauleon was at Paris, and had promised to ascertain his address. His wound had prevented his doing so, but he trusted to me to procure the information. I am well acquainted with the Superieure of the convent, and I flatter myself that she holds me in esteem. I had therefore no difficulty to obtain her permission to see this poor nun, which I did this evening. She implored me for the peace of her soul to lose no time in finding out M. de Mauleonโ€™s address, and entreating him to visit her. Lest he should demur, I was to give him the name by which he had known her in the worldโ€”Louise Duval. Of course I obeyed. The address of a man who has so distinguished himself in this unhappy siege I very easily obtained, and repaired at once to M. de Mauleonโ€™s apartment. I there learned that he was from home, and it was uncertain whether he would not spend the night on the ramparts.โ€

โ€œI will not fail to see him early in the morning,โ€ said Raoul, โ€œand execute your commission.โ€





CHAPTER IV.

M. Mauleon was somewhat surprised by Raoulโ€™s visit the next morning. He had no great liking for a kinsman whose politely distant reserve towards him, in contrast to poor Euguerrandโ€™s genial heartiness, had much wounded his sensitive self-respect; nor could he comprehend the religious scruples which forbade Raoul to take a soldierโ€™s share in the battle-field, though in seeking there to save the lives of others so fearlessly hazarding his own life.

โ€œPardon,โ€ said Raoul, with his sweet mournful smile, โ€œthe unseasonable hour at which I disturb you. But your duties on the ramparts and mine in the hospital begin early, and I have promised the Abbe Vertpre to communicate a message of a nature which perhaps you may deem pressing.โ€ He proceeded at once to repeat what the Abbe had communicated to him the night before relative to the illness and the request of the nun.

โ€œLouise Duval!โ€ exclaimed the Vicomte, โ€œdiscovered at last, and a religieuse! Ah! I now understand why she never sought me out when I reappeared at Paris. Tidings of that sort do not penetrate the walls of a convent. I am greatly obliged to you, M. de Vandemar, for the trouble you have so kindly taken. This poor nun is related to me, and I will at once obey the summons. But this convent des โ€”โ€”โ€”- I am ashamed to say I know not where it is. A long way off, I suppose?โ€

โ€œAllow me to be your guide,โ€ said Raoul; โ€œI should take it as a favour to be allowed to see a little more of a man whom my lost brother held in such esteem.โ€

Victor was touched by this conciliatory speech, and in a few minutes more the two men were on their way to the convent on the other side of the Seine.

Victor commenced the conversation by a warm and heartfelt tribute to Euguerrandโ€™s character and memory. โ€œI never,โ€ he said, โ€œknew a nature more rich in the most endearing qualities of youth; so gentle, so high-spirited, rendering every virtue more attractive, and redeeming such few faults or foibles as youth so situated and so tempted cannot wholly escape, with an urbanity not conventional, not artificial, but reflected from the frankness of a genial temper and the tenderness of a generous heart. Be comforted for his loss, my kinsman. A brave death was the proper crown of that beautiful life.โ€

Raoul made no answer, but pressed gratefully the arm now linked within his own. The companions walked on in silence; Victorโ€™s mind settling on the visit he was about to make to the niece so long mysteriously lost, and now so unexpectedly found. Louise had inspired him with a certain interest from her beauty and force of character, but never with any warm affection. He felt relieved to find that her life had found its close in the sanctuary of the convent. He had never divested himself of a certain fear, inspired by Louvierโ€™s statement that she might live to bring scandal and disgrace on the name he had with

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