everything that's happened is because you </3 by Elmolovesmehh :D (android e book reader TXT) 📕

see a shooting star.. Ill wish for you... FOR MARCUS <3 RIP....)': 50 MILLION TEARS IVE CRIED AND THE HURT WONT GO AWAY....<3 ILL NEVER LET GO, FOREVER AND ALWAYS IN LIFE OR DEATH...


A scream is worth one thousand words. A tear is more than one thousand screams…

You live in the moment and you think you are happy with it. You laugh and others laugh with you. And at night you sit there And cry, you notice your sad deep down inside you scream for help with your smiles But others believe your okay… Why? Because you’re… A convincing liar…

ONE BULLET TO MAKE MEHH FEEL 10 THOUSAND TIMES BETTER

Our hearts are one and when yours died, so did mine…

I lie to you day after day really I’m happy… I always say but with each cut I try to kill all these feelings but it only makes Mehh NUMB

Day by day I die a little more I loose myself in the abyss Called my soul…to scared to Be alive… however I don’t have enough Courage for mehh to die…
I do not know what is wrong with mehh I do not know who I can really trust I do not know who the person behind this mask is I do not know why no one notices how I feel Why should I always hide my tears? When it would be better if everyone knew so do mehh a favor… look at my wrist and say goodbye

I’m no angel… Nothing special… I make mistakes…. I’m not perfect….

I thought I’d be okay so I listened to our song and at the beginning Is where I started to cry

Happiness is often a dream Pain is often reality Marcus you were my dream… <3 and then I woke up… </3

ANGELS can FLY She WHISPERS and JUMPES now SHE Can FLY with HIM forever <3


Used to pain
She told him the news
The words spoken in a hurry
Her sight starting to get blurry
She told him he was busted
She was done
He started to worry,
Then he began to shake with furry
He grabbed her shoulders
She cried out in pain
He drug her to the kitchen
She shouted his name
He grabbed a knife
She just sat there now
He stabbed her in the heart
She was used to the pain


Everything that’s happened is because you </3

You walk in && I’m crying…
You don’t know why, I tell you I’m dying
you don’t understand what I mean && ask me to explain…
I say the one thing that comes to mind…
It’s your fault josh…
I pull up my sleeves so you know how I deal with my pain.
You ask me that’s my fault??
My response is
yes…which comes out in a whisper…
&& then you say ohh yeah!? What the hell did I do?!?
I yell you broke my heart!!
With tears streaming down my face…
you had I convinced you would forever love me…
&& you say… I lied…
(Not everything has a happy ending) because, I still love you…


The girl everyone wonders who’s
Hiding behind her broken smiles
She see’s only tears
She lies so she doesn’t hurt anyone
She’s always sad…why?
She wonders why he chose me for a life like this
She’s used to suffering
She is tired of crying
And she’s dying on the inside
She believes every promise, and they all get broken
She hides her wrist
She’s ashamed of herself
The girl with a broken heart
She’s afraid to be loved
She feels so alone
She smiles even when it hurts
She lives in hell
She thinks she’s ugly
She’s tired of being teased and used
No one cares about her
She’s tired of life
She wants to die
The girl who’s giving up
That girl is me……..


All poems were created by Elmolovesmehh ;D

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Publication Date: 05-14-2011

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Dedication:
dedicated to Someone x3