What I Feel by Patricia Galindez (red white royal blue .TXT) 📕

I Cry.......

I cry, because I feel alone,

I cry, because no one cares about me,

I cry, because I’m unloved,

I cry, because no one understands,

I cry, because hardly anyone notices me,

I cry, because I feel useless,

I cry, because I hate myself

I cry, because I have no life.

Someone to Hold

I'm drowning in loneliness,

There's no one to save me,

At least to make the loneliness go away,

I need someone to hold on to,

To be my life line,

To keep me from drowning,

But I soon see,

Who would want to be my life line?

Reliving the Past

The joyful memories,

the happiness you once lived,

you want it all back.


Wishing to have a rewind button,

turn back time,

just this once.


The laughs,

the fun,

your friends being your rock.


I give anything to have those memories relived again.

Tough Times

Living in such despair,

living it everyday,

having the urge to run away,

this time is tough to go through,

I just want things the way they were.

No One Would Care

What would anyone would do if I left?

Would they cry?

Would they miss me?

So many questions,

but I could see that they'll move on,

they will in a blink of an eye.


My old friends,

they would have already forgotten me to care,

My new friends,

we weren't that close for them to care,

My family,

they weren't that understanding to care for what I've been going through.


Everyone would shed a tear,

but move on like I never existed,

like I always thought,

no one would care.

Soul Mate

My one,

My only one,

So much not like the others,

So deep within my heart,


You're like a tattoo that will never erase,

Just like you are in my heart,

Your eyes penetrate me within,

In your eyes your soul is pure.


Your warm strong hands,

Those will make me surrender to you,

Your smile that will forever be engraved in my brain,

That's what I look forward to see.


You are mine,

And I am yours,

Say the words,

And I'm forever yours.

The Marks

Sometimes you can't keep your emotions in,

But you can let them out in a way,

As I pick up my sharp object,

I trace it along my arm,

Making a master piece,

Tracing lines over and over.


The lines become scars,

Red scars,

My scars that will last,

They'll stay there as it was a tattoo.


This tattoo however can fade,

It saddens me,

But I could always do it again,

When needing to express.

Reality is a Prison

I haven't noticed until now,

Sometimes I would think I'll end up in a type of prison,

And I was right,

I just had to open my eyes and see.


This whole reality is a prison,

So it makes me a prisoner,

Someone who would want to break out,

Though, this is not an ordinary prison.


This place has no brick walls or security,

We roam around like we're free,

But we're not,

It's all an illusion.


There would be one way to break out,

It may be difficult for some,

But for those who is easy will escape,

And wake up free.

The Light to My Dark

So cold and gloomy,

Pitch black and blind,

Lost and confused.


Alone and afraid,

Sad and forgotten,

So dark.


A miracle,

Right in front of my eyes;

It's illuminating.


Warm and comfort that it brings,

A light to light my way,

It's here for me and to protect me.


You are my light, my love,

The light to my dark,

Be here forever.

Alone in the Dark

My day begins,
I made it through the day,
Until it got dark I feel so alone,
I sit in my lonely dark room;
For the rest of the night I was miserable,
I felt like nobody wanted me.

It was morning again,
It's was