The Daddy P.I. Casefiles: The First Collection by Frost, J (great novels .txt) π
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Thatβs a lot, at least in my book. No wonder her lawyer advised her against this interview. Iβm not a lawyer, but Iβm pretty sure she just scuttled her whole case against the cruise line by admitting her husband used drugs.
βHow often?β I ask with a shrug, keeping it light and casual.
βNot often. He didnβt have a problem or anything.β
Not sure I agree. βSo, once a week? Once a month?β
βA couple of times a month maybe. Weed more often if he was having a tough week.β
I nod as though what sheβs said is inconsequential. βDid he ever have an adverse reaction to anything?β
βNo. He got the munchies from weed. Peanut butter was his thing.β She smiles sadly. βHeβd go through a whole jar of peanut butter after a joint.β
Taking advantage of this womanβs grief twists the knots in my guts tighter; I give her a minute before I ask, βDid he have someone he bought from regularly?β
βA dealer?β She glares at me. βNo, of course not. He got the prescriptions from his doctor. Everything else was casual.β
Which tells me Mr. Black was not adverse to buying illegal drugs from a stranger. Something Iβm very sure Mrs. Blackβs lawyers would not want her telling me. Something she wouldnβt tell me if she was thinking instead of mourning. Enough. Iβve gotten what I need.
βMrs. Black, this has been very helpful. Thank you so much for agreeing to meet with me.β
She sits back and works her mouth for a moment, as though sheβs just realized the things coming out of it were not what she intended to say. Her eyes harden and I have to ball my hands into fists to keep from grabbing her and putting her over my knee.
This is the moment, the moment of wounded defiance, the moment right before tears, that brings all my instincts rushing to the fore. Now, right now, is when she needs discipline the most. Just like my little sister, with her crazed headlong rush into adulthood. I wanted to grab her, pin her down, and spank her until everything held still. I needed to hold her in the moment until she gained enough perspective to see all the things she was doing wrong. All the things that threatened her safety. I need to hold Mrs. Black in that moment, too. To break through the wall sheβs putting up and let her grief pour out.
Instead, I have to let her erect that wall, plate it with steel, while my balls twitch and my palms sweat. Sheβll never be vulnerable around me again. Maybe not around any man again. And I have to sit, and watch, and when she rises with a sneer of derision, let her go.
After I close the door behind her, I check my watch. Emily will be on the way to the airport by now. Maybe even there, if the traffic isnβt bad. Sheβll be checking her bags, starting the plod through security. I donβt want to distract her from the important business of making her flight, but I donβt think Iβve ever wanted to talk to my bottom more. All I need is to hear her voice for five minutes.
But thatβs a selfish-bastard thing to do, particularly when sheβs going through the inconvenience and irritation of a trans-continental flight for me. If her phone goes off in security, they might confiscate it.
Instead, I dial my sister, Lizbeth, and when it goes to voicemail, Miranda. Itβs evening her time. She should be up no matter what shift sheβs on.
She picks up on the second ring. βDarling, how are you?β
I squeeze my eyes closed. I hate when she calls me that. I didnβt like it when we were together, and I hate it now that we arenβt.
βTough day,β I tell her, opening my eyes and pacing to the suiteβs huge picture window. I take in the panoramic view of the city. Thereβs so much twisting inside me, itβs hard to take any pleasure in the scenery, but it gives me something to look at. βI had to interview a widow.β
βOh, my poor darling. I know how much those upset you.β
βYeah.β This was stupid. Her sympathy feels false and sickly. I should make an excuse and hang up.
βTell me all about it,β Mir coos.
βThereβs nothing to tell.β Thereβs a lot to tell, but none of it is going to be to her. βIt just reminded me that lifeβs short. Carpe diem, you know. Howβs everything? Howβs the baby?β
βSheβs wonderful. Did you get the ultrasound I emailed you?β
I didnβt see the ultrasound, because Iβve stopped opening Mirβs emails. This callβs reminding me why. βThatβs great. Have you decided on a name yet? Jennifer still the top contender?β
βNo, silly darling. That was last month. Now itβs Augustine.β
I hate that name. Mir has her fucking pretentious moments, and this is one of them. βIβm still rooting for Trudy. Thatβs a name you donβt hear much anymore.β
Mir gives a delicate snort of derision. It tightens my gut almost as much as Reggie Blackβs parting sneer. βIβm very fond of Augustine. Such a classic name. But weβll see. Iβll probably go through a dozen more before September.β
βSure, okay, wellββ
βLogan, donβt be glib,β she says quietly. I know that tone. Sheβs about to cut my balls out from under me. βYou called because youβre hurting. I know how much you open yourself up when you interview victims. You make yourself vulnerable to take in their pain. Youβve told me so. Talk to me.β
βItβs nothing.β A lie, when I promised not to lie to her. But she broke that promise long before I did. βI just hadnβt checked up on you in a while. I had a quiet hour, so I thought Iβd call.β
βYou had a quiet hour? You never have a quiet hour. Where are you? Are you in Europe? Can I meet you somewhere? I can still fly.β
βNo.β Iβm almost as far
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