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βWhen I saw, your excellency, that their first battalion was disorganized, I stopped in the road and thought: βIβll let them come on and will meet them with the fire of the whole battalionββand thatβs what I did.β
The general had so wished to do this and was so sorry he had not managed to do it that it seemed to him as if it had really happened. Perhaps it might really have been so? Could one possibly make out amid all that confusion what did or did not happen?
βBy the way, your excellency, I should inform you,β he continuedβremembering DΓ³lokhovβs conversation with KutΓΊzov and his last interview with the gentleman-rankerββthat Private DΓ³lokhov, who was reduced to the ranks, took a French officer prisoner in my presence and particularly distinguished himself.β
βI saw the PΓ‘vlograd hussars attack there, your excellency,β chimed in ZherkΓ³v, looking uneasily around. He had not seen the hussars all that day, but had heard about them from an infantry officer. βThey broke up two squares, your excellency.β
Several of those present smiled at ZherkΓ³vβs words, expecting one of his usual jokes, but noticing that what he was saying redounded to the glory of our arms and of the dayβs work, they assumed a serious expression, though many of them knew that what he was saying was a lie devoid of any foundation. Prince BagratiΓ³n turned to the old colonel:
βGentlemen, I thank you all; all arms have behaved heroically: infantry, cavalry, and artillery. How was it that two guns were abandoned in the center?β he inquired, searching with his eyes for someone. (Prince BagratiΓ³n did not ask about the guns on the left flank; he knew that all the guns there had been abandoned at the very beginning of the action.) βI think I sent you?β he added, turning to the staff officer on duty.
βOne was damaged,β answered the staff officer, βand the other I canβt understand. I was there all the time giving orders and had only just left.... It is true that it was hot there,β he added, modestly.
Someone mentioned that Captain TΓΊshin was bivouacking close to the village and had already been sent for.
βOh, but you were there?β said Prince BagratiΓ³n, addressing Prince Andrew.
βOf course, we only just missed one another,β said the staff officer, with a smile to BolkΓ³nski.
βI had not the pleasure of seeing you,β said Prince Andrew, coldly and abruptly.
All were silent. TΓΊshin appeared at the threshold and made his way timidly from behind the backs of the generals. As he stepped past the generals in the crowded hut, feeling embarrassed as he always was by the sight of his superiors, he did not notice the staff of the banner and stumbled over it. Several of those present laughed.
βHow was it a gun was abandoned?β asked BagratiΓ³n, frowning, not so much at the captain as at those who were laughing, among whom ZherkΓ³v laughed loudest.
Only now, when he was confronted by the stern authorities, did his guilt and the disgrace of having lost two guns and yet remaining alive present themselves to TΓΊshin in all their horror. He had been so excited that he had not thought about it until that moment. The officersβ laughter confused him still more. He stood before BagratiΓ³n with his lower jaw trembling and was hardly able to mutter: βI donβt know... your excellency... I had no men... your excellency.β
βYou might have taken some from the covering troops.β
TΓΊshin did not say that there were no covering troops, though that was perfectly true. He was afraid of getting some other officer into trouble, and silently fixed his eyes on BagratiΓ³n as a schoolboy who has blundered looks at an examiner.
The silence lasted some time. Prince BagratiΓ³n, apparently not wishing to be severe, found nothing to say; the others did not venture to intervene. Prince Andrew looked at TΓΊshin from under his brows and his fingers twitched nervously.
βYour excellency!β Prince Andrew broke the silence with his abrupt voice, βyou were pleased to send me to Captain TΓΊshinβs battery. I went there and found two thirds of the men and horses knocked out, two guns smashed, and no supports at all.β
Prince BagratiΓ³n and TΓΊshin looked with equal intentness at BolkΓ³nski, who spoke with suppressed agitation.
βAnd, if your excellency will allow me to express my opinion,β he continued, βwe owe todayβs success chiefly to the action of that battery and the heroic endurance of Captain TΓΊshin and his company,β and without awaiting a reply, Prince Andrew rose and left the table.
Prince BagratiΓ³n looked at TΓΊshin, evidently reluctant to show distrust in BolkΓ³nskiβs emphatic opinion yet not feeling able fully to credit it, bent his head, and told TΓΊshin that he could go. Prince Andrew went out with him.
βThank you; you saved me, my dear fellow!β said TΓΊshin.
Prince Andrew gave him a look, but said nothing and went away. He felt sad and depressed. It was all so strange, so unlike what he had hoped.
βWho are they? Why are they here? What do they want? And when will all this end?β thought RostΓ³v, looking at the changing shadows before him. The pain in his arm became more and more intense. Irresistible drowsiness overpowered him, red rings danced before his eyes, and the impression of those voices and faces and a sense of loneliness merged with the physical pain. It was they, these soldiersβwounded and unwoundedβit was they who were crushing, weighing down, and twisting the sinews and scorching the flesh of his sprained arm and shoulder. To rid himself of them he closed his eyes.
For a moment he dozed, but in that short interval innumerable things appeared to him in a dream: his mother and her large white hand, SΓ³nyaβs thin little shoulders, NatΓ‘shaβs eyes and laughter, DenΓsov with his voice and mustache, and TelyΓ‘nin and all that affair with TelyΓ‘nin and BogdΓ‘nich. That affair was the same thing as this soldier with the harsh voice, and it was that affair and this soldier that were so agonizingly, incessantly pulling and pressing his arm and always dragging it in one direction. He tried to get away from them, but they would not for an instant let his shoulder move a hairβs breadth. It would not acheβit would be wellβif only they did not pull it, but it was impossible to get rid of them.
He opened his eyes and looked up. The black canopy of night hung less than a yard above the glow of the charcoal. Flakes of falling snow were fluttering in that light. TΓΊshin had not returned, the doctor had not come. He was alone now, except for a soldier who was sitting naked at the other side of the fire,
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