Tainted Love by Maniah (english novels to read .TXT) 📕

Vanya POV:-

 I turned and saw him, Mrityunjay Sehgal, he was wearing a navy blue suit with a white shirt without a tie. He came and stood next to me, "Hope my staff took care of all your needs, Vanya," he asked in his deep voice.

How could a man be this heartless, does he feel no remorse over his offer. But who am I to question him when I am selling myself to him. I just want money to save my family. For a moment I wanted to ask for money right now but decided against it recalling Sangeeta's words. 

He was looking at me expectantly "they did," I replied and he nodded "have you eaten Vanya?"

I shook my head, "let's have dinner first, I am hungry after the exhausting meeting," he muttered and I frowned why was he telling me all this. Why was he trying to be nice when I know what he wants from me. He clasped my hand and I flinched at his touch.

He frowned "any problem Vanya?"

I shook my head again and he nodded "shall we?" He asked politely.

I nodded and started walking behind him, he took me to the dining room and pulled the chair for me to sit. "Please…" 

I gulped and sat down on the chair, Mrs Lucy was already there, she greeted him and went to the kitchen for food. Once placing the hot food bowls she left. 

Mrityunjay served me food, it was not the food I am habitual to eating. For me, the food was simple dal ( pulses) roti (chapati bread) and some sabzi(curry) but this is a different kind of food. 

He started eating with a fork and knife, I on the other hand don't even know how to use them. "Any problem? Why are you not eating?" He asked and I gulped down the lump in my throat and just shook my head, "please eat something," he ordered and l picked a piece of carrot from the salad which was the only thing I recognised on the table.

He chuckled seeing me eating salad "so you are one of those…" I didn't know what he meant but I just nodded my head and continued eating the salad while he started eating the food.

After dinner, he offered his hand to me, taking a deep breath I placed my hand in his "you know when I saw you for the first time I was intrigued by your beauty but of course, you already know that. Tell me something about yourself, Vanya," he asked opening a bottle of liquor and filling a crystal glass with it.

I kept mum, didn't say a single word. I have nothing which I want to share with this man. "You are interesting, Vanya," he whispered and came near me. 

I curled my toes in anticipation, frightened if his next step. He traced his finger over my face and some tears pooled in my eyes, my heart was beating fast in anxiety.

He pulled me closer and I gasped in fear "please…" I whispered closing my eyes tightly, tears strolling down my eyes.

He left me immediately and stepped away from me "calm down…" he said and I started crying.

"I apologise, I didn't know that you were not comfortable please come here…" he said in a calm voice and I opened my eyes.

He was holding a glass of water for me "take it," I shook my head and he sighed placing the glass on the side table "it's okay, if you are not comfortable then you can always leave miss Vanya…" he said and I stopped crying. 

No, I can't lose the opportunity, my family depends on me, my one decision can save everything. I remembered my mother's voice and Mihi's fear. Nothing is more important than them.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath to calm my nerves, to calm the anxiousness I was feeling "I want to do this," I whispered looking at him. He frowned and shook his head "you don't Vanya, you are ready yet…"

"No, I want to. I was scared tor a moment but not anymore, I want this." 

He shook his head and was about to stand up from the sofa but I clasped his hand and placed it on my bre**t. He frowned, I didn't let him stand up and touched his lips with mine, I didn't know what else to do. He inhaled sharply and started kissing me, his touch was light on my body, his kisses were soft. I didn't know when he removed my clothes and when he took me to bed. I didn't understand what he was doing but I was not in this world, "you are beautiful, Vanya. The most beautiful, girl I have ever seen."

His words were soft, this is not what I have imagined it will be, I thought he would be rough but he was not. He was trying to make it pleasant for me. I was lost in the pleasure when he entered inside me breaking my virginity wall and I screamed in sharp pain.

He stopped over me, his eyes widened "you are a virgin…" he asked and closed his eyes tightly "why didn't you told me before...I should have guessed it seeing your behaviour, fuck." 

I was taking deep breaths to lessen the discomfort and pain, "Vanya…"

"Please carry on," I said and he frowned "are you sure?" I only nodded and he started moving slowly, I was still feeling the pain but after a while, it started to feel good. He started thrusting a little faster and then he closed his eyes and started taking deep breaths and then fell on me. 

We both were silent, only the voice of our breaths audible in the room "Vanya…" he whispered and moved aside taking me in his arms. Some tears rolled down my eyes and he wiped them with his thumb "I didn't know that…" he was saying, but I stopped him and spoke up "I want my money, Mr Sehgal."

He was silent for some time and then nodded"alright. How much Vanya?"

"One and a half million rupees."

He nodded "I can give you the cheque tomorrow." 

I shook my head in his chest "I want it now," I heard him sigh, he left me and stood up, wore his pant and took out a cheque book "please name it on Sangeeta." 

He frowned "why?" He asked me "because I don't have an account in the bank, my friend has and I want money soon." He nodded and gave me the cheque in my hand. I smiled seeing the amount, my mother won't cry anymore, mihi won't be scared and father will not have to beg to uncle. We would be able to pay uncle his money back. I felt as if a weight was lifted from my shoulder. My family will be happy finally.