Fulfillment by Golland, M. (best large ebook reader .txt) 📕

“Let go,” hedemanded, a look of dominance and desire in his eyes.

I bit my lipand shook my head quickly, feeling my control dwindle.

“If you don’tlet go of this desk now, I will pick it up, or drag it along withus,” he breathed in my ear. “Your choice.”

I believedhim, so I let go.

He lifted meup and carried me directly to the elevator.

“Are youreally going to spank me?” I asked curiously as we ascended.

“Do you wantme to?”

“Maybe. Do youthink I deserve it?” I raised my eyebrow at him.

“Oh, yes. Ifound one of my drum sticks wedged in your cast last night afteryou fell asleep on the sofa, so you definitely deserve it.” Ohshit! Remember to hide the evidence, Alexis, you fool.

“Damn it,” Iadmitted.

He carried meto the bedroom and placed me down on the bed, then very carefullyclimbed on top of me, holding his weight and securing my handsabove my head.

“You are notquitting. You are not a nuisance and you do not suc—” He cuthimself off. “Well you do suck, but in a very, very good way.”

I rolled myeyes at him.

“So, tell mewhat’s going on in that head of yours or I will either callJessica, or spank it out of you.” He leaned forward and kissed myneck. Oh, God that feels good. How long has it been since we’vemade love? Fuck, I can’t remember. “Well?” he said, waiting forme to divulge.

I moaned alittle. “I’m a walking disaster,” I breathed out.

He dragged histongue down my neck and kissed my collar bone, my chest rising tomeet his lips.

“No, you’re alimping miracle,” he said with a husky voice as he made his wayback up my neck to my ear lobe.

I clenched hishands in mine and moaned again. “I’m hopeless.”

He releasedone of my hands and placed it on the outside of his pants so that Icould feel his hard cock. “Clearly you are not, Hunny.” Mmmm,clearly you are a God, Bryce.

I had thesudden urge to have his delicious erection in my mouth. I needed tofeel him, taste him. I needed to feel I was in control of at leastsomething. I knew I had nothing but control when my lips werearound his cock. I could control his orgasm, his relief, and thefeeling I now had at the thought of what I was about to do filledme with a sense of value.

“I suck,” Iexclaimed, as I tried to lift my head from the pillow to meethis.

He leanedback, refusing my request for his mouth. “No, you don’t.”

“No, I do andI want to suck right now.”

His eyeschanged within a second from endearing and heavy, to hot, hankeringand alive with expectation.

Dropping hishead to mine, he finally allowed my tongue to find his, kissing mepassionately.

“Are you sure,my love? We can wait longer if you want.”

I pushed himoff so that he rolled onto his back, lying next to me.

“Yes, I’msure. I want you in my mouth. I don’t want to wait anymore.”

Positioningmyself onto my side and making sure my ankle was comfortable, Iundid his pants and unleashed his hard cock into my hand. Just thesight of it so gloriously close made me smile.

I cupped hisballs then dragged my hand from the base to the tip, licking myfinger and swirling it over his crown.

“Fuck!” hegroaned.

I gave him asalacious grin before I wrapped my mouth around him, taking in asmuch as I could and gently clamping my teeth down. I could feel hissoft warm skin beneath them, he felt and tasted so good; I couldn’tget enough.

He placed hishand on my head, gently clenching his fingers in my hair. “So good,Hunny,” he slurred.

My smile athis enjoyment and praise circled his shaft and I began to escalatemy movement over him, repeating the consumption of his length overand over.

He moaned andgrowled explicit words which made me feel hot and empowered,helping me take charge even more and forcing the taste of hisenjoyment into my mouth. I dragged my tongue up and down, flickingthe spots I knew were sensitive to him. He bucked his hips andpushed himself further into my mouth, and I accepted his offeringby sucking him deep.

“Fuck, I loveyou,” he hissed as he reached his climax, jerking into me.

I lapped himup and savoured the moment of being once again in control of a partof my life that I enjoyed. A part he obviously enjoyed, too.

***

Shortly afterI literally blew Bryce’s mind—and after he also spanked my arse forquitting—we had a visitor. The joy and sense of self I had feltafter sharing an intimate moment with Bryce had not lasted long, itending abruptly when Gareth entered the apartment.

“I just wantedto personally come by and offer my condolences to you both. I heardabout the fall and subsequent miscarriage and broken foot. I’mterribly sorry. I also wanted to apologise for skipping out on yourbirthday party. I felt very ill quite suddenly and needed to liedown.”

He had notlong entered the room and sat down on the couch opposite me, beforeI felt my chest rise and fall dramatically, the heat in the roomalso rising rather quickly.

Bryce had madehis way over to the bar to fetch us all a drink.

“I needsomething strong,” I said as I locked eyes with Gareth, desperatelytrying to calm myself.

“Do you want agin then?” Bryce asked.

I removed mystare from Gareth, switching it toward Bryce while wiping my sweatyhands on my pants. “Yes, gin is great,” I replied ratherquickly.

“So Alexis,how are you feeling?” Gareth asked.

“Fuckingawful,” I honestly replied. “How do you expect to me feel?” My tonewas defensive and angry, I couldn’t help it.

Bryce sat downnext to me and handed me my drink, a worried and curious look onhis face. “Here.” He placed his arm around my neck and rested hishand on my shoulder.

“I’m sorry,Alexis. I didn’t mean to sound insensitive.”

Gareth leanedforward and placed his drink on the coffee table when I caught ahint of his aftershave. It washed over my senses and triggered myvisions and flashbacks to return. I saw myself hopping along thewalkway like I’d seen in my head time and time again, only thistime I smelled Gareth’s aftershave as I took my first step. It