Words Felt from My Mind, Written from My Heart by Denard Wright (classic novels txt) 📕

Mixed Emotions

 

Mixed Emotions

 

Who can I run to

When no one seems to trust you

Where do you go when all around you is nothing but sorrow

Sometimes I don’t even look forward to tomorrow

I ask my Father above,

Where is the love??

I know I have a family that cares

But lately all they’ve given me is tears

They say I’m a follower

When I know I am a leader

I have put up these emotional walls

Even though I really want them to fall

At the end of my road it says “Caution”

This road is covered with potholes

Of Mixed Emotions!

Night of Trouble

 

One night (the argument that lead to trouble)

 

I know you have a man and you know I have a bae,

But we can not resist this temptation,

I need your love sensation.

Let’s stop all this talking and just get to touching

All I need is this one night

So let me do you just right

Let me put you in a position that you’ll never forget.

So you’ll want to come back and get

Let me taste your goodies,

While moving down to your …

Let me lick all over your body

While you’re caressing mines

Before I put it on, let me put a guard on my …

After I’m done with you,

I have to go home to my baby boo

We both know what we doing is wrong

But we seem to can’t do right

All I needed was this one night to remember

On this late night of september

This is my goodbye for now

Until we meet again somehow

I wish this can last forever

But I can’t go on any further

Goodnight and goodbye to my one night stand man

Who made this night feel grand!

Spoken Word #30

 

Spoken Word #30

 

That feeling you get when your heart bleeds for one,

You reach out and realize they’ll never come.

You wake up

And look for that text…

Or miss call?

But then you remember that there is no one

You hope for their kisses and hugs

And those annoying rude shrugs

These words were spoken from my mind,

With hurt written between these lines.

Sibling Jealousy

 

Jealous (He has everything)

 

He has everything,

And I have nothing.

You bought his first car,

And don’t even want me to go far.

You bought him his first three laptops,

Shit! It seems I will never be at the top.

You paid for his prom,

When mine came around I was like, hmm where is my mom?

You always compare me to him,

And made me feel so slim.

You paid for him to go to GradNite,

When I asked, all I received was a might.

You have done a lot for my brother,

Sometimes I ask myself why even bother.

I don’t say anything because I don’t want to sound ungrateful,

But it hurt I have endured is so painful.

I know you say you love us equally,

But I all have to show is jealousy …

Spoken Word #301

 

Spoken Word #301

 

Ever get to that point,

Where you go beyond rage

And you are past the point of hate

When all of your sadness,

Turns into pure madness.

That’s when you just …

Don’t give a Fuck

All you know is hate, pain, rage and carelessness

You become so negative,

That it scares you?

When that moment,

You have simply had enough!!

These words were spoken from my mind,

With frustration written between these lines.

Just Listen

 

Just Listen

 

When you come to me for advice,

I’m always there like white on rice.

But when I’m down,

You never seem to be around.

The times when I want to be with you,

You want to act all brand new.

Sometimes I get so sick of your shit,

Always accusing me of being with some other bitch

All you want to do is argue and yell

You’re worse than bills coming through the mail

I love you and I do not want to lose you

But lately all I want to do is flee

It’s like I have to ask your permission

For you to just shut the fuck up and listen.

I’m tired of the stress

And all of your mess

Pack up your shit,

And just get

Because you’re never going to listen

Cry No More

 

Cry No More

 

As I sit along this beach shore,

I yell out I don’t want to cry no more

As these tears flow down my face

I pray for God’s amazing grace

My heart is in a million pieces, And my mind is in a billion places

I just want to be happy, I’m not trying to change your personality

I don’t want to sound to emotional

But my heart is breaking down like waves at the intercoastal

I want you to understand how I feel

I wish you let me in like you did your last meal

My arms are open, Like words being spoken

I promise I will never hurt you, I love you like I love the color blue

You’re just so damn opinionated,

Which makes me so damn frustrated

I wonder what our future has in store,

As I shout out I don’t want want to cry no more

Trust Issues

 

Trust Issues

 

I never thought I’d be here

Standing in a hall full of my fears

I never thought it’ll be you

That can make me feel so blue

I never thought I’ll have these issues

That will bring me to grab a box of tissues

I wonder if there will ever be trust

Or will we always just fuss

I wonder how you feel about me

And will I ever get the chance to see?

I wonder if you know that you’ve been shady

Hell I thought I was you one and only baby

I wonder if you see how much I’m hurting

Or am I just overreacting?

I sit in my room and start thinking

Do you know how it feels when your heart begins sinking

I’m not trying to rush you into being with me

So why do I feel that you want to just leave

Yes. I’ll admit I have these trust issues

Damn,