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โI have never heard of such a thing before,โ Naomi said, her heart sinking further. Surely Iida had made himself invulnerable.
The residence was decorated in a sumptuous style, gold leaf covering the beams of the ceiling and picking out the triple oak leaf on the bosses on the walls. The floors of the passages were all polished cypress, and the walls were decorated with flamboyant paintings of tigers, peacocks, and other exotic animals and birds.
They progressed in silence into the deepest recesses of the residence, into the womenโs rooms. Here the decorations were more restrained, delicate flowers and fish replacing the animals. Naomi was shown to the room she usually occupied; the boxes and baskets that contained her clothes, gifts for Lady Iida, new robes and books for Mariko, were taken away to the storehouse, Sachie going with them to oversee the unpacking, and tea was brought in elegant pale green bowls.
Naomi drank it gladly, for the afternoon was becoming very warm, and sat trying to compose herself.
Sachie returned with Mariko. The girl greeted her mother formally, bowing deeply, then came closer into Naomiโs arms. She felt as always the rush of relief, almost like the gush of milk into the breast, that her child was alive, safe, close enough for her to hold, stroke the hair back from her forehead, gaze into her eyes, smell her sweet breath.
โLet me look at you,โ she exclaimed. โYou are growing up so fast. You look pale. Are you well?โ
โI have been quite well; I had a cold last month and the cough persisted. I am better now that winter is finally over. But Mother also looks a little pale; you have not been ill?โ
โNo, it is just that I am tired from the journey. And of course, so moved by seeing you.โ
Mariko smiled as her eyes brightened with tears.
โHow long will Mother stay?โ
โNot long, this time, Iโm afraid.โ She saw Mariko struggle to hide her disappointment. โI have things to do back in Maruyama,โ she explained, and she felt her womb clench in fear.
โI hoped you would stay until the plum rains are over. It is so dreary here when it rains every day.โ
โI must leave before they begin,โ Naomi said. โThey must not delay me.โ
For the plum rains might last five or six weeks, and she would have to spend that time among the household women, who knew every detail of each otherโs lives, and when each one had to be secluded because of her monthly bleeding, a custom practiced by the Tohan. These women had so little to occupy them that they would study her day and night; she feared their boredom and their malice.
โSachie has brought more books for you,โ she said briskly. โYou will have plenty to occupy yourself with while you are confined indoors by the rain. But tell me your news. How is Lady Iida?โ
โShe was very sick in the winter with an inflammation of the lungs. I was afraid for her.โ Marikoโs voice fell to a whisper. โHer women say that if she were to die, Lord Iida would have to make up his mind between you and me.โ
โBut she is, thank Heaven, still alive, and we hope will have many years of health. How is her little boy? Her father must be proud of him.โ
Mariko lowered her eyes. โUnfortunately, he is a delicate child. He does not take to the sword and is afraid of horses. He is six years old now. Other boys his age are already receiving warriorโs training, but he clings to his mother and his nurse.โ
โItโs sad; I cannot imagine Lord Iida is patient with him.โ
โNo, the boy is more terrified of his father than of anything else.โ
Naomi met the child, Katsu, later when she joined Lady Iida for the evening meal. His nurse brought the little boy in, but he cried and whined and was soon taken away. He did not seem to be very intelligent and certainly was neither confident nor courageous.
She pitied the child and his mother. All men expected their wives to give them sons, but how often were those sons a disappointment or a threat! Iida would make life a torment for them both. She tried not to think how this in turn affected her own situation. If only Iida were happily married with dozens of sons. His dissatisfaction led him to consider changing wives and directed his attention more intensely on her. But she did not want even to consider these matters lest her own hopes and fears undermine her composure and give her away.
The next morning she was summoned to Iidaโs presence and met outside by a man who she knew to be one of his favorites.
โLord Abe,โ she greeted him, though she thought that to call him โlordโ was flattering him, for Iida honored him far above his familyโs rank.
His bow was perfunctory; she suspected that like most of the Eastern warriors, he had little respect for the Maruyama tradition and saw her as an aberration that should be removed as speedily as possible.
How swift would be her fall, how great her humiliation if anyone knew about the child. She would have to take her own life; Iida would marry her daughter, and Maruyama would pass to the Tohan. But to kill myself would mean I had given up hope, she told herself, and I have not yet, not yet. I will do anything in my power to see Iida overthrown, Shigeru restored, and to live with him as his wife. And there will be no more cruelty, no more torture, no more hostages.
With renewed resolve to withstand his tyranny, she stepped into the receiving room and dropped to her knees, retreating into herself, hiding her hatred of him behind the graceful form and appealing demeanor of a beautiful woman.
Iidaโs eyes
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