The frustration is the way to success. by mohamad safan (free e books to read .txt) 📕

She did love indeed

From the deepest heart

Since several years

But for her nation

It is prevented for a girl

She loved smart as him

To tell him sense to him 

It is considered

She lost her respect

To herself, to herself

He heard the old sound

Said with movement hand,''

Do and collect the harvest?"

But they didn't respond

They moved at each other

They moved with constant

They moved with a talk

Getting from a heart

Showing by the eyes

Feeling by their bodies

Reflecting at their faces

They met by crashing

They met by hanging

They met with a kiss

The old did a sound of gladness,"

You must marry at once!"

The joy covered the presence

And they became from this

Husband and wife by this

Word he had said

The presents were Witnesses

They became as one partner

From that Time and forever

But when they searched for an old

They found no one 

They searched for her

They searched everywhere

They returned with empty hands

They found only dreams

They filled with sadness

Till he was passed

To sell his products

He found the police car stopped

The officer with smile got

He said," Here is your mom!"

The guy cried a lot

He kneeled and kissed her hand

They returned home

The happy flew over there

The days passed dear

Memories were gotten everywhere 

At once, the deaf was absent

When she went to the market

They searched for her

They found nothing

Till, the door was knocked

One entered with hurried

She said with sadness

"The deaf one was found

Lying beside some walls

She was very ill

She asked to see you at once

Chapter 6

She wrote your names

And told us your address

They went at speed

They found her in bad

They learnt what she had

She got very ill

The ill was so advanced

The doctor found her at bad

After she got crashed

By mad car driven by mad

They looked at hers

She still had an angel face

Her beauty were so shine

The entire music still heard

Her sweet soul weren't gone

They felt it as it was played

She slowly opened her eyes

She could finally smile

The roses at end were colored

With beauty refulgent

She moved her hands in slow sound,

"How, how had you found

Me after all days?

After my absence!"

He tried to hide his tears

He said with shaking hands

"The moon couldn't disappear

Who can prevent the sun rays?

We are happy to get you again

How you imagine we can bear

Your absence for days

The seconds was counted as years

When you away!"

The old moved hands with sad"

You will be cured

You will return to your past

Play, shout, and collect

More wealth and will not talk

Or recognize me as I am poor"

She smiled and suffered with pains

Then she lost her conscious

They hurried to the doctors

The pains covered them

The pain got them sick

They got very troubled

They could not talk

Then, they collected their brave

"What had she got?" said the man

The doctor said", she got ill

Her sick was late

And the cure was rare"

He felt unconscious

He was carried to wake

He was very weak

The old woman said!

"Oh! My hero wake up!"

He couldn't be waked

He was carried to intensive care

They did more trials

Then he could be waked

He stopped in hard

He wanted to move

And see her again.

The old woman tried to slow

He insisted to go

They stopped at her room

They found no one at

The servant came with sad

He said," Your relative is dead"

Chapter 7

They couldn't talk

The old screamed

She lay at land

She lost her hope

She found all black

The man was locked

His legs were stopped

He bent to the wall

He couldn't talk

The servant ran

The nurse suddenly

Came with a smile

He said," Oh! Awful lady

The world has dummy

She laughed and we are sorry!"  

She said, "Your wife is here

She will complete cure here!"

The man looked with astonishment

He looked as he had a punishment

He looked like a mad

Losing his mind

Saying with hesitate

You mean mine.

She still alive!"

She said," Yes, she is'!"

He was happy

Like a child found his mummy

After long time of unhappy

That she might be in a way

Absence and be away

Who can return the lost?

Who can bear long absent?

He walked as the old

She walked with crying

He said "Don't do!

We must go

She is alive

Still have life"

They entered hers

Her bright with there

Her face was shine

Her smiled was increased

But she still had sad

She moved her hands

They moved toward

Like a fast wind

She told by hands,

"I still have life

My age is tall

Than any tall"

She smiled a lot

But the sad is appeared

Like a wave at bad

She looked very sad

She bit her lips

From suffering pains

She shacked a lot

She asked them

To catch her hands

They were squeezed

She screamed with trying

To low her sounds

She hanged their hands strong

She put them at her chest

Her fingers grasped hard

They felt their blood

Move slowly at her hand

It converted to color

Of dark blue

They knew she suffered

They went to get their hands

Free to get a help

She hanged them with strong

And finally they saw her bright

She untied her fingers

Her smile increased in bright

Then her tooth appeared at white

Then she went, went

She had dead.

Chapter 8

 They felt with dizziness

What did they get?

They felt with lack of sense

They couldn't talk

They actually see the world

Wearing every black

The mountain was carried

Over their weaken back

They felt with horrible attack

Was come from every side

Anything was seen

Enormous at every tiny

The fly looked as mythical

The day was like the night

It looked very dark

There is no sign for light

Everything is awful

The world became horrible

And no kind can be

Why did our hearts suffer?

While everything became darker

The dark appeared with danger

As terror couldn't be changed

The mind sound can be heard

The evil sound is loud

Who can face my thought?

Now, the time to be out

Of the world, the day and the sign

Who bear those knocks

Led him to a horrible?

The old was stopped

She stepped toward him

Saying with kind,

"Don't be sad"

He looked at her

She still cried and said, "

Be patient, man!"

He said, "I don't want any help

I do not want any advice

Don't show me your face

Go, go and don't return"

The onld woman cried

She heard her heart was divided

She moved so slowly

As she felt she carried the world

Over her weaken back

They didn't go together

Man on side

The old at the other

After their lover was buried

They went on different sides

She went to her ancient

Beside the entrance of a building

He went also to the ancient

Beside the famous river

He stopped at the edge

Preparing to fell in

His life was not important

He felt as unimportant

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He went to the edge

He looked downward

He heard a whisper,"

Come under in deeper

Beyond, beyond his legs

Saw her face at brilliant

Looked with her elegant

Moving her two hands

Asking about his health

Telling she was good

She was cured of pains

She leaves up at heaven

The sky was all fallen

With stars that was shown

At great photo of love

She felt those over enough

The sign, the symbol is love

She felt with happiness

The suffering was tough,

But, there was not suffer above

The love governed above

The enemy was gone

The devil was not seen

The angels were blessing

They greeted every faithful

Their faces were beautiful

He couldn't imagine how a wonderful!

Life was so easy

Ill was so away

Health is so fully

She would be told

That she would speak

She will surely talk

He will hear her

He was her faith love

She saw his rosy checks

Fully, and shiny

Colored and red clearly

Her face covered with happiness

The hearts would be showed  

 She saw every heart

She knew the best or the worst

She could feel who tells the trust

At his speech and talk

Or one who spoke with liars

Their colors around their faces

Changed and could be noticed

She waved her hands

Telling in obvious movements,

"Why do not you follow me?

Here to live with me

Here at heaven with happy"

He said," Yes! Tell me!"

She said," That is easy!

Only jump at that holy

River crossing kindly

Come and touch it safely

You will not suffer again"

He said, "But I will get dead"

She said, "Why don't you greet me?

First, understand me

Second, heard me

I can talk and speak!"

He jumped up

The crowds felt with their hearts

That he might fall downward

The officer went and hurried

He returned with the old

She ran as she could

She said after she was told,

"Boy, don't hear that

Don't follow that

Who appeared was devil?

Who came, was evil"

The crowd became greatest

The man stood at straight

Decided impotent thing

He would certainly jump

The crowd said at loud

The crowd was there in spite of cold   

The crowd was there in spite of time

In spite of unsafe at the land

They said, "Stop, stop"

The most of them cried

When he looked at water

He saw her face smile

He could see her smile

Her sound was light

It was heard as a harmony

Come from a heart to heart

In direct, with clear way

He could see her brilliant

He understood, he understood

The old said, "Come don't look?

This is the devil

Wanted you to be in hell

He must not be heard"

She continued with sad in touch,

''I loved her much

I loved her than you

But she had gone

I know she was a above

At the high sky beside the sun

We surely will meet again

At the most justice one

This is our God

He ordered you to be patient

He ordered you to thank him

He ordered you to obey him"

He said," Who?

I knew myself at first

My luck was so dearest

And my way is the hardest

My time is the heaviest

And my life is the weakest

Why does he do that?"

The old said," Return to your God

You still alive

You had time

That is enough

To begin a new life

You still younger

You have a power

To be at the top

Of all your hope

Thank him for he creates

Thank him for your health

Thank him for he leads

You with her in holy tie

Between your hearts"

He said, "But she's gone

She was so far

Nonsense, nonsense"

She said "No!

She is still at your heart

Come and obey your God

Help the poor one

And give the thanks to her soul

To reach above at the heaven

Be rich to spend money

To build a home for stateless

To build hospital for sick persons

To spread the happy for lovers

By helping them achieving their wishes

By helping them to be married

By chasing the sadness

Appearing at the orphans' faces

Cultivate the happy at the hearts

Surely you will gain it with success"

 Chapter 10 

The old woman said to him

With concerted eyes that reflect

The experience of days

Those may be best or worst

"Boy, look to me

Gaze at me

I met all worst

My child who I cared

Him with love one and lived

At my home and accepted

My favor by putting

Me at older house

Then why he spent money

At the oldest woman

He said in frank

He was out by that"

She continued with sadness,"

I found homeless

I lived here at street

My cover was the sky

My bed was the earth

My friends were the stars

My lovers were the dogs

Cats, mice and insects

We made a completely net

Of tied friends, that can't be cut

And I lived with hope

Of meeting my dearest

At my God up

And I will complain loud

To let all creatures hear sound

Come from deepest broken

Heart that can be repaired

And if you decide to be dead

Let's do it my truly child!"

She put her legs up

With great difficult

 After some failed

, she succeeded

To be up the wall and looked

She said with loud

"Oh! My lord

Be witness on my love

I love that guy as my child

And I will die with only him

As he deserved to do that

For lovely days and sweet"

The crowds got sad

They screamed loud

She tried to throw herself

The man ran to save

He said between his tears

"No, no my madam

Let be complete our days"

They both completely hanged

For long times and closed

Their eyes to see the heavens

Those appeared and were imagined

They could hear the angels

They believed that they were the best

They heard the calling for dawn prayer

Came from beside mosque

They entered to pray

And thanked God for save

When they were out

They met and shook

The old said," That is right

Remember me at every light

Remember me at every pray

Remember me and smile"

She said with weaken voice,"

Let me for a while"

She stood beside

She leaned to the wall aside

She fell with silent

He called, "Mom, mom" aloud

She had actually dead

Chapter 11

He went very sad

What did he have

To get every bad?

His wife was dead

His lovely old was gone

He must forget

He returned to drink

He forget his work

He forget the world will

He didn't forget her

He remember her

When he was prayer

But now he is drinker

He was late till mornings appear

It was Morning Prayer

He entered the nearest mosque

When he knelt, his mouth has a scent

That got from a wine drinker

The prayers beside him

Cried at his face

He was dismissed at once

He said," Why do Muslims do that?

I wanted to repent

They wanted only the heaven

I wanted also the hell

He returned to the wine shop

As he swore he would drink every drop

He found it was closed

He screamed," Why do you my God

Finish my life at once?

I wanted to repent

Your salves seemed to be elegance

The Muslims today wanted

To close the heavens in front

At anyone was