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passed out."


"Oh," then it hit me Jake's dead. Oh no. Then I started to cry.


"Nikki are you okay? What's wrong?" I couldn't tell her, she'll hate me. And I don't want her to hate me.


So I just got up and ran to the bathroom. I heard Kelsey banging on the door telling me to let her in, but I didn't. She eventually gave up and left, I heard my apartment door close. It was then that I got my razor blade. I pulled up my sleeve, and made a shallow cut across my wrist. It felt so good, so I did it again, this time deeper. I hated doing this, but I loved how it took away all my emotional pain, and gave me physical pain instead. I looked down at it and realized that it was bleeding pretty bad. So I ran my wrist under water and grabbed a couple of bandages, and put them over the cuts. I pulled my sleeve down, then I started to feel dizzy. Everything went dark then I fell to the white, cold tiled floor.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

"Hey, Jakey boy." You may think I'm talking to a dog but I'm not.


"Hey, there Nikki bear." He said, then ruffled my hair and leaned down to kiss me sweetly on the lips.


"When is Lisa getting back from Florida?"


"You're her bestfriend and you don't know. Tsk , Tsk. Shame on you." He said with a cheesy grin on his face.


"Ok, well excuse me for not remembering to ask her. I was too busy thinking about you, and our wonderful weekend in bed we're gonna have." I said as I looked into those beautiful hazel eyes. I knew I loved him, but he didn't. I'll tell him the day before Lisa comes back, whenever that is, so he can choose between me and her.


"Oh, well, that,s definitely ok with me then." He pulled me down to the couch, and we started kissing. But soon it turned into passionate kissing, and before I know it our clothes are off. After about an hour we were done. We just layed there together. I was on his chest. All of the sudden the door opened. An I knew then that I probly ruined Jake and Lisa's relationship.


"What the fuck Nikki!" I looked at her. Her deep brown eyes looked pissed. Oh god, we're screwd. Or so I thought.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I felt water being splashed on my face, and I heard voices in the room. I decided to open my eyes I looked up to see Kelsey and Michael.


"Nikki, thank god. We thought you were dead." She's such a moron, maybe if she would have checked my pulse she'd realize that I wasn't dead.


"Well I'm sorry for disappointing you, but I'm not." I snapped at her. I was really pissed off for some reason. I don't know why.


"Kelsey, do you mind if me and Nikki go for a walk? I'll try to talk to her and see what's wrong."


"Hello morons, I'm right here you know." I said madly. But she just ignored me and said,


"sure go ahead." They gave eachother a kiss, then Michael grabbed my arm and we left.


"So, Nikki mind telling me whats wrong. He said, he sounded very concerned actually. But I was'nt going to give in.


"Nope sorry."


"Ok." Then he pushed me against the brick wall and kissed me hard. I had a very bad feeling that if we kept kissing right now then someone was gonna catch us, so I pushed him away and told him to drive us somewhere. I wanted to be alone with him. I wanted to forget about Jake. I just wanted to let go of all the pain and hurt that I feel in my heart.


We got to his car and got inside. Then he drove it was quiet until we got to the park. We ended up going in the woods, and he had some vodka in his trunk so he brought that with him. I just took shot after shot, until I couldn't control my actions. I grabbed him by his red Hollister shirt and kissed him roughly. It took him a minute but then he kissed back. Then my cell phone rang. Awsome (note the sarcasm).


"Yellow?"


"Wow Nikki who answers their phone like that anymore." I heard Lisa ask.


"Me."


"Obviously, I see you're in a better mood, will you please tell me what's wrong."


"Sorry amiga but nope."


"Ok then, when are you guys getting back."


"We'll be back in like 10 minutes, we actually walked pretty far." I said lying. Thats the best I could come up with.


"Ok see ya then." Then she hung up. You know I almost feel bad about doing this to her.Almost.


"Hey, we gotta go." I said as I looked at his disappointed, yet relieved face. That stings, he still thinks about her when he's with me. Just like Jake. I have a feeling that this is gonna end worse than it did with Jake though.


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