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ripe grapes that make me long for a glass of cold white wine.

Iโ€™m a little early, and I take the extra time to speak to the winery event coordinator. Her name is Jessica, and sheโ€™s as passionate about weddings as I am. The ceremony itself will be held in the gorgeous formal gardens followed by a reception in the ballroom.

Thereโ€™s nothing wedding planners appreciate more than a wedding where the ceremony itself and the reception are held in one venue. It makes for an easy transition from one place to another, and the chances of lateness are next to nil.

Mark and Brenda arrive and join us in the gardens where the ceremony will be held. Warmth spreads through my body as I see how in love they are. They simply cannot keep their hands from each other.

Couples like Mark and Brenda remind me why I do this. They make me believe in love all over again. I think about Declan. When strangers see us, what do they see? I donโ€™t know whether itโ€™s love that I feel for him. If it is love, would I have contemplated leaving everything we have because of the lure of having a daughter? I swallow a lump of saliva and force my thoughts back to the present.

โ€œI love the smell of roses,โ€ Brenda says, looking up at Mark.

โ€œThey donโ€™t rival your scent,โ€ Mark says, and they are lost in their world.

Jessica and I exchange a look that tells me that weโ€™re in the same boat. Neither of us has what the about to be newlyweds have. I swallow feelings of envy, which are stupid and unprofessional. I could add ten other adjectives.

When Mark and Brenda come back to earth, I take out my notes, and we discuss where the family will sit, where the musicians will set up, where the wedding party will stand, and other seemingly simple details, but which are crucial to the smooth running of the ceremony.

We finish up at seven-thirty, which is pretty late, but Iโ€™d already told Declan Iโ€™d be late. I drive home feeling a lot better than when I left Dr. Frostโ€™s office.

I feel like a fraud when I get home and walk into Declanโ€™s arms and he asks me how my day was. I tell him the highlights of everything that happened except that I saw a therapist.

โ€œYou look relaxed,โ€ he says as we set the table for dinner. โ€œThe old you.โ€

โ€œThanks. I feel like old me,โ€ I say, but I really feel as if Iโ€™m in a play, cast in a role that Iโ€™m not entirely comfortable in.

How do married people behave? I wish someone would tell me. Are they completely honest with their partners all of the time, or do they keep large parts of themselves hidden away?

I canโ€™t wait for nighttime, which is my best time with Declan. When we make love, everything fades away. My secrets, my shame, everything disappears except the pleasure that he and I give each other.

โ€œI feel bad,โ€ I tell Declan when we sit down for dinner. โ€œI rarely cook dinner. Tomorrow will be my turn.โ€

โ€œIt doesnโ€™t matter,โ€ he says in his usual easy-going manner. โ€œI like cooking, and I get home earlier than you.โ€ He holds my gaze. โ€œBesides, I love you. Iโ€™d do anything for you.โ€

Tears fill my eyes at the simple declaration. I feel like crap. I vow there and then to do anything I can for Declan. Anything to make our marriage work. The first thing I think of is his mom. Declan loves his mother. He hasnโ€™t said it, but I feel it every time he talks about her.

I make a vow to do everything I can to get along with her. And the first thing Iโ€™ll do is to try to begin a relationship with her. I decided to call her and perhaps drive to Santa Monica for lunch.

โ€œHow did the venue walk-through go?โ€ Declan asks.

I smile at how quickly heโ€™s picking up the jargon in my industry. โ€œIt went well. Mark and Brenda are a delightful couple,โ€ I say with a sigh.

โ€œSo are we,โ€ Declan says.

I wonder if Mark and Brenda keep things from each other? I feel as if the secrets between Declan and I are growing by the day. Does he honestly believe that we are a delightful couple?

โ€œSure,โ€ I say and plaster a smile.

Declan stares at me. โ€œYouโ€™re perfect, Marian. How did I get so lucky?โ€

Guilt piles on and almost overwhelmed me. Iโ€™m the furthest person from perfect there is. Before Declan came into my life, I thought I had it all together. After we got married, his presence in my life has exposed holes in my heart I thought I had sealed.

Unable to meet his gaze, I busy myself carrying our used dishes to the sink to wash them.

Declan chuckles as Iโ€™m cleaning up. โ€œArenโ€™t we the weird couple?โ€

โ€œWhy?โ€ I ask.

โ€œYou have a dishwasher, and we always wash dishes ourselves. Why is that?โ€

I laugh as it dawns on me how right he is. โ€œI love the feel of soap and warm water on my hands. Itโ€™s soothing.โ€

โ€œI find it more satisfying when I see them stacked on the drying rack. I feel as if Iโ€™ve accomplished something, even if itโ€™s just cleaning dishes,โ€ Declan says.

After cleaning up, we snuggle on the couch to watch TV. Itโ€™s nice to lean against Declanโ€™s massive chest and have him softly rub my arms. Itโ€™s so comfortable that I feel my eyelids growing heavy.

โ€œAre you falling asleep?โ€ Declan asks softly.

โ€œNo. Yes.โ€

He chuckles. โ€œCome on, letโ€™s go to bed. Mine or yours?โ€

โ€œLetโ€™s do yours today,โ€ I say, my voice heavy with sleep.

We turn out the lights, and as Declan follows behind me as I go up the stairs, he pinches my butt. It soon becomes a game as he chases me up the stairs, and by the time we get to my room, my sleepiness is gone.

I pop into the bathroom to freshen up, and when I return to the bedroom, Iโ€™m

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