Deep Breaths(OFFICIALLY COMPLETE) by Ellington Deletorre (large ebook reader .txt) 📕

Reality
Such a boring thing
Fantasy is that marvelous place where
you can wonder
ponder
belive
all the things from
here to
yonder.
What things tickle your fantasy
where you can be anything
OOH the things to do
see
believe
BE
Please just belliev in what you want
Stand high
Loudly sing
Reality is real
And sometimes fantasy is to
These are the things of life

She's gone
She never speaks back
She used to be what I liked
What I wanted
What I thougt I really needed
A girl so kind and sweet
lovely
sweet
blessing
she's heaven
beauty
I like her
Put none above her
I'll do anything for her
nothing covered
She makes me hover
Blush too
Although she when she's not
She's still here
Always somewhere else
She is the one I hold dear
The one that makes me smile and not hold onto her fears
She strong
Beautifal
talented
But she's gone now
And that's just
Another end

I get mad
When I'm wrong
I get moody
Irresponisble
Dissmisive
Rash

But somethimes when I'm wrong
I'm relieved
Like when a girl
I like
Didn't want me to leave
I was afraid and
got brave
enough to explain
the wrong thing

She told me different
I was happy
Embaressed
Slacking
It was a shmae
My assumption
BuT HEY
I'll never know
When I'm wrong

There is light
There is darkness
There is love
There is hate

Everything has an oppsite
And some are afraid of those
They
hide in the darkness of their fear
They are afraid
Never brave enough
For one to explain
whats going on

They hide from the truth
Even the ones under their own roof
And thats proof
Of the fear of
Stubborn fools
Who can not be true
of their fears
because, in their world
Fearless is cool
But it's also false

I am the mountain that standS tall
Strong and mighty
Never hiding

I am the lion roaring loud
Golden and proud
And all the while

I am the soldier of soldiers
The one who fights like a rolling boulder
And when a death comes to eye
I shrug it off my shoulder

I am the eagle taking flight
Scary to the rabbits eye
With talons open wide

I am the mighty MIGHT
Who stands tall and glorious
I don't falter
I stand VICTORIOUS
Will you?

He called me ugly
whatever
He called me a fool
Whatever
He thinks I'm dumb
Whatever
He thinks I'm no one
Whatever
He's insecure
He's upset
So he hates on the one's he believes
that are better than him
He needs a hug
lots of love
If he can't find it
He turns to drugs
The "Hard" life
The kind where he is too young
Walking aroung
Pants falling
Carrying a gun

I have a security box
where i LOVE myself
And exude it when needed
You should have one too
Or you'll be that bum
He ahd the whole world but threw it away
And decided to live that gang life
Shame
He's not no where near cool
when his life is not going well
And hasn't been in school
But in jail
I feel for him
But he chose that life
Oh well

We are friends
Friends forever
Who stay together
And fight
under any weather
the shine like light
heavier than a 5 tons of feathers
Becasue we are friends
to the end
But what type of end
I care for you
I like you
Because amigo
There is a problem
Something that I must tell you
Something so true
I will never die for you
But I'll always die with you

I look at you
I look at myself
I see people
I see the world
I see fear
No rest
No hopes left
Can't cook up anything
Inspiring
So no chef
Just a red blue and white crest
A symbol
of continous death and
when I wake
I stay that way
all day till I fall back
To the cousin of death
and I dream
As I take
Hopeful
Deep Breaths

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Publication Date: 10-02-2012

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Dedication:
To Brooke....Also Known As texish, a good friend of mine...who inspired me to write these poems