Kate in Waiting by Becky Albertalli (ereader with android txt) 📕

But he’s drowned out by trap music blasting out of a Jeep. Make way for the fuckboys.

Unfortunately, Roswell Hill High School is fuckboy ground zero. Mostly the suburban athletic subtype. Fuckboius jockus. No joke. Just stand in the hallway and put your arm out for two seconds, and you’ll hit a fuckboy, right in his mesh athletic shorts. They’re everywhere, armies of them, all in RHHS team gear. So prolific we had to give them a not-so-secret code name. F-boys. Which doesn’t exactly obscure the meaning, but at least it keeps Brandie’s innocent ears from exploding.

I glare at the Jeep through Anderson’s passenger window. The driver keeps cupping his hands around his mouth, megaphone-style, to holler at groups of girls who walk by. The f-boy mating call. But his car door’s flung wide open and is therefore blocking my door.

The sheer audacity of f-boys.

“Kate.” Anderson pokes me with his keys, but I snatch them. I love his Funko Rapunzel keychain so much, it almost makes me want to learn to drive. Almost.

Our phones buzz simultaneously. Text from Raina or Brandie, no doubt.

Andy glances at his screen. “Come on, they’re already down there.”

Okay, that gets me moving. We’ve seen Raina a few times since camp ended, but Brandie left for Mexico the day before we got back. Which means it’s been over six weeks since the full squad’s been together.

Anderson grabs my hand to help me over the gear shift, and then we cut through the parking lot, bypassing the front entrance entirely. Instead, we head for the side door, which has direct access to the theater hall. Straight to Ms. Zhao’s room, where all the usual suspects have gathered.

Honestly, we theater kids are as instantly recognizable as f-boys. Though it’s not so much about the clothes in our case. It’s more like an aura. My brother said once that theater kids walk around like we’re each under our own tiny spotlight. Pretty sure it wasn’t a compliment.

It’s true, though. Like, there’s none of that forced nonchalance people have about the first day of school. Instead, we have Margaret Daskin and Emma McLeod near the accessibility elevator, butchering Newsies, and Lindsay Ward gasping into her phone, and Colin Nakamura using Pierra Embry’s head as a drum. And of course, Lana Bennett’s delivering an urgent lecture to Kelly Matthews, who I can only assume made the mistake of referring to the school musical as a play. There is literally nothing Lana Bennett loves more than explaining the difference between musicals and plays to people who . . . clearly know the difference between musicals and plays.

Brandie and Raina are relatively chill, though, just leaning against the back wall, reading their phones. I think it’s generally understood that, out of our squad, they’re the ones who mostly have their lives together. I used to go back and forth in my head about which one of them was the mom friend, but the truth is, they’re both the mom friend. They’re just the mom friend in different ways. Raina’s the bossy mom who makes everyone stay healthy and hydrated and on top of their schoolwork. Brandie’s the soft mom who’ll let you cry all over her cardigan when your crush starts dating an f-girl from the volleyball team.

Today they’re so distracted, we’re practically nose-to-nose before they notice us.

“Boo,” I say.

They both look up with a start, and Raina’s eyes go straight to Anderson’s keys in my hand. “Kate, did you drive?”

I laugh, tossing the keys back to Andy. “Yeah, no.”

“Didn’t you say you were going to—”

“Yup. And I will.”

Raina narrows her eyes.

“I will! Really soon.”

Technically, I could take the driver’s test tomorrow—I’ve had my permit for almost a year and a half. But I haven’t taken the plunge. And I’m not exactly dying to, either.

At the end of the day, I’m really a passenger seat kind of person.

Brandie hugs me. “Your hair looks so cute!”

So maybe Anderson’s five-thirty wake up call paid off. Normally, my hair’s a notorious mess. It’s that halfway point between blond and brown, and left to its own devices, it’s almost recklessly wavy. But right now, it’s what Anderson calls white-girl-on-YouTube wavy. I do think it’s worth the effort every now and then, given that I’m a person whose overall attractiveness is highly hair-correlated. But now I feel like I’m broadcasting to the whole world how hard I’m trying.

“How was Mexico?” I brush the ruffled sleeve of Brandie’s dress. “I love this.”

She smiles. “It was great. Really hot, though. How was camp?”

“I mean, none of our campers died.”

“Well done,” Raina says.

“And.” I press my hand to my heart. “Matt knows our names.”

“Cokehead Matt?” Raina grins.

“Okay, that’s blasphemy.” I scrunch my nose at her. “I’m serious, he’s like an old-timey dreamboat—”

“Which they’d already know if someone was capable of taking group selfies without decapitating people.”

“Um, it’s not my fault Matt’s six feet tall,” I say. “Did I mention he’s six feet tall?”

“Literally ten times,” says Raina.

Anderson turns to Brandie and Raina. “Did I tell you he knew how to pronounce Aeschylus? On the first try?”

“Sounds like boyfriend material,” says Brandie.

“God yes,” says Anderson. “Don’t you want to just, like . . . wear his letterman jacket and let him pin you—”

“—to a bed?” Raina asks.

Anderson bites back a smile, and then shakes his head quickly. “Anyway.” His eyes flick back to Ms. Zhao’s door. “No updates?”

“Nothing,” Raina says. “Not even a clue. Harold thinks it’s going to be A Chorus Line.”

Anderson whirls to face her head-on. “Why?”

“Gut feeling?” Raina shrugs. “Ginger intuition?”

“Is ginger intuition a thing?”

“I mean, according to Harold.”

Harold MacCallum: world-class jellybean. Sunshine in boy form. Raina’s boyfriend. They met about a year ago in this online trans support group Raina moderates. Harold’s cis, but his twin sibling is nonbinary, and he actually lives pretty close to us. He’s super shy, and kind of wonderfully awkward. Raina gets this smile in her voice whenever she talks about him.

“Okay, well I have a theory,” Anderson says. “It’s a medieval year.”

“What?”

“Hear me