Listen to your Heart by Forever.anynomus (i read a book TXT) 📕

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What would you do If I put a gun to my head?
Would you ask if its loaded
I dare you because I'll show you...
Would you tell me you loved me and say your good-byes, sit on my bed with tears in your eyes, hold my hand and say “Never Let Go”
I hope because I’d believe your words and accept your request...

But we both know what your most likely to do...


♥I Believe♥

♥ I believe I can fly and if by chance I'm wrong I will fall and if no ones there to catch me I will hit the ground and I believe it will hurt but I will stand up and dust myself off and then try to fly once more and if by chance I fall again for I am not a bird I will stand up and dust myself off but I believe I can fly and I will keep trying to fly until I don't hit the ground ♥


Difference

Prepare to see a side of me that you don't know. Get ready because I'm ganna put on a show, your ganna think its alright and believe its okay. Its like Subway you can have it your way. Just pull my strings and I'll dance just for you I'll put on a show it will be my masquerade debut.


Cheater

Roses are red, violets are blue, i have 5 fingers, the middle ones for you.
Roses are red I want you fucking dead
Violets are blue this is 100% true
This is your Anniversary card from me to you
Its not what you thought
But it comes from a spot
A spot in my heart
A spot where your not
I hope your next girlfriend is hot
Roses are red violets are blue, Bet you can't guess what I want to do?
You stabbed me in the back and had the balls to stay
You lied to my face and thought you'd get away
I thought this would be a cute way to say
Roses are red violets are blue, I found someone so much better than you!


Second thought

Sometimes I wanna pick it back up one more hit
I can handle it I've been off for over a year
My addition won't come back
I've picked it up a few times but I always put it back
The thought of you crossed my mind
You told me to figure out what I need more
You or drugs
My heart picked you
But my past picked
Crack
Heroin
Hydrocodone
Inhalants
LSD
Marijuana
MDMA (Ecstasy)
Methamphetamine (Crystal Meth)
OxyContin
I've thought of doing it I've almost went back
I've picked it up but I always put it back
You have always been my second thought
I need you so much more I want you in my life
I don't wanna go back
I don't wanna be like that
I wanna be better
I wanna see strait
Without you I'll go back


Forever and Always?
I can be your fantasy, You can be my dream come true. Although from now on I have to say that somethings gone wrong. I am not okay thats how I say good-bye. You can watch me put my mouth around the rifle, from words of hate its forever to late. Some will ask “why did she have to go?” No one would ever know, sad thing is your no one to me. All I ask is that you don’t worry about me, from what I see you never cared. I’m so alone so lonely and I trust nobody I’m all on my own. When I'm with you I'll make up for every thing I did. You don’t know how you met me And you don’t care why.... Don't turn around, Never say good bye, Your better off if you don’t ask me why. We'll be okay if you don’t ask me to stay. Your running threw my mind all day every day, Like a song stuck in my head playing over and over nonstop pounding in my head. Its me and you now I can’t turn back the clock I can’t change reality thats a sad fact of life. I can turn you into something you don’t wanna be So please don’t follow me. Your hands tied behind your back red running from your face. I can’t do it alone. This an’t about love, it an't no broken heart crying bull shit This isn’t a lonely kid brake up story, It an’t no whisky la-la bye where you might cry at the end, its the fact of life on what a little lie did to one fucked up kid. I want you to cry me a river. Don't act like you didn’t known, Don’t get all sad about it Now. I refuse you must got me confused with someone now you loose. How could you leave me alone in the dark in the cold with no reason to live? You don’t have to say what you did was wrong you don’t have to admit you did it, Just cry me a river, Build me a bridge and leave me the fuck alone. I sat on the bed with a gun and roses in hand. I'm doing things I never do, Saying things i’v never said, Turning in to someone you never knew. I can be your melody making you do things that can be so sinful. What would you do if I wrote you a song; Would you sing along? Would you walk away? You had me in the palm of your hand dancing like a puppet. I don’t wanna talk about it. I don’t wanna think about it. If you are dead or still alive I don’t care. I say that I’m moving on, Why don’t you walk away? Hows it feel living a lie? Now you want somebody to feel your loneliness, you feel the dark sorrowed you, you feel the hopelessness set in, so cold it hurts, all your suicide thoughts coming back, your lost? Well, welcome to the grate unknown. Get locked up Who cares, who’s sad? The old me is dead and gone, walking away on the path that you made. I thought forever and always lasted Longer, at least longer then it took you to change your mind. So I guess I was wrong. You don’t have to sing along to that silly little love song. You don’t have to walk away, I don’t mind you can stay. You don’t have to drop dead, shoot when have I ever meant what I said. You don’t have to remember what I said, it was I love you; if you already forgot. You don’t have to forget I existed, you can be my best friend. You don’t even have to tell me why you lied, you didn’t seem to care much when you saw that I cried. Because of you being you, you did it anyway. Doing every thing you never had to do, Was the best thing you ever did to me.............My favorite was what happened after you walked away. You suffocated, drowned in the air around you. Lost in thoughts no child should think, as I look at you laying flat on the floor, with a sinister grin I walk away now there was really nothing left to say I went to park when noon was dark and just like a fool I forgot how to breathe. Happily ever after comes only after you leave.
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Publication Date: 11-05-2010

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