Shattered: A Salvation Society Novel by Bella Emy (pdf to ebook reader .TXT) 📕

his reaction to them, drives me nuts. I want him right here, right now.

I’ve never wanted anyone before the way I want Kalen. No one has ever made me feel the way he does. Not even close.

And to think all we’ve done so far is kiss…

Once we take the next step and get intimate, I can’t even imagine what it’s going to do to me… what he’s going to do to me. I’m never going to be able to let him go. He will have ruined me for all future guys to come.

But that’s the thing. I don’t want there to ever be anyone else. I know we’re both young and all, but I also know how I feel about him. I love him. I love him with all my heart and everything inside of me. I can’t picture him not being in my life or me being with someone else.

He’s all I’ve ever wanted… all I’ve ever needed.

He takes a deep breath, still staring into my eyes.

“So, is that a no?” I ask, pulling his hand and we start walking away from the football field.

He shakes his head. “What? No, babe. That’s not at all what I’m saying.”

I chuckle. “Well then, what are you saying, because you haven’t said much of anything… I’m sorry if I took it too far. I just thought—”

He spins around and pulls me to face him. “Hey, no. You absolutely did not take it too far. You haven’t done a thing wrong. I definitely want to… do that. It just took me by surprise but in a good way. A great way,” He chuckles, and I smile. “There’s my pretty princess,” he adds, chuckling again. “Trust me, babe. I want to do that and so much more with you. I think about it a lot.”

I raise an eyebrow. “Oh, you think about it a lot, do you?” I crack up.

He laughs, too. “You’re killing me, babe.”

I squeeze his hands and reach up, kissing him softly. As we part, he smiles down at me, and I give him a devilish stare.

“Uh-oh. That look… I know that look, that smirk… like you’re up to no good, and I can see the wheels in your head spinning.”

Gripping his hand, I pull him and only stop when we reach the section underneath the bleachers. I stand against a metal post, pulling him to me. His cool breath caresses my cheek, sending a million goosebumps to cover my flesh. Our lips smash into one another’s and he instantly devours my mouth.

Mmm. He tastes like peppermint and heaven wrapped up into one.

As he brings his hands up and places them behind my neck, I grab his right one and bring it down.

“Touch me,” I moan into his mouth, which I notice sends him into a delicious frenzy by the way he’s kissing me.

Refusing to stop this, I force his hand on my thick thigh; thank God for short cheerleading skirts.

Guiding his hand up in between the core of my thighs, I let him feel my drenched cotton panties. What he does to me. What he does to me every single time.

Jesus Christ. It feels so good to have him so close to the most sensitive part of me.

“Oh, fuck, Lexi. You’re going to be the death of me, sweetheart.”

Our mouths crash once more, and I love the way he takes control, touching me. “Move them to the side, and touch me, please, babe,” I repeat, cooing in the sexiest voice I can manage.

He swallows hard, slowly making his way to the hem of my panties. Slipping his hand inside of them, he caresses my soft center, dripping in my secretions for him.

A soft moan escapes from my throat, hoping it makes him want to take me right here, right now.

He moves his fingers to the center of my core, rubbing and massaging in circles as I tense up and groan with ecstasy.

“Oh, my God… Kalen,” I whisper into his ear.

He bites down on my bottom lip and then attacks my neck, which is gracefully tilted to one side.

“Faster, babe,” I beg.

Fingering me faster, I take him by surprise as I grip his hard-on through his jeans and hear him groan.

“Kalen, that feels so good. Keep going, please…”

He bites down onto my neck and then suckles on my skin.

Just as I can feel him getting ready to push two fingers inside of me, a boastful voice stops us dead in our tracks. “Hey, you two, what’s going on over there?”

It’s one of the janitors from the school, coming around the other side. Thank God that the janitor couldn’t see Kalen’s hand inside of me by the way we were standing.

He quickly slips his hand out from me and grabs mine pulling me away. “C’mon, Lexi!”

We run off just in time so we’re not seen or taken inside and booked for indecent behavior.

When we’re far enough away, about two blocks out, we slow down.

My laughter fills the air. “That was fun!”

He turns to face me with wide-opened eyes. “Fun? We almost got caught, babe.”

I shrug. “And I would gladly do it all over again. I don’t care. It would have been worth it.” Smiling, I reach up onto my tippy toes and kiss him on the cheek.

I clear my throat as we continue walking away from Tranquility Creek High. “So, I just want to change before we go to your house tonight to have dinner with your dad. I don’t want to show up in my cheerleading uniform… and my drenched panties.” I whisper the last part, hoping it makes his dick harden for me once more.

He chuckles softly, shaking his head. “Okay, thanks for that visual. I’m never going to go limp with you talking like that.”

Cool. Confirmation that my comment worked. I smile to myself.

“But damn, you look so cute in that outfit,” he adds, and I blush.

“Thanks, love. I just want to make sure I make a good impression, that’s all.”

“There’s no way you could ever not make a