The Daddy P.I. Casefiles: The First Collection by Frost, J (great novels .txt) π
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βWow, they must be. How many people are on each cruise?β
βTwo hundred and fifty.β
βThatβs a lot of potential victims, sir.β
βA lot of potential lawsuits. So, you can see the source of the freak-out.β
βI can. Do you really think itβs being sold to the passengers by the crew?β
Logan shrugs. βI do. Without wanting to sound jaded, baby doll, about two-thirds of my cases turn out to be inside jobs.β
Thatβs depressing, but it doesnβt surprise me, human nature being what it is. βI guess you canβt just ask the crew if they supplied an illegal sex drug to the passengers?β
Logan snorts. βNo. And going over it today with the cruise people, there are a dozen ways on and off these ships. If a crew memberβs bringing drugs on-board, they only have to find a one hole in security. If the security people are in on it, they wouldnβt even have to find a hole.β
βSo how do you find out whodunit, sir?β
βOld fashioned detecting.β He stretches. My muscles envy his stretch and I follow his example, pushing my toes down under the covers. Thatβs such a nice feeling, stretching in a cozy bed. βOr, in this case, a lot of interviews. Iβll keep comparing stories until I find the gaps. I donβt know anything about cruises, but I know about running a boat. It takes a schedule, sometimes a damn tight schedule. If the crew are selling drugs to passengers, there will be deviations from the schedule. People in places they shouldnβt be, when they shouldnβt be there. Thatβs what Iβm looking for.β
βThat sounds hard to spot.β
Logan shrugs. βThatβs what I do, sweetheart.β
βCan I help?β I ask.
βSure. If you want to go over each dayβs interviews with me at night, thatβd be a big help. I often have my best insights while Iβm talking things through with my partner.β
βIβd love that.β Then a thought strikes me thatβs more likely to keep me awake than anything else heβs told me. βSir, when you say your partner, is that Manny or your old sub, Miranda?β
Loganβs lips tighten. βMir. Although I can call Manny if I need to. Why?β
I shrug. He clearly doesnβt want to talk about her. βIβm just wondering how I can help, you know, like she used to.β
βBaby doll, it doesnβt matter how she used to help. Sheβs not here. You are. If youβre comparing yourself to Miranda, stop.β
βIβm not.β At his lifted eyebrow, I amend that statement. βOkay, I am. Itβs just that you were with her for a long time.β
βYeah, I was. And she was helpful sometimes. Other times she was a pain in my ass. Our relationship wasnβt perfect, baby doll, although I probably thought it was at the time.β He rubs his hand over his face. βHindsightβs twenty-twenty, isnβt it? When I look back now, I canβt see past the things she said which turned out not to be true. Or the things she didnβt say, which turned out to be truer than the things she did.β
βOh, sir.β I scoot close to the phone and cup it in my hands, wishing I were cupping his face. βI understand. I spent years remembering those things. The promises he made which were nothing but air. They haunted me for a long time. It doesnβt really get better, sir. But it gets dimmer.β
βDimmer?β He lifts an eyebrow.
βThatβs the best way I can describe it. It still hurts, if I let myself think about it. But I donβt think about it as often as I did, and the painβs gotten distant. More like the memory of pain than pain itself.β
Logan takes a deep breath and blows it out. βDid you hate yourself for missing him?β
βYes. And I hated everyone who told me that I needed to move on. Easy for them to say. They didnβt waste five years of their life on him.β
βI donβt feel like I wasted five years.β He shifts and settles deeper into the pillows. βBut anyone who tells me I need to move on is risking a punch in the face.β
βIβll never say that to you, sir,β I promise.
βYou wonβt need to, baby doll. I want you to stop comparing yourself to her, or the other women Iβve topped, because thereβs no comparison. I havenβt thought about her, or anyone else, since Iβve been with you. Topping you takes up all my headspace. Maybe thatβs whatβll make it dimmer for me, huh? When the cruise doctor was boring me to death on the phone today, you know what I was doing?β When I shake my head, he continues, βI was writing out more ideas for scenes. Making lists of things I want to do with you, stuff Iβll need. I told you, I havenβt been this fired up in years, and that includes the time I was with Mir. This feels like a big new adventure, baby doll. Like when I first discovered kink. Itβs that exciting for me. I know itβs not for you, but I hope youβll catch a little of my fireββ
βOh, sir,β I protest. βThis is exciting for me. Itβs so exciting, and I canβt wait to do all those scenes with you.β
βGood. Letβs focus on that, huh? What weβre going to do together, instead of what someone else did or would have done.β
βYes, sir.β I get it. He doesnβt walk to talk about his other subs or his past. His reasons are different than Iβve heard before, but the effect is the same.
βYou know, you havenβt called me Daddy once since I called.β Logan rubs his hand over his face. βIs everything okay, baby doll? Have I done something wrong?β
βOh, no! No, not at all.β I almost call him Daddy, but it feels forced, so I donβt. βI guess Iβm just not feeling little tonight. Today was
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