What I See In Everything.. by Bookrix Freak (best novels to read TXT) 📕

You're with her,

But love me,

It's just so confusing,

You need her,

But break me,

I feel like I'm loosing,

You miss me,

I miss you,

Why can't I live without you?

And your touch,

And your love,

I feel like I'm not enough.

Am I lying to myself,

Cause I really need help,

I can't sit here,

Crying,

Letting you break me,

Why do I let you break me?..

~Authors Note: The point of veiw is of a person who hates themselves & cuts but shes going to a party, idk if i like it or not but ya~

Truth,

What if they ask?

What if they saw them?

What if they ask to see?

Could I say it was the cat?

Or would they see through my lies?

Could I answer without breaking?

Dare,

What if they dare me to show them?

What if they dare me to show my skin?

What if they dare me to say my fears?

Or to face them?

Should I just stay home & say I'm sick?

Hurry hurry, as time ticks.

You can do this.

I really dont know what I can do.

Maybe I can hide away.

In the bathroom.

Roses are red,

Violets are blue,

You hate me?

Well I hate me too.

So you think your powerful for it?

I was hating me long before you.

So quit the shit.

I'm the one who breaks my skin.

Fuck you,
Fuck you,
Fuck you,
Fuck you ok?
I'm fucking tired of your games.
You love me.
And I'm with you,
But you never spend a minute with me.
Youre busy,
I get it,
But I'm fucking tired of this shit,

A week passes,
And what?
Nothing.
Fucking nothing.
Why do I try anymore?..
Youre never gonna change..
But I still think you will..

Publication Date: 08-19-2013

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