Inside My Head by Sydia Smith (best summer reads of all time txt) π
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She said she would help me
The real question is do I want to know
Spent years dreaming about the day
When I would have that chance to say
Hello, I am your daughter
Yeah the daughter you never knew
Was it worth it
Do you even care about me
No donβt answer that
I already knew
The answer was so clear
Like driving in fog
Like running in snow
Like a three month old baby walking
But since we are here talking
Humor me
Am I the only one feeling this
Do you even know I exist
Please tell me why I was motherless
Not for three weeks
But for three years
Would everything be different
If you was in my life
This is what you left me with
A house in the county
With civil folks that surround me
Everything seems perfect
But the people I call my family
I was verbally abuse when I was a kid
I tried to take my life
So I wouldnβt have to live
So I wouldnβt have to live the life you have given me
There are people who love me
But there are also those people who get to me
The one I call mother wanted someone else
Long hair instead of short
She wanted another one of her kids
Someone who cooks and clean for the hell of it
Someone who doesnβt give her lip
Someone who said how high when she said jump
I wasnβt one of them
I prefer to do something to get something in return
The one who say something when things didnβt make any sense
The one who said why when she said jump
The one still to this day
Would like to say
Bye
Bye to the stupidity
Bye to the imperfect gene
Bye to the mother who said bye to me 18 years ago
Bye to the girl who still wonβt let go
Hi, I am your daughter
Yeah the daughter you will never know
By: Sydia Smith
Synopsis: I was born 18 years ago. My mother left me in the hospital abandoned. No one came back and got me. I was two weeks when I was placed in foster care. Even though I am grateful for the life that I have I still wonder. I was adopted from my foster care motherβs sister when I was three. Growing up I tried to fit in but was told that I was never going to be like one of them earlier. I grew up with the sense of me myself and my brother. I did everything for myself. Didnβt care about anyone else but me and my brother. Growing up I knew that I was adopted. No one would let me forget. I always wanted to know what happen and why it did happen but I never got the answer. I donβt think I am ready for the answer. The poem is about my life and how I felt.
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