The Paradise Mystery by J. S. Fletcher (best autobiographies to read TXT) 📕

you might wait until you're twenty-one?” he asked.

“Why?” she said, with a laugh. “I'm just twenty—do you really think I shall be any wiser in twelve months? Of course I shan't!”

“You don't know that,” he replied. “You may be—a great deal wiser.”

“But what has that got to do with it?” she persisted. “Is there any reason why I shouldn't be told—everything?”

She was looking at him with a certain amount of demand—and Ransford, who had always known that some moment of this sort must inevitably come, felt that she was not going to be put off with ordinary excuses. He hesitated—and she went on speaking.

“You know,” she continued, almost pleadingly. “We don't know anything—at all. I never have known, and until lately Dick has been too young to care—”

“Has he begun asking questions?” demanded Ransford hastily.

“Once or twice, lately—yes,” replied Mary. “It's only natural.” She laughed a little—a forced laugh. “They say,” she went on, “that it doesn't matter, nowadays, if you can't tell who your grandfather was—but, just think, we don't know who our father was—except that his name was John Bewery. That doesn't convey much.”

“You know more,” said Ransford. “I told you—always have told you—that he was an early friend of mine, a man of business, who, with your mother, died young, and I, as their friend, became guardian to you and Dick. Is—is there anything much more that I could tell?”

“There's something I should very much like to know—personally,” she answered, after a pause which lasted so long that Ransford began to feel uncomfortable under it. “Don't be angry—or hurt—if I tell you plainly what it is. I'm quite sure it's never even occurred to Dick—but I'm three years ahead of him. It's this—have we been dependent on you?”

Ransford's face flushed and he turned deliberately to the window, and for a moment stood staring out on his garden and the glimpses of the Cathedral. And just as deliberately as he had turned away, he turned back.

“No!” he said. “Since you ask me, I'll tell you that. You've both got money—due to you when you're of age. It—it's in my hands. Not a great lot—but sufficient to—to cover all your expenses. Education—everything. When you're twenty-one, I'll hand over yours—when Dick's twenty-one, his. Perhaps I ought to have told you all that before, but—I didn't think it necessary. I—I dare say I've a tendency to let things slide.”

“You've never let things slide about us,” she replied quickly, with a sudden glance which made him turn away again. “And I only wanted to know—because I'd got an idea that—well, that we were owing everything to you.”

“Not from me!” he exclaimed.

“No—that would never be!” she said. “But—don't you understand? I—wanted to know—something. Thank you. I won't ask more now.”

“I've always meant to tell you—a good deal,” remarked Ransford, after another pause. “You see, I can scarcely—yet—realize that you're both growing up! You were at school a year ago. And Dick is still very young. Are—are you more satisfied now?” he went on anxiously. “If not—”

“I'm quite satisfied,” she answered. “Perhaps—some day—you'll tell me more about our father and mother?—but never mind even that now. You're sure you haven't minded my asking—what I have asked?”

“Of course not—of course not!” he said hastily. “I ought to have remembered. And—but we'll talk again. I must get into the surgery—and have a word with Bryce, too.”

“If you could only make him see reason and promise not to offend again,” she said. “Wouldn't that solve the difficulty?”

Ransford shook his head and made no answer. He picked up his letters again and went out, and down a long stone-walled passage which led to his surgery at the side of the house. He was alone there when he had shut the door—and he relieved his feelings with a deep groan.

“Heaven help me if the lad ever insists on the real truth and on having proofs and facts given to him!” he muttered. “I shouldn't mind telling her, when she's a bit older—but he wouldn't understand as she would. Anyway, thank God I can keep up the pleasant fiction about the money without her ever knowing that I told her a deliberate lie just now. But—what's in the future? Here's one man to be dismissed already, and there'll be others, and one of them will be the favoured man. That man will have to be told! And—so will she, then. And—my God! she doesn't see, and mustn't see, that I'm madly in love with her myself! She's no idea of it—and she shan't have; I must—must continue to be—only the guardian!”

He laughed a little cynically as he laid his letters down on his desk and proceeded to open them—in which occupation he was presently interrupted by the opening of the side-door and the entrance of Mr. Pemberton Bryce.