My Life Poems by kylah geisler (e reader for manga .TXT) 📕

poem 7

 

We fight 

We kick

We yell

We harm 

Nothing seems to work for us,

We let our guard down,

And then 

boom!

We change 

No one is as messed up as us 

We’ve seen things 

Ppl would never believe 

Done things ppl dont think we would ever do 

Hurt ourselves from the pain inside of being all alone for the rest of our lives 

We are the broken chords 

Of life 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Who’s the fool now!

poem 8

 

My life is never the same after you,

You made me soar through the clouds as if no care in the world,

Now you let me drown and drop to the ground,

I’m getting worse.

Each breath is a pain,

Each heavy breathing 

I want to let go,

Hold on I still want you,

Come back I still need you,

Let me take your hand, 

Let me love you all my life,

I can’t do this anymore,

But I have to,

If not for me,

For my friends,

 my mother,

Let go of you is what I have to do,

I will always love you,

 goodbye my love.

 

 

Trust me I know!

She walks alone,

Once again heartbroken, 

poem 9

 

Never to understand,

 what she has done to deserve this pain,

How does everything good end up scared and broken 

Dead on the inside,

Once again.

 

One last breath!

He walks alone 

Under the beautiful midnight sky 

He stops to look up at the stars,

WHY am I the ONE who GETS hurt THE most HUH!

He cries and screams at the world around him,

WHY! 

Walking in the middle of the road

 drinking the pain away 

Once again,

Hoping to be numb,

He yells,

He screams,

He cries,

WHY THE FUCK AM I THE ONE WHO GETS HURT!

More and more cries 

Tears slide down his white silk tone skin cheeks 

Flushed because he’s

Yelling for the pain to be erased 

He begs and cries

He drinks more and more every night,

He yells 

I DON’T WANT TO HURT ANYmore

I DON”T WANT TO STILL BE IN LOVE WITH HER,

He cries drops to his knees 

Crying and drinking 

He drinks till the pain is gone 

He knows tonight is the right time 

Take a lot of alcohol and drink till there's nothing left of him 

One last breath he takes one more sip before he closes his eyes and draws one last breath of air.

poem 10

 

I'm sick of losing everything I love,

To the one thing I hate the most,

It’s because of me that they are never coming back, 

I can’t do this anymore,

I can’t lose one more person,

I’m all alone,

Please stay,

I'm sick of losing everyone that I love deeply,

I choose to protect from myself,

I pushed them away to protect them from me,

I’m not great,

My sky is grey,

Cloudy and rainy,

It’s a storm,

We call depression,

It kills us all 

Whether we like it or not we don’t have a choice,

None of us choose to isolate ourselves from you 

We protect you by pushing you away,

Because we love and care for you more than you know

So don’t hate us we protect you.

poem 11

 

She looks at herself in the mirror 

Looking at this person she doesn’t know anymore,

She can’t bare looking anymore,

She looks away, ashamed of the person she has become,

Then she sees the scars on her wrist, the fresh ones too  

She drops to the ground

On her knees, she’s holding the blade to her heart,

crying,

The only friend who understands is the blade in her hands,

She cries,

She looks at the blade for a long time

She’s in a daze,

She Blinks,

Holds the blade tight,

She Squeezes tighter,

Blood seeps through her hand,

Blood flows deeply and slowly,

down her wrist to the ground,

It hits the white dantish floor of the bathroom,

She grabs a wet towel and dabs at the blood seeping through her wrists,

She feels no pain,

She’s numb,

Inside,

And out,

Once again she wants to run from the demon of her problems,

She slit her wrist over the other ones,

Making it red and bruised,

The blood seeps faster out her wrist,

She hit the vain,

Blood boils,

Blood drips,

Blood stains the counter,

Sains the floor,

She slits her wrists more and more,

Everytime she slits her wrist,

 more blood comes out, 

She lays on the floor,

In a pool of her own blood,

The blood that she cut out,

Of her own skin,

She lays,

Lifeless,

Finally taking her final breath,

She lays there satisfied,

She finally got rid of her demons.

 

poem 12

 

Once again she gives in to her demons,

Bloody wrist, Not worth shit,

Slitting her wrists,

Bloody sleeves,

Bruised body,

Bucket full of water, 

Her wrists are covered in blood and bruised scars,

Scars from the outside, started to outgrow her skin.

 

 

 

Why 

poem 13

 ESCAPE AND LOVE BRAND(A depressed emo song)

It all away if you dig

Be my last impression your last lie

My last impression your last fairy tale

Scribble out the light, kick

 

Tried I tried, would you call

Dysfunctional family I don't walk

Gave up and the music lends

To it some nights well spent

 

I hope that some day by day

Certain distant fall comfort

As escape and love

Brand new man, a brand new man

 

And starts all over the hill

Felt and then swallowed

Choked on the virgin blood

Lips never shaped the words

 

I hope that some day by day

Certain distant fall comfort

As escape and love

Brand new man, a brand new man

 

Side we've got something never live

Yourself this is not so clear midst

Cold tears left with nothing don't feel

Like myself your middle finger was clutching

 

I hope that some day by day

Certain distant fall comfort

As escape and love

Brand new man, a brand new man

DO HOW I FEEL(A depressed rap/r&b song)

Are my melody that's how I was blind I promise

Me just stop and think about the death of us

Is we give it one more day one wanted

Know your friends and my new badu while you sleep

 

Shot to the world, come back down to the places

Where we began to flip you're staying because you're kind

Extra kind then suddenly you're here baby and you lose

All of that habit the pain

 

It should've been a few

But I'm gone do how I feel

In my bedroom door

Wrong hand got me excited

 

Try to keep you satisfied give

Oh I don't wanna do is fight and I shoulda'

Been there, done that you would never mend

Your girlfriend oh, what you do give

 

It should've been a few

But I'm gone do how I feel

In my bedroom door

Wrong hand got me excited

 

Have put you to do things that you walk

Out my life when will they say stay

To the lights and before we say goodbye

Gonna be the love that off the floor she left

 

It should've been a few

But I'm gone do how I feel

In my bedroom door

Wrong hand got me excited

Get depressed, commit suicide, manic

Fitted, legitted, hardwood classic

It's alright, if it's right

Thinkin bout suicide

Yeah the coach used to say i was awesome, right

Im commitin homicide, just to stop suicide,

You other brothers can’t deny

She commited suicide by

Got bitches on mollies, they rollin' all night

Have you tried contempting suicide?

When it came to grams it was 90 i fried

To help me commit suicide

More money to count, yeah you know i’m gettin' right

[f] forgettin' fame formulates foreplay for suicide,

poem 14

 The Gentle And Deadly QueenA Poem by siren01

Whose queen is that? I think I know.

Its owner is