Irresistible Bachelors: Books 1-5 by Landish, Lauren (bts books to read TXT) 📕

Fuck it. Just say it.

“Anal,” I reply.Brianna

His words hang in the air, and the first thought that goes through my mind is Holy. Fuck.

My eyes widen in surprise, and I can’t help but stare at that gigantic hard cock that’s still slick with my saliva. He wants to put that big thing in my ass? My thighs tremble, either from anxiety or anticipation.

“I . . . I’ve never done that before,” I whisper, afraid. My heart is pounding like a war drum. I’ve never given much thought to anal beyond a few casual thoughts and loving the feel of Gavin’s hands kneading my ass. But if I was sore before . . .

“I’ll be gentle,” Gavin says, sensing my thoughts.

I place a hand to my throat, sucking in a deep breath. A part of me wants to tell him no, but another is turned on by the idea. I didn’t think I could take him in my pussy, and he blew my mind. I for damn sure didn’t think I could deep throat him, but when I did . . .

“There’s some lube in the cabinet, above the right counter,” I hear myself say.

Oh, my God, what am I doing?

Gavin arches an eyebrow. “Done this before?”

I chuckle. “No. There are other uses for it, you know.”

He laughs and turns, his ass flexing and making my thighs quiver as he walks away. I shiver again as I see his cock ready for me, and with each step, my eyes are glued to it as he walks over and comes back with the small bottle.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” he asks, setting it down on the raggedy end table. “I’m not gonna lie, I want to. But I don’t want you to do something you’re uncomfortable with.”

I swallow thickly and nod. I’m scared but excited. “Yes,” I whisper, spreading out my sheet on the carpet. “I trust you.”

He sighs in relief, then he looks at me, a little nervous. “So, how do you wanna do this? Missionary or doggy? I suppose it doesn't matter.”

I think about it for a minute, thinking how I want it. Finally, I know what I want. I want to see him. “Missionary.”

“Missionary it is,” he says, grinning and pulling me close. “I was hoping you’d say that.”

Putting my hands on my hips, I step back and sink to the sheet, looking up at him nervously.

Gavin grins, and I lie back, spreading my legs and pulling my knees up. He walks over to the couch, getting my cleanest cushion, lifting my hips a little, and tucking it under me. I can feel the difference immediately—my ass is more exposed to him, and I feel open, vulnerable, but thrilled at the same time.

“Pull your knees up a little more,” he says, his voice soft and commanding. “And relax. I’m going to rub it in.”

My heart begins to pound and race as I do as he says. Oh, my God, I can’t believe I'm doing this. “Like this?”

“Fucking beautiful,” I hear him mutter. “Perfect.”

I shiver, my limbs coursing with anxiety and excitement. I watch him coat his finger in the lube before he blinks and looks at me. “Rub yourself slowly. It’s supposed to help.”

The cool sensation of the substance causes me to let out a little gasp, and I groan, my right hand going to my pussy to rub as he massages my virgin asshole. My eyes roll back, and I gasp in a little bit of pain as he slips inside, my ass immediately feeling filled as he rubs his finger inside me. “Fuuuu . . .”

“Easy, easy,” Gavin says. “Don’t start tensing up on me already. The key is to relax. If anything, push out.”

I try as he says, and I feel him work into me, my fear easing as he slides his finger in and out of my asshole, opening me up slowly until he adds a second finger, and I feel sexy. Filled. Vulnerable. His. He pulls out and wipes his fingers on the sheet before taking a condom out of his wallet and rolling it on before applying a fresh layer of lube on his cock. He gets up, rising above me and starting to bend down.

I look at him with excitement and also some hesitation. “Gavin?”

“Yes, Bri?” he asks, his eyes filled with concern and tenderness as he presses the big head of his cock against my asshole, pausing. He’s worried that I’m going to change my mind, but that’s the last thing on my mind.

“I trust you,” I repeat to him again.

He smiles and starts to push. There’s a moment of pain at first as my already stretched asshole is stretched even further, and I hiss, nodding when Gavin gives me a look. “Do it.”

The pain grows to agony for a second, but then he slips inside, my ass tightening around his cock, and I feel him slide into my deepest, most taboo place. He’s huge, but he takes his time, slowly opening me up. It’s strange, but my body seems to want to keep pushing him back out, and once he starts in past where his fingers reached, the pain starts again, but the look in his eyes as he mounts me drives me to keep going.

He groans as he slips in and out. “You okay?”

“Give it to me,” I gasp, the need to feel him take me overcoming the pain. Also, my ass is loosening. He’s taking me, and it’s starting to feel good as he starts to rub against my ass, my fingers rubbing my pussy and adding to it all.

Gavin goes in slow strokes so that I’m slowly opened up, the pain and pleasure mixing into a heady mixture that’s addictive. Gavin takes my hand off my pussy and replaces it with his own as he gets all the way in, stroking slowly and matching it with his thumb, making me feel a