Always Fraser by A. Steel (electronic reader .txt) 📕

family with. I know we're still just working things out, but I’m here for you, and I’ll be here for our baby too, even if it's just as your friend,” I say, grabbing her hand.

“You love me?” Her eyes meet mine. She looks so unsure. How could she not know how I feel about her? It’s now I realise how one-sided things have always been. She’s right, I’ve been so selfish. She's so open with me, but I’m so guarded. I never really give her my all, worried I will get hurt myself, but I’ve hurt her all along instead.

I cup her face with my hands and stare into her beautiful eyes. “I always have, I just have a stupid way of showing it.”

“You can say that again! I’m so scared, Fraser. I don’t think I can do this. I’m not ready to be a mum.”

“Gorgeous, you don’t have to do this alone, we're in this together. I’ll be here every step of the way. I promise I will never leave you again.”

Her beautiful sad eyes stare into mine. Her cheeks have tear stains running down them and her mascara is smeared under her eyes, but she's still the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. And to think she's carrying our baby.

My hands go to the back of her head. I lace my fingers through her long hair as I kiss her slowly. “I love you, Elly.” She nods as she kisses me back. I pick her up, pulling her onto my lap. As we continue to kiss, her hair falls around her face. She smells like vanilla and coconut, it smells like her, like coming home. Her soft lips are salty from her tears, and I kiss her again, trying to kiss away the fear she’s feeling.

I wrap my arms around her. I want her to feel safe with me. I know I’ve screwed up in the past, but I want her to feel my arms around her now and know I’ve got her. I will be here for her through all of this.

She responds by kissing me back, more passionately now, and when she pulls back to look at me, I can see the look in her eyes has changed. There's that hint of naughtiness there.

“I’ve missed you, Fraser,” she whispers into my lips, kissing me.

“I’ve missed you too, Elly.” My hands wrap around her tighter and I pull her into me, kissing her back with intensity. She's in my arms, where she belongs, and I never want to let her go again.

“My body’s missed you,” she mumbles into my mouth. She slightly grinds herself on me and my cock instantly springs to life, and I suddenly feel like my pants are way too tight.

She kisses down my neck then back to my lips more aggressively, and I match her. It's been far too long. I need to feel her body close to mine. My hands run through her hair as I hold her close to me, as her lips smash with mine desperately. We can't get enough of each other, it’s been too long apart.

She slowly stands up, pulling my hands to follow her down the hallway to my room. She removes my shirt over my head as I lift her dress over hers. We stand chest to chest, hugging each other’s bodies, feeling the familiar closeness and warmth of our skin to skin.

This is new territory for me. For the first time in my life, I’m not sure what to do in the bedroom. I want to rip off her clothes and fuck her hard, like I normally would, but I’m scared I’ll hurt the baby. Is that a thing? Can you hurt the baby? Surely people fuck all the time while they're pregnant, but I’m just wrapping my head around this new information, and I have absolutely no idea. I rest my hand on her belly, rubbing my finger back and forth, and her hand comes to rest on mine. Neither of us say a thing but just feel this moment together and what it means.

She takes the first move, rising on to her tippy toes to kiss me, her hands in my hair as she pulls me in closer to her and our kiss intensifies. I can feel her touch dust over my arms as she makes her way down my body, her fingers making quick work of my belt buckle, and she unzips my pants, dropping them to the floor. I undo her bra, sliding it down her arms and freeing those fantastically round, perky tits of hers. My hands go straight to them, cupping them and massaging. “I’ve missed your tits.”

“Of course you have,” she groans, rolling her eyes at me.

“They're fucking huge, Elly.”

“I know.” She lowers her head, burying it in her hands like she's embarrassed. I kick the rest of my pants off then slowly navigate her towards my bed, pushing her down onto the mattress. I take her left breast in my mouth, circling her nipple and sucking hard, making her moan in pleasure. Then I take the other and do the same thing. Her body is extra responsive, and every little move I make has her moaning and raising her hips off the bed, looking for more.

I make my way down to her panties, hooking them with my thumbs and dragging them down her long legs, discarding them on the floor. Then I’m back between her legs, spreading them wide. I bury my face in her pussy, tasting her. Man, I’ve missed this, it’s fucking heaven. I lick her, circling my tongue around her clit.

Her hands go to the back of my head as she starts to ride my face, her hips slowly moving back and forth. “Fuck, Fraser, that feels so good, don’t stop.” She moans, applying more pressure to my head as I slide my fingers into her dripping pussy. Then with my free hand, I reach for her breast, squeezing her nipple while working