Inspired Poems by Serena (people reading books TXT) 📕

alone

Trying to be on my own

This little sparrow

Only wallows

Sparrow fly free, fly high

You will make it through

You are beautiful

Your life fulfilled

Sparrow you heart, loyal

And always his

Will one day bring him home

Rose Bush

Rose Bush

Little black rose bush

So rare with so much meaning

You look beautiful

Your thorns, will they help, with this pain

I think they might

Watching the warm, crimson blood

gives me a rush of relief for a few minutes

Even reality rushes back and I plunge back into darkness

Alone and forgotten

Thank you little black rose bush, until I need you again

Pretending

I am getting tired

Pretending, it's tiring

Pretending to be happy

Faking that sweet smile

Pretending I am not mad

I play nice

Pretending I am not scared

Will I ever win your heart back

Pretending I don't miss you

I am dying inside

Pretending I don't care

When you are the only one I care for

Pretending I am not alone

When you're the only one who made me whole

Pretending I am not hiding

Hiding from the world, hiding my true self

Pretending you not the only one I can be myself around

When you are

I am growing tired of pretending

Will you please come home?

From Loved to Hurt

I loved you with every fiber in my being

but you played with my hear

I am hurt

Why did you leave? Why did you have to go?

Now I suffer a pain that I can't escape

Will something sharp help?

What about something dull?

Or something that slowly consumes

It consumes you slowly from the inside, out

All I want is to feel loved by you again

Not this pain

Little Bundle

Nine months I wait

Until that little bundle

That joyful bundle comes into my life

but without you that little bundle

The one that is always crying and screaming

Is just another obstacle in my path

I need you to start the life I want

Oh, so badly

I Can't

I can't do this

Not without you

I can't be truly happy

When I don't have you

I can't do nothing but cry

When you shattered my heart

I can't move on

While my heart is trapped on you

I can't have the life I want

Because you are part of that life

I can't be me anymore

Until you come home, I can't

Home

Come Home Honey

To a place of warmth

Come home honey

So I can keep you safe in my arms

Come home honey

To your family

Come home honey

To your darling girl

The wife that loves you so

Come home, my love

Please come home

I miss you oh, so much

Crazy

Anger

Sadness

Depression

False happiness

Loneliness

They are all buried inside

Wanting to blow the top

I am trying to keep them in check

Though, I am losing it

Am I going crazy, I think I am

I the loony bin, I am

there I will stay

Until you return and save my crazy soul

I am going crazy, crazy, crazy

Wanting you back so badly

Crimson Red

I cry and cry

Wanting to escape

As I watch my crimson red blood

My blood, it covers me like a blanket

I feel safe under it's crimson red color

Dripping from my finger tips

Silently hitting the sink

Being wash away by the running water

It takes my pain and sadness with it

That crimson red color, I love you

Crimson red still with me until I need you again

You Gave Them the Chance

Wondering what happened to us, I know

You gave them the chance