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Closing my eyes, I will the tears not to fall. I breathe deep, once, twice. I lose track of time. Stevie Ray Vaughan is stranded and caught in a crossfire. Iโm stranded in a hell of my own making. Tony is offering me a way out without getting burned. Without pain. The tears are gone. I open my eyes and look at the small bag. I pick it up. Itโs maybe two inches by two inches.
I put it down on the table, and I slide it across to him. โNo. Somebody said that death should be easy because life is hard. I appreciate the offer. But if youโre going to kill me, I'm going to make it hard on you.โ
A bitter laugh wells up out of me. โAnd maybe it won't be hard for someone like you. What? It will take five seconds to pull out the gun and pull the trigger. Will you even think of it for as long as it takes? By the time my body hits the floor, will you already have forgotten me? How many people have you killed? Iโm curious. Do you know? Or do they all just blend together?โ
His jaw tightens, but he doesnโt say a word. I reach out and grab the bottle. I donโt even bother with a glass; I drink from the bottle. When Iโm done, I use it to point at him.
โI'm not going to make it easy on you. Because when I thought of killing you, despite what you thinkโit was never easy on me. Not for a single second. I know killing you doesn't solve any problems in this world, let alone mine. Now. I know it wasn't your fault Danny killed himself. I know it wasn't your fault my mom hurt me. Iโm pretty sure I always knew none of it was your fault. I made it your fault because it was easier than admitting what my mom was, what Danny was, what my father was.โ
I take another swig of the wine. For a moment, my head swims as the alcohol hits me. Damn, itโs gone.
Fuck, where did the tears come from? Fuck it, thereโs no coming back from them now. โYou were this big, strong, powerful, completely untouchable thing. You were everything I wanted to be but knew I never could be. And I resented the fuck out of you for it. I wanted to make somebody pay for all the pain. Almost twenty years later and you were still free from all the pain. You were still this formidable, powerful, thing and I still wasnโt. It made me angrier than it did when I was ten years old.โ
I slam the bottle on the table. โBut I know it's wrong. Now. I get it. Killing you would be the same thing as killing me. And I know it doesnโt seem like it, but I donโt want to die. It would be easier. Easier for you and me. If you were to let me walk out the front door. I have no idea how Iโll get through tomorrow or the day after that. But I know I want to figure it out. I donโt want to kill you. It was never you I wanted to kill. Iโm not sure why I couldnโt figure it out until today.โ
Giving in, I look up to meet his eyes. They are impenetrable ice, he doesn't believe me. He still thinks I want to kill him. He still thinks I'm somebody to worry about.
I take a deep breath, wondering what happens now. His eyes flick to my chest, I feel them instantly. Even cold, his eyes affect me like a touch. It flashes instantly, the memory of what happened. He knew I wanted to kill him when I walked into the room. It hadnโt mattered to him, he wanted me. Tony Sabatini still wants me.
I want him too. Not just want him, thatโs too soft a word. I need him, ache for him in a way Iโve never known before. If he does kill me, I want him to be the last thing I feel. I'm pretty sure I could die happy with Tony Sabatini as my last everything. Iโll take that. If itโs the only thing I can have, Iโll be happy with that.
โIf you're going to kill me, I have one last request.โ
An eyebrow goes up, yet he says nothing.
Meeting those cold blue eyes, I take a deep breath. โI want you to be the last thing I have. The French call it la petite mort. I would like a little death before the big one. From you.โ
His jaw hardens, his hands go into fists on the table. Itโs the moment in the room all over again. But he doesnโt say a word.
โCan you not deliver? Lisa said you could deliver.โ Iโm intent on getting a response, on getting what I want. I stand and take off my shirt, his eyes are on my breasts. The clasp of my bra is in the front, I flick it open. โIt doesnโt seem fair. I took your cock down my throat, and you left me wet and aching, feeling so empty, Tony. I wanted your cock inside meโโ
He moves so fucking fast I swear I never see it. One moment heโs sitting, unmoving, the next, his hands are on my arms, pulling me across the table. The clatter of the plates and glasses falling to the floor are dim against the roaring of the blood in my ears as his mouth crashes down on mine. Itโs back, that painful electricity explodes throughout my entire body. So powerful that itโs painful. And it hurts so fucking good.
My hands are around his neck, needing to hold onto something. His tongue is velvet soft yet hot and hungry as it ravages mine. Taking, demanding, owning
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