WIN by Coben, Harlan (best book reader txt) 📕

The long and short of my name-dropping tale? I am very good at handling spirits. But I’m no Ted Kennedy. My head aches when I wake up. I let out a low groan and as though on cue, there is a knock on my door.

“Good morning!”

It is Nigel. I groan again.

“How are we this morning?”

“Your voice,” I manage.

“What about it?”

“It soothes like a jackhammer against a cranial nerve.”

“Are we hungover, Master Win? Be grateful. I brought you my top-secret cure.”

He drops two pills into my palm and hands me a glass.

“It looks like aspirin and orange juice,” I say.

“Shh, I’m thinking of applying for a patent. Should I open the curtains?”

“Only if you want to get shot.”

“Cousin Patricia is getting dressed.”

Nigel leaves the room. I shower for a very long time and get dressed. Patricia is gone by the time I get downstairs. I down a quick breakfast with my father. The conversation is stilted, but that’s not a surprise. When I’m done, I head out to see Edie Parker’s mother and Billy Rowan’s father at the Crestmont Assisted Living Village in New Jersey.

Mrs. Parker gave me her first name, but I don’t recall what it was. I like to use titles, such as Mr. or Mrs., when I converse with my elders. It is how I was raised. The three of us are in Mr. Rowan’s room, which has all the warmth of a dermatologist’s office. The colors are beyond-bland beige and golf-club green. The décor is Contemporary Evangelical—plain wooden crosses, tranquil religious canvas prints of Jesus, wooden signs with biblical quotes like PUT GOD FIRST, which is cited as Matthew 6:33, and one that really catches my eye from Micah 7:18:

FORGIVE AND FORGET

An interesting choice, no? Does Mr. Rowan really believe that, or does he need the daily reminder? Does he look up on that wall every day and think about his son? Has he come to terms with it? Or is it more the flip side? Does Mr. Rowan embrace this particular passage in the hope that the victims of the Jane Street Six will pay heed?

Mr. Rowan is in a wheelchair. Mrs. Parker sits next to him. They hold hands.

“He can’t speak,” Mrs. Parker tells me. “But we still communicate.”

I assume that I am supposed to ask how, but I’m not all that interested.

“He squeezes my hand,” she tells me anyway.

“I see,” I say, though I don’t. How does squeezing a hand lead to genuine communication? Does he squeeze once for yes and two for no? Does he squeeze out some kind of Morse code? I would ask, but again I can’t see the relevance for me or what I’m after here. I soldier on.

“How did you and Mr. Rowan meet?” I ask.

“Through my Edie and his Billy.”

“May I ask when?”

“When…” She makes a fist and puts it up to her mouth. We both look at Mr. Rowan. He stares at me. I don’t know what, if anything, he sees. Oxygen cannulas run from his nostrils to a tank attached to the right side of his wheelchair. “When Edie and Billy disappeared.”

“Billy and Edie were dating though, yes?”

“Oh, more than that,” Mrs. Parker says. “They were engaged.”

She hands me a framed photograph. Sun and time have faded the colors, but there were college students Billy Rowan and Edie Parker, cheek to cheek. They were on a beach, the ocean behind them, their smiles as bright as the sun, the sweat leaving a sheen on their deliriously happy (or so it appeared) faces.

Mrs. Parker says, “They look so in love, don’t they?”

And the truth is, they do. They look young and in love and untroubled.

“They’re beautiful, aren’t they?”

I let myself nod.

“They were just dumb kids, Mr. Lockwood. That’s what William here always says, don’t you, William?”

William doesn’t blink.

“Idealistic, sure. Who isn’t when they’re young? Billy was a big lovable goofball, and my Edie wouldn’t hurt a fly. She just watched the news every night and saw those boys coming back in body bags. Her brother, my Aiden, served in Vietnam. Did you know that?”

“I did not, no.”

“No, they never talked about that on the news, did they?” Her tone is bitter now. “To them, my Edie was just a crazy terrorist, like one of those Manson girls.”

I try my best to look sympathetic, but this is where having “haughty resting face” becomes an issue. Myron is so good at this. He would put on a display of empathy that would make Pacino take notes.

“When was the last time you heard from Edie or Billy?”

Mrs. Parker seems taken aback by my query. “Why would you ask that?”

“I just—”

“Never. I mean, not since that night.”

“Not once?”

“Not once. I don’t understand. Why are you here, Mr. Lockwood? We were told you could help us.”

“Help you?”

“Find our children. You were the one who found Ry Strauss.”

I nod. It’s not true, but alas, I go with it.

“When William and I saw Ry’s picture on the news, I mean…do you want to hear something strange?”

I try to look open and accepting.

“When you found Ry Strauss…” Again she turns to look at Mr. Rowan. He doesn’t turn or even react. I don’t know whether he hears us or not. He may have aphasia, or he may be totally out of it, or he may have a great poker face. I simply don’t know. “Do you know what the weirdest part was?”

“Tell me,” I say.

“Ry was an old man now. Do you understand what I’m saying? Not old like William and me, of course. We are in our nineties, but for some reason, even though we knew better, of course, we still think of Edie and Billy as being young. Like time froze when they disappeared. Like they still look exactly like this.” Mrs. Parker takes the frame back from me. Her finger touches down on her daughter’s image, and her head tilts tenderly as it does so. “Do you think that’s strange, Mr. Lockwood?”

“No.”

She taps Mr. Rowan’s hand. “William here, he