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and said he was sorry,
he begged for her forgiveness,
Which she gave,
even though she knew he didn't deserve it.
She took a moment and looked down at the ground,
Her heart beat began to increase.
She looked up and said
" Death is just another form of love."
She took out a blade and pressed it into her wrist.
She dug deeper and deeper until a cascade of red rubies fell to the ground.
She stood there bleeding to death.
She collapsed to the ground lily-white and cold.
He caught her in his arms he pulled her closer,
trying to comfort her as she slipped away into oblivion.
Cradled and comforted she fell into an eternal sleep.
Her last breath came out and he cried.
And the words she said still haunt him to this day,
" Death is just another form of love".
His guilt on the other hand was buried with her lily-white body.
But the love they had still lingers.
Of course he doesn't tell his new love.
Because all this happened just because he lied.


The Immortals: part I

His body was like angelic perfection,
and in his glassy blue eyes she could see her reflection.

He stole her breath with just one kiss,
but his touch sent her into a frenzy of bliss.
His body began to mold with hers,
and after that her mind just blurs.

Icy mint is what she could taste,
and then her logic was completely hazed.
It was as if his mouth had been laced,
because her heart beat now raced.

His mouth went from hers to her jugular vein,
but her blood he didn't want to drain.
Seconds before he wanted her life,
but now he wanted her as his wife.

He picked her up without a sound,
and jumped from the window to the ground.
He took her to the forest on the outside of town,
turned her and laid her down.


The Immortals: Part II

As the heaven's cried,
her mortal body died.
Her sun-kissed skin faded to lily white,
and her eyes grew as dark as the night.

Her vision increased,
but her heartbeat ceased.
The blood in her veins stopped it's flow,
and the hunger inside began to grow.

Her hair Straightened,
and her beauty greatened.
The first breath that she tried to take,
was the sensation of being burned at the stake.

She then realized that she was to walk at night,
For her body couldn't handle sunlight.
So when the sun came up they hid underground,
Together they stayed safe and sound.


The Immortals: Part III

In the veil of the mountain they wait.
The angelic man and his beautiful mate.
They Stay hidden, out of sight,
waiting for the veil of night.

Four Ivory arms reach out,
the immortals there is no doubt.
The celestial creatures open their eyes,
remembering their last sunrise.

They escape from the earth and stand.
Then they started to scan the moonlit land.
They have spotted the life they are going to steal.
A young man will be their next meal.

They have a simple plan,
to capture this unsuspecting man.
She will use her heavenly voice,
he follows because he has no choice.

And while he is ensnared by her,
the man will commit the murder.
Are they angels from above?
Their beauty would suggest so, as would their love.

Or are they demons from far below?
From seeing all the innocent blood they let flow, you would think so.
They are a bloody but beautiful vision,
So be wise when you make your decision.


If He Only Knew

If he only knew that I melt when he looks my way,
And his smile gives the world around him life.


If he only knew my heart beats faster when he says my name,
And that his laugh makes even the darkest days bright.


If he only knew that his touch gives me my confidence,
And his warmth makes me breathless.


I want to tell him “I love him”
I want to say he means the world to me.


To tell him I’ll always be there when he needs me.
Even if he doesn’t want to admit it.


I wish I could say that I need him more than he knows,
But I won’t because I don’t want to lose what we have.


I wish I had the courage to tell him
that my heart has always been his.
But my fear of rejection overpowers me.

In the end I want him to know that
I’ll always love him even if he has to leave.
That I’m so in love that if he asked me to wait I would.

If he only knew that I can’t stand not seeing him.
That even when we’re apart he’s on my mind.


If he only knew that every time I saw him with a girl,
that my heart broke in two.


But the biggest thing that hurts me,
is he’ll never know what you know now that you’ve read this.


The Real Me

Everyone who 'knows' me,
only sees what i show.
If they got the whole person.
Their impression of me would change.
I show the tame side
But one day the world will know all of me.
I show as much as can be handled.
Even my friends think I'm bad now.
Wait until they see what my real writing is like.
My poetry is calm on here.
But the story behind this girl leads to Violence.
Sometimes I might show a piece of my insanity.
But still not as bad as they could have been.
I don't want to scare you away.
No.. that's not my goal.
I want to give you the whole story.
But I don't want to lose you yet.
So after you read this don't ask me questions.
Don't ask what I meant.
Just leave it alone until I think you can handle it.
because even if your sure you can take what I've got.
I can assure you, your not ready.
I don't want to put you down or say your weak.
Because I know for a fact your strong.
You've held on to me longer than most.
And I can never thank you enough.
You kept me grounded.
Even when I thought I'd lost my grip.
Every hug you gave left me a reason to get up the next morning.
So one day when you know the real me I hope you will stay.
Don't leave me because god only knows I won't last long in this world.


Pills

Did you know your rejection almost killed me?
and yes my heart has been broken by you.
Did you know every time you yelled you lowered my self confidence?
Yes your words do hurt me even if I don't show it.
Did you know my past has been adding to my own self hatred?
Even though I know I can't fix what he did.
Did you know that when you say "I love you" I don't believe you?
I never have either and I'm not sure if I should.
Did you know i miss you even when your right next to me?
Your so close and yet I can't touch you.
Did you know that I have tried to commit suicide over 7 times?
And most of them were by overdosing.
Did you know they were all prescription pills?
And I stayed up all night trying not to throw them up.
I was all blurry visioned and clumsy.
I fell every where I couldn't stand up And I couldn't stay awake.
I nearly died, but at the last moment I started to breathe again.
This poem isn't made to make you feel guilty,
but you hurt me more than I ever let you know.
So next time I want to talk to you, listen.
Don't push me away I need the comfort of an open heart.
Not just another judgmental mind.
Don't make the pills my only friend.


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Publication Date: 12-25-2010

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