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The two eldest, Augusta and Beatrice, lived, and were apparently likely to live. The four next faded and died one after another--all in the same sad year--and were laid in the neat, new cemetery at Torquay. Then came a pair, born at one birth, weak, delicate, frail little flowers, with dark hair and dark eyes, and thin, long, pale faces, with long, bony hands, and long bony feet, whom men looked on as fated to follow their sisters with quick steps. Hitherto, however, they had not followed them, nor had they suffered as their sisters had suffered; and some people at Greshamsbury attributed this to the fact that a change had been made in the family medical practitioner.
Then came the youngest of the flock, she whose birth we have said was not heralded with loud joy; for when she came into the world, four others, with pale temples, wan, worn cheeks,
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follows:—
Courcy Castle, Aug. —, 185—.
MY DEAREST MISS DUNSTABLE,
I cannot but flatter myself that you must have perceived
from my manner that you are not indifferent to me. Indeed,
indeed, you are not. I may truly say, and swear [these
last strong words had been put in by the special counsel
of the Honourable John], that if ever a man loved a woman
truly, I truly love you. You may think it very odd that
I should say this in a letter instead of speaking it out
before your face; but your powers of raillery are so great
[“touch her up about her wit” had been the advice of the
Honourable John] that I am all but afraid to encounter
them. Dearest, dearest Martha—oh do not blame me for so
addressing you!—if you will trust your happiness to me
you shall never find that you have been deceived. My
ambition shall be to make you shine in that circle which
you are so well qualified to adorn, and to see you firmly
fixed in that sphere of fashion for which all your tastes
adapt you.
I may safely assert—and I do assert it with my hand on
my heart—that I am actuated by no mercenary motives. Far
be it from me to marry any woman—no, not a princess—on
account of her money. No marriage can be happy without
mutual affection; and I do fully trust—no, not trust, but
hope—that there may be such between you and me, dearest
Miss Dunstable. Whatever settlements you might propose,
I should accede to. It is you, your sweet person, that I
love, not your money.
For myself, I need not remind you that I am the second son
of my father; and that, as such, I hold no inconsiderable
station in the world. My intention is to get into
Parliament, and to make a name for myself, if I can, among
those who shine in the House of Commons. My elder brother,
Lord Porlock, is, you are aware, unmarried; and we
all fear that the family honours are not likely to be
perpetuated by him, as he has all manner of troublesome
liaisons which will probably prevent his settling in life.
There is nothing at all of that kind in my way. It will
indeed be a delight to place a coronet on the head of my
lovely Martha: a coronet which can give no fresh grace to
her, but which will be so much adorned by her wearing it.
Dearest Miss Dunstable, I shall wait with the utmost
impatience for your answer; and now, burning with hope
that it may not be altogether unfavourable to my love, I
beg permission to sign myself—
Your own most devoted,
GEORGE DE COURCY.
The ardent lover had not to wait long for an answer from his
mistress. She found this letter on her toilet-table one night as she
went to bed. The next morning she came down to breakfast and met her
swain with the most unconcerned air in the world; so much so that
he began to think, as he munched his toast with rather a shamefaced
look, that the letter on which so much was to depend had not yet come
safely to hand. But his suspense was not of a prolonged duration.
After breakfast, as was his wont, he went out to the stables with his
brother and Frank Gresham; and while there, Miss Dunstable’s man,
coming up to him, touched his hat, and put a letter into his hand.
Frank, who knew the man, glanced at the letter and looked at his
cousin; but he said nothing. He was, however, a little jealous, and
felt that an injury was done to him by any correspondence between
Miss Dunstable and his cousin George.
Miss Dunstable’s reply was as follows; and it may be remarked that
it was written in a very clear and well-penned hand, and one which
certainly did not betray much emotion of the heart:—
MY DEAR MR DE COURCY,
I am sorry to say that I had not perceived from your
manner that you entertained any peculiar feelings towards
me; as, had I done so, I should at once have endeavoured
to put an end to them. I am much flattered by the way in
which you speak of me; but I am in too humble a position
to return your affection; and can, therefore, only express
a hope that you may be soon able to eradicate it from your
bosom. A letter is a very good way of making an offer, and
as such I do not think it at all odd; but I certainly did
not expect such an honour last night. As to my raillery, I
trust it has never yet hurt you. I can assure you it never
shall. I hope you will soon have a worthier ambition than
that to which you allude; for I am well aware that no
attempt will ever make me shine anywhere.
I am quite sure you have had no mercenary motives: such
motives in marriage are very base, and quite below your
name and lineage. Any little fortune that I may have must
be a matter of indifference to one who looks forward, as
you do, to put a coronet on his wife’s brow. Nevertheless,
for the sake of the family, I trust that Lord Porlock, in
spite of his obstacles, may live to do the same for a wife
of his own some of these days. I am glad to hear that
there is nothing to interfere with your own prospects of
domestic felicity.
Sincerely hoping that you may be perfectly successful in
your proud ambition to shine in Parliament, and regretting
extremely that I cannot share that ambition with you, I
beg to subscribe myself, with very great respect,—
Your sincere well-wisher,
MARTHA DUNSTABLE.
The Honourable George, with that modesty which so well became him,
accepted Miss Dunstable’s reply as a final answer to his little
proposition, and troubled her with no further courtship. As he said
to his brother John, no harm had been done, and he might have better
luck next time. But there was an inmate of Courcy Castle who was
somewhat more pertinacious in his search after love and wealth. This
was no other than Mr Moffat: a gentleman whose ambition was not
satisfied by the cares of his Barchester contest, or the possession
of one affianced bride.
Mr Moffat was, as we have said, a man of wealth; but we all know,
from the lessons of early youth, how the love of money increases and
gains strength by its own success. Nor was he a man of so mean a
spirit as to be satisfied with mere wealth. He desired also place and
station, and gracious countenance among the great ones of the earth.
Hence had come his adherence to the de Courcys; hence his seat in
Parliament; and hence, also, his perhaps ill-considered match with
Miss Gresham.
There is no doubt but that the privilege of matrimony offers
opportunities to money-loving young men which ought not to be lightly
abused. Too many young men marry without giving any consideration to
the matter whatever. It is not that they are indifferent to money,
but that they recklessly miscalculate their own value, and omit to
look around and see how much is done by those who are more careful.
A man can be young but once, and, except in cases of a special
interposition of Providence, can marry but once. The chance once
thrown away may be said to be irrevocable! How, in after-life, do
men toil and turmoil through long years to attain some prospect of
doubtful advancement! Half that trouble, half that care, a tithe of
that circumspection would, in early youth, have probably secured to
them the enduring comfort of a wife’s wealth.
You will see men labouring night and day to become bank directors;
and even a bank direction may only be the road to ruin. Others will
spend years in degrading subserviency to obtain a niche in a will;
and the niche, when at last obtained and enjoyed, is but a sorry
payment for all that has been endured. Others, again, struggle
harder still, and go through even deeper waters: they make wills for
themselves, forge stock-shares, and fight with unremitting, painful
labour to appear to be the thing that they are not. Now, in many
of these cases, all this might have been spared had the men made
adequate use of those opportunities which youth and youthful charms
afford once—and once only. There is no road to wealth so easy and
respectable as that of matrimony; that, is of course, provided that
the aspirant declines the slow course of honest work. But then, we
can so seldom put old heads on young shoulders!
In the case of Mr Moffat, we may perhaps say that a specimen was
produced of this bird, so rare in the land. His shoulders were
certainly young, seeing that he was not yet six-and-twenty; but
his head had ever been old. From the moment when he was first put
forth to go alone—at the age of twenty-one—his life had been one
calculation how he could make the most of himself. He had allowed
himself to be betrayed into no folly by an unguarded heart; no
youthful indiscretion had marred his prospects. He had made the
most of himself. Without wit, or depth, or any mental gift—without
honesty of purpose or industry for good work—he had been for two
years sitting member for Barchester; was the guest of Lord de Courcy;
was engaged to the eldest daughter of one of the best commoners’
families in England; and was, when he first began to think of Miss
Dunstable, sanguine that his re-election to Parliament was secure.
When, however, at this period he began to calculate what his position
in the world really was, it occurred to him that he was doing an
ill-judged thing in marrying Miss Gresham. Why marry a penniless
girl—for Augusta’s trifle of a fortune was not a penny in his
estimation—while there was Miss Dunstable in the world to be won?
His own six or seven thousand a year, quite unembarrassed as it was,
was certainly a great thing; but what might he not do if to that
he could add the almost fabulous wealth of the great heiress? Was
she not here, put absolutely in his path? Would it not be a wilful
throwing away of a chance not to avail himself of it? He must, to
be sure, lose the de Courcy friendship; but if he should then have
secured his Barchester seat for the usual term of parliamentary
session, he might be able to spare that. He would also, perhaps,
encounter some Gresham enmity: this was a point on which he did think
more than once: but what will not a man encounter for the sake of two
hundred thousand pounds?
It was thus that Mr Moffat argued with himself, with much prudence,
and brought himself to resolve that he would at any rate become a
candidate for the great prize. He also, therefore, began to say
soft things; and it must be admitted that he said them with more
considerate propriety than had the Honourable George. Mr Moffat had
an idea that Miss Dunstable was not a fool, and that in order to
catch her he must do more than endeavour to lay salt on her tail,
in the guise of flattery. It was evident to him that she was a bird
of some cunning, not to be caught by an ordinary gin, such as those
commonly in use with the Honourable Georges of Society.
It seemed to Mr Moffat,
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