Midnight Thoughts of Dreamer's Poems by Lupe Martinez (ereader for textbooks .txt) 📕

nightmares, Yes you would conquer them but what will be of you after the divesting journey? Will you die alone? Die when your struggling to survive? What will become of you…what Is your destiny...


I have receive a letter that contains the forbidden fruit. I took it thinking the would be no harm containing within itself. So wrong was I. I took the letter that contain the unknown. Took it and burn into gray ashes and wash them away. I know it never meant harm but I harm me in so many ways. I did not read what was meant for me to read, kept it in the dark and ignorance. The pain though still remains. Why I am I trusted? Why me see the pain within people’ s eyes and not cry in front of them, I keep it inside lock away. Like I have transfer their pain into me. I have not yet cry out the pain and sorrow. A few drops come out of my heart but not yet have I relieved myself. I need someone to tell, someone to hold on to. But it seems like aid for me isn’t coming any sooner…


I don’t understand why they say “a beautiful snow white winter” when to me it means the death of so many beautiful living things. it’s a black winter with a cold shallow heart. A frostbite to come and cold you to your inner cores. A cold dark winter, it is to me. When all life dies away and wet crystals of tears are released throughout the gray skies. When I took outside my window I see shadows looming next to darkness and welcoming loneliness and death. I dislike this image in my mind but in some way it describes more or less life all around me and my past…


The last time I lost something was trust. Trust is something very special and dear. It is one of the most important gift you can give to friends or someone you care about. But when trust Is lost between the two groups no longer will there be a secure bound holding them together. Both will fall apart into many pieces. So when trust is giving to you, do not let it go. Keep it secure and close to you so it won’t break and give trust back in the same way that other person gave it to you. Trust is not a silly thing to play around with.


I say many things about change and life. I try not to judge someone by its cover. Nobody perfect though and will never be. Trying is better than nothing. Trying to change myself and others views. Trying to learn about myself and others. Trying to is a magical matter but on my way to change I might get lost and lose hope. Though faith is never gone so long because once again try to find my way to change and sometimes I do get there and walk out as a winner but that’s not always the case. There’s always a win or a loss, and destiny sometimes choices to put grief into my arms. So I can carry it out to light it up in hope. Once again become a wonderful sensation of change…


At least have sympathy for the one young girl suffering from amnesia. Have mercy for the poor and wealthy. Do not give up faith Keep charging up to hope because its the only want that can comfort you unless you kick her out . Have compassion for war, hunger, and the lonely. Learn from the hearing and listening so y0u can help others and not commit the same mistakes as others did. Have mercy for the world and boundaries that they have all done great sacrifices for the survival of life. Have faith, hope, and compassion for yourself because if you don’t understand yourself then who will for you and others?


Shallow inside…Nothing within except my soul…Thoughts breaking me and hurting me. Thinking through the future and praying to God to never let my hand go cause that will be the end of me. To never forgot of me. To never lose me no matter what holds in the future. Seems like praying isn’t enough. Just know that I want to be with him for eternity, feel pureness and love. He never said that life would be easy but it seems like I’m being challenge! The obstacles that have been scattered in my path haunt me and want to take me to hell. I pray for my angel and my Mary to have compassion in me and pray for me…

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Publication Date: 05-06-2011

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